1. GUILT (FT. DAVID LIBERT OF BARRIER)

I thought everything would be just fine.
That we would make amends and we would be alright.
But I never got to say goodbye, I swear I'm losing my mind the more that time passes me by

I've been living in a world crawling on my knees
Fucking losing sleep (Grinding my fucking teeth)
My innocence is tearing at the seams.
Why can I escape the guilt that's haunting me?

It's strangling me but you'll never understand that guilt will never set me free.
I'm a liar and a coward and my gut still turns within each passing hour

Why can't I just close my eyes?
Why can't I just close my eyes?
Why can't I just close my eyes?
and say goodbye to this life of mine.

The weight of regret is fucking dragging me down
Sinking deeper and deeper forcing me to drown
In a sea that has nothing left for me but a series of bad memories
Nothing but a frayed sanity.

Why can't I just close my eyes?
Why can't I just close my eyes?
and say goodbye to this life of mine
because I'm losing my fucking mind

I would do anything to put my thoughts at ease
and rid myself of the man I said I would never be
I'm a fuck up, I'm a coward and I'm so fucking sorry

I would do anything if I could just rest in piece.