1. CARVINGS

A part of me fractures,
Each time I conjure the warmth,
The fleeting echo of your touch.
Another parts. Larger, Looming,
A compass misplaced
Whispers through the cracks:
“Search deeper,
Reach further,
Don’t let the stillness swallow you.”
The fields I’ve sown yield nothing but silence.
The shadows lengthen,
The soil hardens,
“Search deeper,
Reach further,
Don’t let the stillness swallow you.”
Yet the void does not echo.
The fragments do not fit.
“Search deeper,
Reach further,
Don’t let the stillness swallow you.”
A part of me fractures,
Each time I conjure the warmth,
The fleeting echo of your touch.
An open wound,
A depthless cut,
Bleeding the memory of what cannot be
Of no one who will ever be you.


2. THE ANGEL ON MY SHOULDER

I named you the keeper of my soul,
A fragile guardian I dared to trust.
But wounds, sharp and jagged,
Etch their lessons into my skin,
Each scar is a story I never wanted to learn.
Should I thank you for the friction
The slow erosion of my innocence?
You dropped jewels I couldn’t hold,
Lost treasures in the wake of love undone.
I hate how the world takes what I cherish,
Steals it like whispers stolen by the wind.
It feels as though the universe conspires
To erase the traces of my touch,
But wounds, sharp and jagged,
Etch their lessons into my skin,
Each scar is a story I never wanted to learn.
To strip me of the weight of memory,
As if forgiving could ever be a gift.
The darkness presses against my chest,
Its shadows crawl through my veins.
You dropped jewels I couldn’t hold,
Lost treasures in the wake of love undone.
Not to cleanse, but to stain,
Rain falls, not to cleanse, but to stain,
Each drop is a reminder of what is gone.

You dropped jewels I couldn’t hold,
Lost treasures in the wake of love undone.
Of what was,
Of who I was,
Before the world taught me how to let go.
Of what was.


3. WE ARE ALONE

Under silent skies we wander
No solace, no home
Chasing dreams that slip away,
Those we can’t hold onto
Hope and sorrow drag us under to stay

We are alone, in the vast unknown
Desperate souls in a world of stone
We fight the night, with dreams in sight
Fade away, like morning light

In this heavy silence, our hearts start to break
Carrying the burden of every mistake
On every breath we take, a struggle, a fading trace
In the depths of despair
It feels like no one is there

We are alone, caught in the web of our thoughts
The dusk wraps around us like a shroud
In a world that is suffocating
Our voices wither into the distance
Unheard.

We are alone, in the vast unknown
Desperate souls in a world of stone
We fight the night, with dreams in sight


4. ASHES OF MY MIND

I bear the seed of ruin,
A burden too heavy, too sharp to let go.
What was golden has turned to ash,
Elysium crumbled beneath my grasp,
And all that remains is dust
Each step sinking me deeper into silence.
The desert grows inside me,
A relic of a broken promise.
I scream into the emptiness,
But my voice dissolves into nothing.
I bear the seed of ruin,
A burden too heavy, too sharp to let go.
What was golden has turned to ash,
Elysium crumbled beneath my grasp,
And all that remains is dust
I scream into the emptiness,
But my voice dissolves into nothing.
One more second with you.
That wish is denied.
And I am left alone,
With the ashes of my mind.
Forever was her name,
Yet forever can’t be mine.
Regret coils in my chest,
Squeezing every breath into despair

I bear the seed of ruin,
A burden too heavy, too sharp to let go.
What was golden has turned to ash,
Elysium crumbled beneath my grasp,
And all that remains is dust
I would give everything
My body, my soul, my fleeting moments of hope
I bear the seed of ruin,
A burden too heavy, too sharp to let go.
What was golden has turned to ash,
Elysium crumbled beneath my grasp,
And all that remains is dust.


5. SHATTERED HOPES

Promises broken, like shattered glass,
A heart betrayed, forever scarred.
A soul weighed down by sorrow's tide,
A spirit crushed, where hope has died.

Lost in the wreckage, a wounded soul,
Searching for answers, beyond control.
A trust once given, now shattered and torn,
A bond broken, a love forlorn.

The pain of betrayal, a heavy load,
A future uncertain, a lonely road.
A victim of deception, without a shame,
A life turned upside down, a burning flame.
The embers of trust, now cold and dead,
A heart shattered, a spirit fled.

A world turned upside down, a shattered dream,
A life in ruins, a broken scene.
The pain of betrayal, misery await,
A future uncertain, doomed fate.

Lost in the wreckage, a wounded soul,
Searching for answers, beyond control.
A trust once given, now shattered and torn,
A bond broken, a love forlorn.

The pain of betrayal, a heavy load,
A future uncertain, a lonely road.
A victim of deception, without a shame,
A life turned upside down, a burning flame.
The embers of trust, now cold and dead,
A heart shattered, a spirit fled.


6. THE EVERLASTING WOUNDS

I have lost a life that I never truly lived.
Filled with sorrow and pain, inside this miserable body,
Embraced by the thorns of your loss.
Surrounded by the sharp memories of your absence.
Fallen behind again.
Fallen behind again.
These wounds are everlasting, soul remains unhealed.
I am the fallen one… wishes to make things undone.
I am the longing one… stained in the shadows of grief.
Words betray me, twisting in my throat whenever I speak
Darken my hope with your curtains. Take my remaining sanity.
Though we walk separate paths and we drift apart.
With all the emptiness we left behind
You'll always be mine, always and never.
Words betray me, twisting in my throat whenever I speak


7. THE VISIONS OF THE FORSAKEN

In the quiet, where whispers softly fall
I search for strength
Within the growing night.
How can you see when darkness blinds your sight?
Wondering, will there be anything left of me when you are gone?
With a soul forsaken, I walk on thorns
The thorns cannot cut deeper
Deeper than the wounds engraved in me
Nothing more to bleed
The pain no longer stings.
Not anymore
How can you feel when emotions start to fade?
Dreaming
Awaiting
The day we will meet again. One day.
Dreaming
Awaiting
The day we will meet again. One day.
In the quiet, where whispers softly fall
I search for strength
Within the growing night.
How can you see when darkness blinds your sight?
Wondering, will there be anything left of me when you are gone?
Here alone I stand, in this desolate dream
Where time suspended, stands still
Embraced by solitude
With a dimming vision, in a dawn without a sun

Haunted by the echoes of the past.
Not anymore
The pain no longer stings.
How can you feel when emotions start to fade?
Silence prevails. Surrounded by emptiness.
A cold wind whips through my face
A sad melody, carrying memories of a one that is lost, never forgotten.
What is true and what is a lie?


8. RE-SILENCE (PART III)

In the silence again
Tracing shadows of what we were
Echoes of words left unsaid
And I am alone
When I close my eyes I still can see
The way you used to smile at me
Faded memories and broken dreams
And the emptiness that haunts me
The fire that once burned.
Is just a fade.
And in the darkness, I slowly break.
In the silence again
Tracing shadows of what we were
Echoes of words left unsaid
And I am alone
You can’t believe what you meant to me.
We become what we never wanted.
Trapped in the silence of our mistakes.

Silent as the wave, that gently touches the shore
Silent as the moments, we will never have once more
Silent as the dawn, that fades each day
Silent as my heart, every time you go. You go away.