1. HELL TO PAY

Feels like I'm running in place
A past I can't erase
I'm breaking, breaking apart
(I know they're after me)
It's like I'm fading each day
They took it all away
Left nothing, nothing but scars
(they make it hard to breathe)

Don't know where it went wrong
But my love for this is gone

I tried to numb the pain
But I can't get away
Hiding behind this disguise
The games I had to play
The hell I had to pay
Everything comes with a price

You're waiting for me to fail
That ship will never sail
Keep pulling and pushing me down
(but I just won't let go)
I know you wish I was dead
I'm stuck inside your head
I'm taking and breaking your crown
(I'm better left alone)

Don't know where it went wrong
But my love for this is gone

I tried to numb the pain
But I can't get away
Hiding behind this disguise
The games I had to play
The hell I had to pay
Everything comes with a price

I tried to numb the pain
But I can't get away
Hiding behind this disguise
The games I had to play
The hell I had to pay
Everything comes with a price


2. DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE

I've been walking over graves
Carving out the headstone that I own, my own
I'm like a monster in a cage
Trapped inside a maze
I am home, I'm home
I'm here and gone, I'm dead and done

I know there's nothing I can change
And I regret the things I didn't say
I resent how I walked away
Now I'm digging my own grave
Now I'm digging my own, digging my own grave

Is there peace beyond the rage?
Tell me where this truly all went wrong, went wrong
I've been walking through the graves
Dancing with the lonely and the strong, the strong
I'm here and gone, I'm dead and done

I know there's nothing I can change
And I regret the things I didn't say
I resent how I walked away
Now I'm digging my own grave
Now I'm digging my own, digging my own grave

Digging my, digging my own grave
I know there's nothing I can change
And I regret the things I didn't say
I resent how I walked away
Now I'm digging my own grave
Now I'm digging my own, digging my own grave

Is there peace beyond rage?
'Cause I've been digging my own, digging my own grave