1. MISTRESS OF HATRED

Far off the beaten track may I roam
Dark and empty trails will I crawl
Deep into my own, where solitude lies and holds

Abhorrence of the leftover cries
Permanent abase of what's not taken
For hopeless behaviours
Hide away, I can't forebode when she will come
Graceless laments of the screaming silence
Distorted poems from beyond
Guide you to the end of the hopefulness road
Then you're doomed, absent, alone
The bitter memories withdraw

Trying not to fall on the chasm of despair
Grabbing to the burning nails of hope
But still, forlorn, I'm overcome…

Dawn will fly, nowhere light
Gowned in black, should I bow?
Hold your cry, she's alive
Hatred bitch, stay aside!

Coming from the bitter past
Razing feeble spirits
Only the damned will endure
To keep your mind clean and pure

Raise your head and forget what she vows
Stab the knife on her womb
Course, dodge, crawl and vault
You rule what future holds

Forsaken thoughts return at last
Reinforcing your will to arise
From the hole she has left your soul
Only weakest of minds obey her words

Feeding from the slavery of time
Swallowing descending tears as wine
Absorbing your dreams of hope
Spiting what warms your heart's cold

Thrive away, I can behold she willing to come
Taking you with her
Raping your delusion virginity
Licking from the bleeding mouth
The prayers spoken unconsciously
We're all doomed to crawl
We're all damned to bow
Now is late to disown


2. ENDLESS SILENCE I CRAVE

Thorns I walk every time sleep forsakes my soul
Like thousand grieves at once
Nails I swallow when drought beckons my rotten throat
Feeling how they rip my womb

Consumed in eternal agony, I live
Nailed to existence I remain, forgotten
In the cage of apathy restrained, deserted
Disabled to crown this misery, absurd
May time commiserate my pain, I beg

My blank voice blares silently in the blatant void
No clouds of rain in the storm I behold
Strolling over coals whenever the sun awakes
Muted scream of relief foiled

Endless silence I crave
Conclude this dull being I am
Please shut down my breath
To misfortune I'm enslaved

My end I glimpse
No light ahead
Relieved at last I stay
I pray

To end with this perdition I take
Scars forged with the indulgence
Of those which once show sake
But now I comprehend

Which wounds sure hurt
Sores carved with the chisels of oblivion

They shall repay for promises failed
Faked behaviours of concern strained
Meanness govern this bloody earth

Thorns, they still cover my road
Can't bear this martyrdom

Silence I crave, for years I blaze
Consumed this being pleads mercy