1. RUSSIAN HOTEL AFTERMATH

The only reason I continue to live is to spite you
Press my ear against the door
To hear the truth in your scathing words

The hardest part
The hardest part
Is admitting to myself...
The hardest part
The hardest part
Is admitting to myself that you were right

I'm just a loser

A letter to my future self;
How the fuck you doing kid?
You went and ruined everything
Gone and fucked up all your dreams
Pour a drink on to the street
For all the friends you wish you had
Now that no one gives a fuck
It seems you went and ended up
Where you deserve, I guess

I guess

I've lived too long
I've lived too long
The only way I can make sense of this mess
I've lived too long
I've lived too long
The only way I can make sense of this mess

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now that I hate myself?

I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself

Are you happy now?
I hate myself

I hate myself
Are you happy now?


2. TORCH

I did not pass the torch
Just to be engulfed by the flames

I'm breathing fire to survive

Burn it down

Rising from the ashes
I'm here to take back what is mine
I used to call you friend
What a fucking waste of time
I cannot believe that you would ever try and fucking take away
From me the only thing I care about or I believe
Now I'm having trouble letting go of knowing
You were always living, eating, breathing, cashing in on all my misery

Tell me now
Do you see?
You cannot do this without me
Tell me now
Do you see?
You cannot do this without me

I did not pass the torch
Just to be engulfed by the flames
Do you know now?
You're nothing without me