1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. MISTAKE ON MY BEHALF

I let you get too close.
I fuckin knew it to
I feel bad for you kid
Cause this is it

Double cross my family
Lie straight to my phone
You ruined a good thing man
Now you’re nothing to me

Fuck you
I lost a friend too
Don’t lie to me now
That I’m miles away
From you, and all your fucking lies
Not cut from the same cloth
You never belonged here.

Go Home

You’re nothing but a shit talker
So go ahead and spit in my face
Manipulate me so I’ll see your way
I won’t have it
I won’t have it


3. FROM WHERE WE ARE

I'll take passion
Over a boring life
And this fire
Will never fuckin die
My life
I will live fully
This life
Won't be wasted

Well if there's nothing for me now
Then I won't wait for tomorrow's fake

For
All of the lives
Crushed
For loving so strongly
I
Can't help but notice that no one is happy and has no control
I
Will not be brought
Down
This life is meant to
Kill
Anything that cannot be made to break this cycle

I would die for what I live for
And I can't let them break me
I won't forget
What it's like to be young
That I will never loose this
I won't forget
That I can make a difference
And I need you with me
I won't forget
From where we are
Is who we are
I won't forget

No one
Will break me


4. COPE

I never asked to be this way
This life I have I did not choose
I get lost in the pain
I think too much I never sleep

I never asked to see this way
I need some help to see just why
I can't find what they all found
A way to kick these dark thoughts out

Now that the drugs are gone
Life is hard and never stops
To give me a break
Let me catch my breath and get off of my knees

And I try to be strong
But sometimes it's just too much
I got this weight on my head
And it makes me want to end it all

List the things that keep me here
My pride
My potential life
What would I leave behind?
Torn families, and all my friends

I'm ripped between
Staying alive and giving up
On my dreams
I need some help to find me
I need some help to bring me
Back to my self

I can't get high to escape
I can't tie this knot
I can't give up on my dreams
Help me please

So let me apologize, and I will leave you alone

I wish I didn't wake up
I wish I didn't wake up


5. EXCLUDE NO ONE

Fuck TERF

Hate me
You piece of shit
I refuse to be a part of this
Systematic
Humiliation
I can't be what you picture me as

I'm not afraid of
Deprivation
All my life this is all I had
Closed minded
Blatant ignorance
Your kind isn't welcome here

And all your transphobic shit
Will rot with your body

I will not be apart of
A scene that discriminates
Transphobic trash you don't belong here
Not in my fucking scene


6. BOUNDED

She found herself again
Those consequential outcomes left her Longing for an end

Years of confusion left her lost in the hole
Of the everlasting mindset
That leaves her alone

With herself, her ideas, and plenty to lose
She ends the body with the mind and Sleeps away that abuse

Her lover was the culprit
And so was her brain
Fueling both her heart and soul
With this insufferable pain

She thinks to herself
Ceasing for a thought
If i’m really not that worth it
Maybe I should stop

She never had to ask
For all those difficult years
It’s something that just happens
It tends to linger near

There’s no point to feel like such a waste of space
She’ll find what makes her happy and glad to be awake

I am her, so are you and everyone else
That wished for more than just a thought Of being happy with herself

She’ll lose herself


7. BLIND HATE

There's no excuse for this
Prejudicial bull shit
Racism and ignorance
I won't stand for it
When a fuckin coward
Abuses their authority
On a man of color
He has proved that we need change

A fuckin bigot
A slur spitter
I can't the sight of this nonsense

I have no hope
For a world that's filled with hate
And a system
That targets certain race
No tolerance
For these fuckin pigs
No more silence
We need take control

You judge a man by the color of his skin
But not the content of his character


8. GASLIGHTING

These days are getting longer
And I am getting so sick
Of questioning my sanity
Because of your fucking abuse
I thought you were somebody else
I know who you really are

I see through you

Narcissistic tendencies
A worthless piece of shit who has nothing
I’m not your fucking slave you can't control me
I hope the guilt eats you from the inside

You’re the reason I don’t feel