1. SLEEP LOST

My mind does the time for the crime against myself
And it comes at the cost of sleep lost
Another day, another dollar
Another night is even harder to swallow

I contemplate my end
I count up all my friends
Weigh out the pros and cons
Who's going to miss me when I'm gone

Who?

Nothing keeps me sane
Like the long walks through the rain
Let the cold come over me
Let it wash away my shame
All the ones that have occupied my head
And all the ones the have occupied my bed

Get out


2. FIRST FALL

Oh how the time flies when you’re on the run
From a mother’s tears to a long lost son
There’s tears to a long lost son
There’s a note left ringing in my ear
There’s an answer somewhere, just not here
And I’m out to find it separate
Disguise I want to see the world through brand new eyes
I don’t ever want to blink again
I don’t ever want to think on it for too long
I just want to know where I belong


3. GRIP

Time tested, who could have guessed it?
It was a waste of all I’ve invested memories
Don’t mean shit to me they’ve all been watered down
Where the fuck are you now?
In my frustration, I’m losing patience
I ended up back here again a quick fix
Over and out left a bad tasted in my mouth
Let my guard down, I let you in I’m giving up never again took grip
I bit my lip took another swing it didn’t work out
It never works out I’m done trying


4. FOCUS

You can fake it so easily
Put on a show for everybody to see
Just to hold the attention
Of those impressed with empty conversation
But your opinion
Could never budge me

You can try
You'll never see it through my eyes
You can talk until you're blue in the face
Put everything you had into a world that despised you
Focus on my mind
Focus on my strength

Nothing to offer or relate to
So quick to turn away
So quick to hate you
I built it up and I fucking said it
I burned that bridge
I don't regret it