1. FED UP WITH

How long do you mess me about
Believe if there is no doubt
I keep strong as long as you do not refuse
There's nothing left of me to be abused

What if my mind is staying blind?

You thought you can bring me down
Be sure just trust my own
Don't think you can cover
All your masquerade
So easy to unhide the truth inside

And my eyes start to leave the dark
I'm catching sight
They were turned away by my heart...

But I, I'm so fed up with all of you!
I cannot see what's wrong
What's true
And I, I'm so fed up with my own!
So leave me alone!

Try understanding what I've done to you
Some one out there who feels like me, too?
Loosing the feeling who to believe...
A disappointment much too deep...

I know this time
It will not be the last time
Some things change
The other things will stay
We'll keep silent and we're staying dazed
Afraid to leave the maze...

But my eyes start to leave the dark

And my eyes start to leave the dark
I'm catching sight
They were turned away by my heart...

But now I'm so fed up with all of you!
I cannot see what's wrong
What's true
Now I"m so fed up with my own!
So leave me alone!


2. BORDERLINE

Look at you and me
We had our time, don't disagree
Maybe we believed
In things we never can achieve

Nevertheless we came this far
Am I awake or do I dream?
We haven't moved far away from the start
The more it seems...

We're losing the sense of what is real
Across the borderline
We're leaving the past and all our fears
Behind the borderline

I tried to lose the pain
As we know this can't go on again
We have gone so far
Btu we even don't know who we are...

I've reached the point beside myself
I cannot hide, why can't you see?
Don't you know there's no one else?
Some things will never be...

We're losing the sense of what is real
Across the borderline
We're leaving the past and all our fears
Behind the borderline

I'm losing the sense of what is real
When I cross the borderline...

We're losing the sense of what is real
Across the borderline
We're leaving the past and all our fears
Behind the borderline

Some thing's happened
Some thing's gone
Somehow we keep going on...


3. 5TH SEASON

Far away, a vision unknown
It's calling for me...
Breathing in as I'm coming home
I'm falling, I'm falling to see....

...down on me I used to be...

Look into my eyes, a mirror to myself
Search for a reason... why?
Living in disguise in a place and time
Be called 5th season

All my life I tried to hold on my dreams
Through days and nights
Every step that I took forward
I was chasing all that I never ever give in
To reach one day, keep on pray
Painting pictures to remember and to see...

....down on me I used to be...

Look into my eyes, a mirror to myself
Search for a reason... why?
Living in disguise in a place and time
Be called 5th season

This is not your place
Don't even try to find it!
This is not your time
So keep on finding it on your own!

To listen when she was speaking to me
To see her when she laughed
To feel her presence every time
And next to me
Still missing all that
Could have been between us
But time keeps on running
Sealing the wounds inside my soul

To listen to my inner voice
Speaking to my mind again
What feels so right was just a new illusion
Painted by my dreams...

Hold on, I still listen to the voice
Speaking from inside forever
Keep on believing in your dreams
In all that is worth I'm waiting for...

...for the time, for the place, for the one...
Still I keep the faith, still I believe...

Then I'm closing my eyes
Dreams and memories
Start to fuse together inside...
I can feel the sun shining on my skin
I can feel the wind breaking the silence

Then I open up my eyes
Standing in the here and now
Closer than ever before...
When it comes to the end
Of the journey of my life...
Next to her I found my 5th season

So many years have passed
Too many tears were cried
So many hearts were broken
Too many loves are gone...

But we are learning by what we live to see
All emotions and impressions we feel
Are shaping us to what we are
Are leading us to near and far
Let us know that we're alive
Let us reach the core inside

I'm falling to see...

...down on me I used to be...

Look into my eyes, a mirror to myself
Search for a reason... why?
Living in disguise in a place and time
Be called 5th season


4. DEJA VU

From the wasteland
To the distant promised paradise
Time was slipping through my hands
I believed to see the difference
Of truth and lies
When I am faced to myself again

Running in endless circles
Surrounding myself...

Try to escape this nightmare...
Try to arrive at nowhere...

I've seen this before!
But I can't take any more!
Don't you see it, too!
I feel it again
I don't know where from or when...
...another déjà vu

Time passes, and I suppose to find something new
To leave the past at last behind
New faces pretend to feel so secure
To pull the rug from under me

Running in endless circles
Surrounding myself...

Try to escape this nightmare...
Try to arrive at nowhere...

I've seen this before!
But I can't take any more!
Don't you see it, too!
I feel it again
I don't know from where or when...
...inside another déjà vu

I've seen this before!
But I can't take any more!
Don't you see it, too!
I feel it again
I don't know from where or when...
...inside another déjà vu


5. SOMEBODY

Don't ignore your feelings
All you believed in
Don't wait for answers
No one can tell
Sometimes it seems
To be just a game
To lose or to win
Can be the same...

Somebody told the truth
Somebody told you lies
And in the end of all
You hear a voice inside...

Hiding in strange places
You've never known
Wading in these mazes
Built by your own
Even disappointed
Fallen and lonely
There is someone out there
Maybe that's me...

Somebody told the truth
Somebody told you lies
And in the end of all
You hear a voice inside...

Somebody needs you!
Somebody still believes in you!
Somebody loves you!
Somebody's waiting here for you!

Don't ignore your feelings
All you believed in
Don't wait for answers
No one can tell
Sometimes it seems
To be just a game
To lose or to win
Can be the same...

Somebody told the truth
Somebody told you lies
And in the end of all
You hear a voice inside...

You'll never be alone again
Where ever you are I am...

Somebody needs you!
Somebody still believes in you!
Somebody loves you!
Somebody's waiting here for you!
Somebody needs you!
Somebody still believes in you!
Somebody loves you!
Somebody's waiting here for you!


6. PHENOMENON

Opposed to the world
It also exists in us
He's waiting to be set free
Close to the things he is sure
And certainly he takes them
And given and real
Afraid to look under
The surface he knows

Closing his eyes he's starting to
Dive into the sea of trust
Faced to the unexpected
His confidence tells him
That this time it lasts...

...forever
...and pieces float together
Combined to something new
He awakes...

Still confused
What happened to him so easily
He keeps smiling
Received a present to set him free...
What belongs together
Will find each other another day

Now he feels what it means at all
Let his senses fall into
Something so beautiful
Too unreal, too far away to believe...
Now he feels what it means
And he keeps his senses fall into
Something so beautiful
Too unreal, too far away to believe...

Scared and confused
They feel like abused
And don't know it's something
They don't understand
They ease their mind
And they refuse it's real...
Start to forget without great regret
They don't know
It's something they don't comprehend
A chance to believe in a miracle

Opening his eyes he's starting to
Dive into the sea of trust
And faced to the unexpected
His confidence keeps him going
On at last...

Now he feels what it means at all
Let his senses fall into
Something so beautiful
Too unreal, too far away to believe...
Now he feels what it means
And he keeps his senses fall into
Something so beautiful
Too unreal
Too far away to believe...


7. DIFFERENT

The more things have changed
All will stay the same...
It's not getting easier...
Right now I just realize
It's hard to try
Right now this is my greatest fault
I don't know why!

The more folks I meet
I know that for sure
No one is safe from the same mistakes!

I am not alone
When dealing with the pain...
It's nothing but coming home

Through different eyes we see!
Different things are not unreal!
As it seems to me
This doesn't have to be the way you feel...
Through different eyes we see!
Different things are not unreal!
It doesn't have to be your way...

Even if I will suffer
And I feel it still hurts
It's getting much more confided
Closer to even worse?

What if I try to do
Something no one did expect?
Another pain I could find
Is that what I am afraid?

Straight on my ordinary way
Another piece of me may die!

I can't feel what you gave me
I can't hear what you told me
I can't remember
What I was looking for
And did not find
But I f can see now
I was wasting too much time...

...to try to believe you are the one
Losing the sense of what is real
No one to blame
Not me or you!
Just another different point of view!

Even if I vary...
Just slowly...
Not as everyone could realize...
And no one really does...
All is changing
All is shifting
We'll not be the same...
Believe me...
As I believe in you...
Today

Through different eyes we see!
Different things are not unreal!
AS it seems to me
This doesn't have to be the way you feel...
Through different eyes we see!
Different things are not unreal!
It doesn't have to be your way...

Even if I will suffer
And I feel it still hurts
It's getting much more confided
Closer to even worse?
What if I try to do
Something no one did expect?
Another pain I could find
Is that what I am afraid?


8. POINT ZERO

I don't know how you
Became a part of me
And of my mind
Why I could not stop
To think of you
The way you look at
And smile to me...
I am not the one whom you assume
Maybe someone you always
Tried to find
But I still pretend
To be a friend
And the mask I wear
Is much too think

Much too scared to tell the truth
Afraid that you could run a way...

So why am I chasing time?
Can't go...
How can I escape?
Still try to leave the past behind
Point zero - and I cannot brake!

Reached the end
Of a one-way street
I have drifted too far and deep

Much too scared
To tell the truth
Afraid that you could run away...

So why am I chasing time?
Can't go...
How can I escape?
Still try to leave the past behind
Point zero - and I cannot brake!

Clutching at straws
Believing hope dies last
I really tried to find
Another way back to home
Even if hope has gone at last
Unable to scrap it:
These pictures in my head
All these memories inside
These empty lonely thoughts!

Then I hold on
I'm breathing in and out
Silence fills me
To push away the pain

No more scared
To tell the truth
'Cause you would never run away...

So what? No more chasing time!
Let go..
At last I did escape!
I did leave the past behind
Point zero
A new beginning...


9. FAREWELL

Slowly the lights go down
And darkness fills the room
Standing here on my own
Much too soon

Some remaining voices
Still echo in my head
Sorry for all the choices we had

Time goes by
And pain will fade
One day
But memories will stay...

Now remember all the times
Remember all the places
Remember all that we've done for ourselves
Time to let you go, time to start from new
Time to leave you behind, to say farewell...

I don't regret a word
I don't forget your smile
Maybe we lose ourselves
For a while

Too many unknown reasons
Some issues - no replay
Wading through my 5th season
Tell me why?

Time goes by
And pain will fade away one day
Still I try to keep my demons away
But memories will stay...

Now remember all the times
Remember all the places
Remember all that we've done for ourselves
Time to let you go, time to start from new
Time to leave you behind, to say farewell