1. RELENT TO DESPAIR

(Instrumental)


2. LAST THOUGHT

You see me I am on my last step
Sunshine appears, tomorrow's passed
The morning air smells dirty black
My teardrops fall I hope to get relief

If i tear and drill - my eye out
Would you realize and see
If I break the chains - of sanity
So you'll become me

My world is shredded, lost sobriety
Injustice is obvious, but only to me
I'm powerless before the rules of society
The last sound I'll hear is the trigger behind me

Why is justice relinquished to an individual person?
How comes the perception of righteousness is defined by law?

I'll be dead


3. BROKEN WAYS

Changes confuse my point
I left the room
We released the noise
To accept the past

They weave disease
They send sickness to me
Stay happy now
To build that mind

No conversation happened
So the agitation was the breakdown
Of the chains upon my head
I fall back to zero

My life shatters in front of my eyes
My soul is burning and drowning in tears
My mind is fading, my body disobeys
I'm devoured of my own thoughts

I went back to the silent hall
Just looking for calm
You shut the gate and sealed the key away
And I started to live


4. HUMAN SOIL

Broken glass under my feet
Barbed wire is cutting me deep
Painful feelings I fight every day
My own thoughts are blocking my way
Now I feel numb and weak
Empty words i try to seek

Inside I'm empty, burned out and so frustrated
I feel my soul will crack, if I don't fight this sick
addiction
My hands shaking, my brain cries for changes
If only i could be the way I dreamed of every day

I hide my head in a pile of lies
I'll tell you stories and alibis
I fear myself and all my deeds
I just ignore to what it leads

Hours are passing, time goes by
There's no emotion in my eye
Word of wisdom, words of hate
I'm just waiting to pass the gate


5. R.S.

Reload your weapons my cruel friend
No other feelings left but only hate
The game has just begun
The glock is ticking in your hand

Murder - Time to die
Blood - Revenge is mine

You walk your way in rage and bloodlust
Each fired bullet's a part of your pain
Your dreams have finally come true
You kill your masters, no one's to blame but

You - Time to Die
Blood - Reveng is mine

Room 105, Room 206, Room 205
Room 211, Room 208, Room 307, Room 310

You can shoot me now, an eye hits an eye
No Sir Heise it's enough for today
Do want to have a talk with me?
Yes master - so just follow me into a trap
Thank God it's a trap

Now you're trapped
No way out
Suicide
Burnin Hell


6. BLOOD VENGEANCE

Bloodshot eyes, a soulless laughter
Crippled minds, my fear will die
Sky is open wide for martyrs
Thanks my teacher's proud of me

Blood vengeance is the way I think
My sacred will arise
Blood vengeance is my time to be
To live my life in death

My weapon's placed in my hands are
shaking
I'm waiting for my time to come
My target's near my doupts are fading
Hope you'll rest in peace as well

Inside I am broken
My fearless words are gone
This moment is so threatening
More and more

How can i be so sacred?
What have I done so far?
And now, all is gone
And so am I

Until the end we stand
Until the end
Our souls will rise my friend
After the end


7. KILL MY BRAIN

Tiring life
I lay alone in bed, I'm tired frommy life
I close my eyes, I see my aim
Don't try
Don't try to save me now, it's better when I die

Tell me now, what you see, when you see me die
I am bad, I am sad, but I will not cry
Kill my brain, take my soul, burn my body now
Throw my ashes in the sky, and say goodbye

Leave me now
Annihilate defects, delusion of this world
And clear your consience today
Go away
Forget my voice, forget my wicked face
Forget my existance
Kill my Brain

Abridge - I abridge my days
Accept - Peoples ignorance
Accuse - Coincidence of life
Believe - You will never die
Don't cry - When you feel the pain
You know - Many felt the same
You win - You will kill 'em all
Don't lose - You lost everything you had
My friend
Every day pulls you down
You wait for changes in your life, your mind, environment
And don't change anything
Get up and kick your ass
Unterstand, it will never end by itself, work on hard
Better life begins inside you


8. INACTION

Not dead, not alive you're lying here
You have a broken spine, cold night is near
No one will rescue, no one will help
Forgotten cripple is waiting for death

Cruel world is complete now
Blood and meat is everywhere
Destiny is just a game
It's our inaction

It's scary to see me, when I'm alive
My hatred defeat, I am creep

You think of suicide, your hands are frozen
You can not stir, every move is too painful
These blinded eyes have seen many torments
For you, fast death is important

Last hope to save my life is gasp
Futile scream
Last move to feel the pain like beast
Get your dream

In veins flows infected blood
Internal mud
My body burns from strange desires
I want kill
I smash my head and broke my feet
With sharp stones
I'll never take my gun to heart
I lie alone


9. SHELTER

Lies are all I fear
and all I hate
It makes me fade
And escalate
I'm not preapared for misery

I'm still here alone

I'm so full of

Life is so strange
I feel kind of displaced
my mind stays so grey
my soul is just a mistake

Why is this so fucking difficult?

I'm still here alone,

Waiting for


10. SOUL DISEASE

Frozen heart inside
Disappointment and lost pride
Tears and a crazy mind
I am lost in my own thoughts tonight
My faith is all corrupt
Memory is fading so abruptly
I'm anxious, screaming out loudly
My skin is itchy, I am running wild

Domination is the war we fought
Conscious words disguised as guns
Sacred promises were made to break
The chains of sanity

Saftey is gone and my passion is vanished
Obvious facts were ignored to long
Hollowed eyes and a pale blue face
Is the rest of the old me

Self deception has stolen my time
I'm tired of mourning
So I decide to be torn
And now, i beg my self to rest

Murdered, explited again
Tortured, tempted to quit
Vicious, corruptet and sick
Bustet, frustration fulfilled

I'm in the dark, walking fast, standing still
I'm well disguised, breaking rules, breaking me
I close my eyes, I'm tinking loudly, cover me
Commanded silence, lots of word in my head
Empty space, full of grieve, full of me
Sacred face, chasing me, follows me
This restless time, crippled and stultified
Concsience lost, broken heart left inside


11. EMPTINESS

You think, about empty words
I see, your empty eyes
They stare at me, I feel the pain inside
What did they do to you?

Emptiness in your head
You drown deep in mess
You just wanna be alone
But emptiness chases you in your dreams!

These eyes
I can't get them out of my mind
This gale of insanity
You've lost your mind!

It's now, that you stand at the abyss of your life
It's now, that you realize, that there is no way out
That you've been so betrayed, forgotten, abandoned
Everything you've done and gained becomes worthless,
when you know you're not far from end
Everything you stand for shatters in front your eyes
It's getting dark and you know.. this is the end
The end of your beeing
The end of your consience
The end of your journey
Your kind of broken ways

You've been betrayed

I'll put my faith in you
I try to give everything
I won't give up anymore
I'm getting out of this

I won't let them do
What they have done to me
Never again
Shall they break my will

Let me! Fucking! Out of! Here!
You stand at the end with no
Regrets