1. HELL

In the dark with a postcard marked from HellContains blame, shame, and all the things you could never tell Always focused on the emphasisOf your hidden queues of malcontentCan I bare to pretend that this is how it ends?
Selfish, uncaring, carved out of stoneThereʼs nothing to feel when I think of your bones
Sike, my thoughts are tragic out of habit I lie to myself to try and grasp itThis is a test of self worthBefore things turn for the worst


2. DISEASE

Before I fall to your judgement or praise from my knees I believe thereʼs no salvation
From what I see, this is a fucking disease
All Iʼve felt is a resistance
Since I learned of a vice
Why invest so much faith in a jaded life
Between the wrong and right
Things to say for whichever way
Your book of praise coveys
The framework laid
On God, you fucking son of a bitch
And when you close those eyes, You better pray that he exists
To save some face
No hand to guide the lines of the steps I take
No need for a spiritual mask to know my place
I canʼt foresee trust in a habit, your disease
So set me free, and simply fall in line with the weak
Youʼre just stuck there with a view of black and white
Cause you rely on outdated words to define your life
All Iʼve felt is a resistance
Since I learned of a vice
Why invest so much faith in a jaded life
Between the wrong and right
Swift ways of casting judgment
While I beg and plead
I believe thereʼs no salvation
From what I see, this is a fucking disease
You say Iʼll save some face If I follow your act of faith
Well, fuck your saving grace
Only I can change my ways
Disease


3. ENOUGH

Iʼve had enough
Made a list of the things I hate
Includes fate and the way I canʼt relate
To your faith, or your crutch
Will you ever learn that Iʼve had enough?
Of all that contradicting speech
You cross lines with every word you speak
With no credit to your claims
Will you ever learn that I've had enough
Of the pressure
I canʼt measure
Intent
With a thought to resent
Give it up Iʼm seeing red
Stuck in hindsight wishing you were dead
The silence of tyrants
About time I stopped trying to hide it from you
And your false sense of rule
Your rules, your faith, your crutch Iʼve had enough
No value in spit that comes through those teeth
So stop wasting breath while youʼre pressing on me To force lies, where they just donʼt fit
Donʼt want to hear it, no
You think Iʼll let your fate decide What I do with my life
Well hereʼs some news
Iʼd rather pick the noose
Than follow you to your demise Iʼve had enough


4. IMMOLATE

Immolate
Letʼs be real
I conceal all emotion that I feel (Gotta spit it out)
Maybe one day Iʼll make a change (HA, yeah right)
But itʼs hard to concentrate
While my hands quake and shake
Maybe my sense will break
And Iʼll feel ok
(Maybe one)
Maybe one day
No control over my actions babe
Itʼs the only way I can cope with shame
Immolate
To bare the weight and force on my chest
Iʼll burn and sacrifice all my regrets


5. BITTER

Thereʼs sinister intent that hides in the days I spent
So lost, alone in a mind that I canʼt control
Go!
In shadow with a heart so cold Iʼve got a bitter soul
As I feel my guts in the clutch
My patience starts to rust
From the fallacies that made me bleed
And lack of bandaging that they need
So Iʼll never compromise to change the way I feel
Iʼm bound here by wounds that will never heal
They say that life is a test
And just give it your best
Before you fall apart
But good luck with the right answers
If you donʼt know who you are
So stay bitter, never quit
Despite the times your heart deserves a kick
Let it linger, keep it low
And when time runs out
Set to explode
So stay bitter, cause Iʼll never quit
Weʼll never make this truce
Iʼve been the broken one since my youth
Weʼll never make this truce
Forgiveness has no use for you
Your consequence plays in my head
The sight of red, over and over again Itʼs all in my head
To stay bitter until death
Still fucking bitter
Thereʼll come a time when I break my binds
Forever from the Dark Side of the Mind