1. EMOTIONAL RETARD

Days of pain, abuse and sorrow,
Formed me into who I am
there's no past, there's no tomorrow.
There's no present, there's no plan

Now you can judge me if you wish but do I care ?
Now who are you to give yourself right to compare ?

Hurting you is giving pleasure. Showing you what hate all is
Lack of feelings is my treasure. Lips of mine give coldest kiss

You think that you can see me but it's just a shell
Pretend that you can comprehend though you can't tell

[Chorus]
Emotional retard ! Emotional Retard !

Let me drown, just walk away
Nothing to do, nothing to say

When the hardest fist to hit you is of your own flesh and blood
Who is then to trust to turn to ? No chance you'll be understood

Leave me alone and I just might do you the same
Don't pull my trigger since you are then the one to blame

[Chorus]

Let me drown, just walk away
Nothing to do, nothing to say

Only love that fills my being is the sweetness of my hate
You must say : a way of fleeing. I won't flee from my own fate

Now you can judge me if you wish but do I care ?
Now who are you to give yourself right to compare ?

[Chorus]

Let me drown, just walk away
Nothing to do, nothing to say


2. THE DAY I DIED

Honest to god, hear what I say
Part of me died on that same day
You made your choice, leaving it all

What did you think, what did you feel
Couldn't you see, I was for real
Deepest of all canyons to fall

Still see you, still hear you,
Still feel your presence within

[Chorus]
The day I died and you walked away,
That day I died
You let me down and chose not to stay.
The day I died

Brother of mine, how could you hide
Why didn't I see that your pride
Was way too much for you to take ?

Secrets are for brothers to share
Help is in reach if you really care
Why all those smiles, why all this fake ?

You're calling, you're begging,
I hear your oice from deep within

[Chorus]

Still see you, still hear you,
Still feel your presence within

[Chorus]


3. WNTER

Snowdrifts filling me. Tears turn to slush
Freezing northely wind. Snowflakes flush

A sub zero soul. A sub zero heart
Forever's chilling me, rip me apart

Winter, eternal coldness fills
My being with ice
Winter, the frost is conquering
This world filled with lies

Spring will never come.
Sun has gone out
Nothing but the wind,
Warmth without

Winter, eternal freezing rain for chilling my soul
Winter, the icicles are cutting
Taking their toll

I'm dying winter has its grip on me
I'm fading nothing else can set me free

Heavy clouds roll in. In infinity
Heaving foots of snow.
Increasingly

Summer is a dream of a long gone past
But the freezing wind will forever last

Winter, eternal coldness fills
My being with ice
Winter, the frost is conquering
This world filled with lies
Winter, eternal freezing rain for chilling my soul
Winter, the icicles are cutting
Taking their toll


4. STAR CHILD

World still turns but not for long
We're poison our earth but we see nothing wrong
Our salvation's hard to gain
On day of judgement when we are sentenced to pain

We destroy the human race
Stare at disaster right in its face
Building bombs and feed disease
When widowing nations we feel at ease

Turn your eyes up to the sky and realize before you die
Let us pray we aren't alone,
That someone's there to hear our moan

[Chorus]
Star child, star child,
You are our future, you are our past
Star child, star child, it's up to you how long we last

Third world war is around the bend
Take it as a fact, my friend
Push the button and we're gone
A billion wasted years and nowhere to run

We must help each other now
Rebuild our confidence somehow
A confidence there still is room
In this world and fight all our hatred and gloom

Turn your eyes up to the sky and realize before you die
Let us pray we aren't alone,
That someone's there to hear our moan

[Chorus]

Will we ever be able to see there's
A chance to alter it all
Will we ever be able to see that
Together we will stand tall


5. BRIDE OF CHRIST

The bridge of Christ you are you claim
But tell me who is then your father ?
Though Satan is your maiden name
You still insist you love your brother

[Chorus #1]
In eternity I follow you
I'm your disciple, bride of Christ
I'll do anything you tell me to
How I love you, bride of Christ

Your pretty face a tool to make
All the weak to follow through
Your eyes are glowing, are awake
Our destiny is follow you

[Chorus #2]
In eternity I'm here for you
I'm your disciple, bride of Christ
I'll do anything you tell me to
How I love you, bride of Christ

Just ask me, I'll kill for you
I will for you

[Chorus #1]


6. SÖK

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7. STAR CHILD PT. II

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8. WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT ME ?

The world today is filled with empty eyes
People like walking dead
And all the spoken words are nothing but lies
Directed back or ahead

The faith in mankind has forever been lost
There is no chance to repair
Our way to treat each other in lack of trust
Our way without love and care

[Chorus]
What would I do without me, I'm the only one that really exists
What would I do without me, I'm the only one that's really been blessed

I'm the one

Now I've decided to be just like you all
And to defy my hate
To put all others with their back against the wall
Begin to love to hate

[Chorus]


9. SKOGSRAET / FINNGALKN

My teeth, your flesh
Your flesh, my meal
My meal, your aim
Your aim, I steal !

My claws, your skin
Your skin, my award
My award, your gift
Your gift, I'm your lord !

I smell, your scent
Your scent, I esteem
I esteem, your voice
Your voice, your scream !

It's you and me
As meant to be
you to fulfil
The darker me !

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