1. OPENING

“From the first ray of light you see, from the first word you hear, you are taught what is your road to knowledge, but you have to make this way by yourself”

Born in the world of unknown rules
And (brilliant) fairytales
An opened book, a song of two
I reach my arms to

So many ways - I have to
Follow each of them
On my blank page, there are no stains
I write with my hands

My crystal world was so unreal - I have to go on
My open mind is asking now - where to go on?

Realm (of wisdom), behind horizon
Lost, what is my name?
Locked in their creations
Lost

I’m thrown out on the sunlight
I look around amazed
The world outside’s so tempting,
Yet deadpan

(but) I’d cross the lines to see
Where’s my (sense of) certainity
What’s right, what’s wrong, I know
The answer’s what I seek

What is my name?
What is my way?
What is the world?

My crystal world was so unreal - I have to go on
My open mind is asking now - where to go on?

There is no footprints I could follow
I’m drifting all alone
Nothing will teach, teach me as much
As my own road

Have to confront what I’ve been told
With what is real
I’ve opened up the doors
My journey’s just begun


2. WHAT IS REAL?

„Escape from responsibility seems so easy to make, there are many oportunities, then you’ll loose the sense of security”

Death / life
Where is the line?
Love / hate
The thin line between

Where does it begin
Your will to fight and your will to win
We all like to put the blame on society

But you see...
What rights and what wrongs
Do new generations bring to our lives?

Just a few small words between
An honest man and a liar
Just a few events between
A lucky man and looser

At what age...
At what age do we know the truth
Which helps us choose our path

Truth / lie
Where is justice?
Dream / reality
What is real?

When you open up your eyes
Then you see the whole world lies
But the peacefull dream will show you
Infinite truth

Do you comprehend?
There’s a long hard road ahead you
Just keep in mind the burning flames!

Do you, do you comprehend?
Just keep your burning flames

Truth / lie
Where is justice?
Dream / reality
What is real?

What is real in my world?
What is real in my world?
What is real in my world?


3. CHOICE WAS MADE

“Infinite faith against experience against ephemeral mind”

Divine / inside
With world reconcilation
I rest / in peace
That I will follow

What I see, what I believe
Is leading me

I found / our lives
Are impure, ephemeral
The world / is blank
From cradle to the grave

Today / I reach
Both my heaven and hell
The choice / for life
Is done now

What I see, what I believe
Is leading me

What I see!!!

Of life, of death, the meanings

Today / I reach
Both my heaven and hell
The choice / for life
Is done here

What I see, what I believe
Is leading me


4. SEARCHING FOR...

“Every step made in constant solitude”


5. THE TRUTH

“Lying to yourself doesn’t hurt and eases the pain of what you have to face”

Cause i’m too fragile to bare all the lies
Don’t wanna know what won’t be realized
Don’t want to see, don’t want to hear,
Don’t want to know, I don’t want to feel

And please, don’t tell me anything
For me it’s too much to take
I have some illusions that I have
To have to live today

Gone...
The pain is gone - I feel safe now
Everything is brighter
I can breath the air

...And so
...The truth has failed
The truth has failed

...And so (has failed ...Failed)
No more futile fights and talks
No more tears - I will lie the most

No, I don’t need your warnings
I stay unaffected in front of you
I know exactly where the line
Between black and white is

I’m not a coward
Though you call it an escape
I’ve just buried my pain
In a very very shallow sand


Gone...
The pain is gone - I feel safe now
No more futile talks
No more


6. MURDER

“Looking for someone else’s leading footsteps is looking for misleading”

Someone raped my my mind
Now I’m just a corpse
Stalker without face
Murder of my thoughts!

Raped mind - crippled humanity
Day became night
Escape from reality

Someone raped my mind
What is left is flesh
Hoping for a hope
Longing for a day

Raped mind - crippled humanity
Day became night
Escape from reality

I’ve never felt so material
Being deprived of ideas
I’ve never thought it can be real
To be deprived of ideas

Someone rape my mind,
Someone rape your mind!


7. BITTER TASTE

“Some undermine their own authority – trust doesn’t mean blind faith”

Ooh, you’ve promised me a taste of sweetness
That stays forever
You’ve told me that I won’t need more
Anything no, never

But when I’ve trusted, you’ve turn your back
On me
I can’t ignore it, the taste you’ve left
Is not, is not sweet

My eyes are opened wide
I am taken by suprise
Though I know you are not everyone,
Everyone
I grip my faith that may be gone

Ooh, I was ready to reach my arms
To anyone that comes to me
The shrilling sound of your laugh
Does not ask me to forgive

You were the last one
All is said
Now careful are my moves, shame by abused
I’ve made my last mistake

My soul is painted black
My mind is tired, but it’s wakeing
I wonder what it will take
I guess that no one will be next

Sweet, all lies are sweet
Hurt, all lies don’t hurt
When uncovered


8. UNDER GROUND

“Deprived of ideas which led to nowhere, the only way is drifting instead of going”

Bow down!

Uncreated

I've had my prophets made of glass
And got my own desires,
I've looked into the stained hearts
And gripped to the words of others

Recognition

Every path that I choose,
There's something missed -
- I feel as sanity's gone for now
Everyday I lift my eyes up high

So tired
Hiding under ground

Bow down to nothing
Bow down to none
Bow down to no one
Even yourself

Deconstructed

What’ve been building through years
Lies right before my feet
I’ve tried to grip to my own
But those snarling dogs
Have drowned the will of mine

Listen carefully

And now I know (that) the hardest part
Is to face the truth wherever it lies
And human eyes seek for an escape
Not for the solution

Dispersion

There is no place to lay my head
To have a rest, in this journey
Human's a wonderer always destined
To loose his way

Disillusion

There is no answer in this world to follow
I find there's no truth
I only got this feeling to drift away
Every day
Every day


9. ALL OF THE ANSWERS

“The main direction always lies in the same place”

Directions left behind, finally I’ve realized
Behind horizon I’ve found my own

This crippled society, deadpan reality
Ejaculating words of scorn on me

Ooh, I’ve found my only road
That I walk right now and grip my own
All of the answers are deep inside
No need to look, look around

Behind me I still feel, the snarling dogs that sneak
But they won’t break my will again

I won’t get lost myself, because of promised land
I know the bitter taste of shame

Ooh, I’ve got my only road
That I walk right now and grip my own
All of the answers are deep inside
No need to look, look around

Breaking the chains, strenghten the mind
Looking inside, (I’ve) spit out the dust
Unblackened soul, uncovered eyes
Reach out for light, untired
Out of the hole, self-valued
I raise my hands up high

No more illusions, no, now all is clear
I’ve got my eyes to see, brain to evaluate

My faith is leading me, I’m not defenseless
The peaceful dream I will dream

Ooh, I’ve got my only road
That I walk right now and grip my own ‘cause
All of the answers are here, inside
This is my light, I will search no more