1. THE DEAN SLAM

(Instrumental)


2. RED ROOM BLUES

Constriction
Responsibility wraps around my neck

Confliction
Drowning out my will to live. My will to trust. My will to love.

I nailed myself to my own fucking cross

I'm cornered
I'm numb
Waking up just to pass out again

Why should I plan for my future?
When I'll be dead by next week
I'll rid this world of one privileged fuck
And see who loses sleep

I'm malnourished from my lack of self love
Only warm inside from the smoke in my lungs
I'm blacking out and heading for the light
Death please kiss me good night

I'm cornered
I'm numb
Waking up just to pass out again
Full days spend masturbating alone
Cold room in my filthy bed
Filthy Bed


3. DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE

Don't wanna talk about "unity"
Don't even want to unite
Don't wanna write a down tempo riff
So that the apes can fight

Because I'm bored
And I'm sick
Of these bands that sound like shit
Of guitarists with no riffs
Of drummers that are scared to hit

Pretty boys
Tough guys
Traditional tattooed thighs
Call-Outs
P.C.
Sick of Trump
And songs about police.


I'll "wake the fuck up"
When your music stops making me yawn
And I'll "move this room"
When the statues on stage start moving too

If you think I'm soft
You couldn't be more wrong.
I've got a big heart full of love
And I'll tear you down

You just wait and see

Hype don't mean a thing to me

Your band's a fucking joke

Next time I'll just stay home.

I want this smile to shatter all your god damned teeth.

I want this love to break your heart.

I want these open arms to wrap around your throat.

My love will tear you apart.


4. THE OTHER SIDE OF PARADISE

I'm insecure and immature
Two hundred pounds of rage
This body is not a temple
My blood boils in this cage

I'm stuck in my adolescent safety net
No longer a young boy,
but I don't deserve to be called a "man"

They said that boys don't ever cry
You'll never see tears in my eyes
They said that boys don't ever cry
And so I laugh on sleepless nights

I'm feeling lost in my identity
I hope to be half the man who raised me

But I'm just a kid
Always seeing red
Angry at the world for no good reason at all

Real love hurts more than fake hate

Real love hurts more than heart break