1. PRELUDE TO A DREAM

(Instrumental)


2. ETERNAL NIGHT

The way you want me, is the way you can't get me
The way you seek me, is the way you won't find me
Haunt me forever, but I will never surrender
If you try to confront me, I won't give up this fight

Trapped in darkness, we are lost
Forever in this nightmare we are caught
Trying to reach the only light
It's just another illusion
This eternal night

My darkest secret, is the thing you are seeking
You won't ever find it, no matter how afraid I am
Try to ignore it, but this beast will not leave me
Now it's coming for me, just go ahead and kill me


3. LONGING FOR SERENITY

The day you stole my soul away, and filled me with pain and shame
I was fifteen years, only a child, searching for a better life

Hear me, see me

Longing for serenity, there I'll be forever free

You said that I was the right girl for the world that lies outside my dorr
Behind these gates, I found my hell, where I was forced to givemyself

Save me, kill me

Longing for serenity, there I'll be forever free
Longing for serenity, there I'll be forever free

Longing for serenity. Longing for serenity


4. KILL MY ONLY ENEMY

I must pick up the pieces, from my weathered soul
Why is pain so much easier, than to face that I am alone

I am so lost and lonely, I am so bitter and afraid
Something is growing inside me, I wish that I was dead

The only way for me to live my life and to be free
Is to face myself and kill my only enemy
The only way for me to find a light in this cold world
Is to battle pain and sorrow my voice shall be heard

I won't live forever, I will choose my path
I'm the master of my existence,
life and death in my hands

I am so lost and lonely, I am so bitter and afraid
Something is growing inside me,
I wish that I was dead

The only way for me to live my life and to be free
Is to face myself and kill my only enemy
The only way for me to find a light in this cold world
Is to battle pain and sorrow my voice shall be heard

I know my fate, and I know it's too late
To regret, all the things I have done

Regrets, sorrow, lonely pain
Dreams of tomorrow, slowly fades away


5. NUMB

Should I have foreseen,
That you would take me for a lie
Use this against me, do you want me to die
I should have known better, should have realised
That telling you secrets, was a suicide

There isn't air enough to breathe
Blame everyone around you
I couldn't see it was you

I feel so numb, it's killing me
That sickness in you, is it in my veins too
I feel so numb, no one beside me, how could you blame
What's wrong with you

He know he shouldn't, he's not allowed
Caress my body, what's wrong with his mind
I have been blinded, been paralyzed
You hold me needled, to your rotten lies

Hush little baby, don't you tell lies, no one believes you.
It's only in your mind


6. TWO PAGES

I light a single candle, for each time my soul has died
I play a single note, and wait for it to fade
Even if I write, tunes of sorrow and pain
My tunes have never betrayed me, they never would

I have seen, what I can be
I need to change
To gain, what I always deserved

Rech out for me, I have never been this free
No more chains that hold me, nailed back to the ground
See who I am, I am strong once again
No more pain and sorrow, I'm leaving that behind

I see you on the other side, always so hard to reach
We're stranger to each other, when you disappear
You close the world around you, no matter who is near
It's hard to be so lonely, and left in despair

Now I've written the last pages; this book can be closed
My last words will stay there for ages
Never to unfold, never to unfold


7. I LIVE FOR YOUR PAIN

You had my trust, I gave you everything
Now I am bruning for my sacrifice
You told me that I am the only one
But since first day you been telling lies

If you run, I'll hunt you, you'll be my prey tonight
I'll get you, that's for sure, I'll sink my teeth in you

I live for your pain, forever
Vengeance is coming soon
I live for your pain. Vengeance will come to you

You've really been, the one I hate in life
And now it's time for you to pay the price
There's no escape, your soul is mine tonight
No use to hide caus I can read your mind


8. REDEMPTION

I know that you feel that, I'm the one that should feel your pain
And I know that wish for, me to drown in regret and shame

I am so cold

Why can't you see I am sorry, it echoes through this cold November rain
Why can't you see I'm falling, love is dead in my eternity

Years pass before my eyes, redemption is needed to set me free

Redemption, repentance, redemption, repentance
Redemption, what have I done? Repentance
Redemption, what have I done? Repentance

Redemption, repentance, redemption, repentance
What have I done


9. TRUST

How can I feel so much yet be so cold
You're an easy one, which makes it easier to let you go
I'm sinking deeper to a place I know
Its dark and cold here, it is time for you to let me go

Questions remain in silence
Answers remain in shame and oblivion

Not able to feel love, not able to need someone
My pain is forever, will I ever heal

I read your poems and poems and they made me sick
Unfurl my hate with words, I am ashamed, the one to blame
Of course you'll live, how can I trust
The one that seem so free, how can I know, I cannot know


10. DREAMS NEVER COME TRUE

Getting too close once again, does this really feel okay?
Do you really meant what you told me, before?

I feel so scared
Will this episode end like it always does?

Why do you receive me, when I'm reaching out to you?
It was because of you, I felt alive
Why can't you believe me when I'm turning to you?
In your world my truth becomes a lie

Becomes a lie

I slowly realize that dreams won't come alive
You're words is like a poison, to me

Don't try to fool me
I will never fall into that trap, once more


11. THE END

(Instrumental)