1. DISMAL THOUGHTS

In my broken heart
In my bloody flesh
I´m trapped in myself
Alone with my thoughts

Darkened views, shimmering illusions
Don´t say you are – sorry
You have never – experienced
Such a sorrow – my dismal thoughts

I light a candle
A relief in this dark night
I see how this gloomy world
Destroys what I am struggling for
When I suffer, I gently close my eyes
For thy dreams will become the end of agony

Don´t say you are sorry
Don´t say you are profound
You have never – experienced
Such a sorrow – my dismal thoughts

Darkened views, empty shadows
Don´t say you are – sorry
You have never – experienced
My deepest misery – my dismal thoughts

From the depth of my heart in a sea of never
There harmony thrives I will keep my soul
There sorrow´s gone I will stay forever
I will stay forever

From the depth of my heart in a sea of never
There harmony thrives I will keep my soul
There sorrow´s gone I will stay forever
I will stay forever

I will stay – forever….


2. WALKING IN DESOLATION

Confusing shadows head for the Earth
As my spirit witness its birth
Mortal thoughts and hollow space
Feed the end, deprive life´s face

Vague is the reason of straying
A lot of nuisance breeds in life
Unconscious of the deepened ignorance
Of the edge so sharp as a knife

Relieving, I´m dying
Defenseless, against my weakness

Cogitating on what life´s fate means
Is a bleeding flesh just what my dark shell seems?
So desolate the embrace of dawn´s edge seems
As sharpwitted ravens steal my dreams

Sheathe the surface with this cold face
Will simulation influence these lonely days?
Reveal my soul´s fallen pride soon
From side to side I´m walking by the moon

Revealing, I´m bleeding,
My conscious, is achieving

A ruthless cry echoes
In the desolation
A weep for my destiny
Longtime lost is the elation

Eternity is lost, I´m walking in confusion
My eyes are paralyzed with this death illusion
A scream for the shades of my birth
that left the ground, of the Earth

You, you are the angel of death
And you, don´t know my spiritual depth

Where, where is my destiny?
I, feel an empty labour for apathy

I, will sacrifice my obstinacy
To die, when every angel dress in black
...in black

Relieving, I’m dying
Defenseless, against our weakness


3. BROKEN HARMONY

Harmony laid down for me
Recently before my feet
But now the coldness so stiff
Prevails over our veins

As the flowers wither
And darkness captures the Earth
The birds fly far away
With a horribly crushing glance

Like an enchantment
Like a paralyzing agony
It´s like a silent shroud
that´s wrapped around us

This silent echo
In a mortal sky
Is the last breath of heaven
That our whispers deny

The cause of winter breeze
Makes suffering so obsessive
A solitary season perishes
Sun turns into clouds

Faces so cold and hardy
Oddly withering away
Far beyond a crystal dawn
we lay...

A clandestine spite
Lurked beneath the face
Of a once harmonous landscape
Now disguised...

The memory of ever flowing tears.
The remembrance of a brighter shade´s beginning.
Never will these faces appear again.
In this moment of a vanished time - a broken harmony...


4. MORTAL HEARTLESSNESS

Spirit of nothing, I look you in your eyes
Soul destructor, you tell me only lies
Deep I see your smile, deception what I know
Mortal dreams penetrate my soul, you always break a vow

Spirit of nothing, I looked you in your eyes
Soul destructor, you told me only lies
Deep I saw your smile, deception what I knew
Mortal dreams penetrated my soul, you broke every vow

Your destructive way I disallow
Your conscious seems so very shallow
Your heartlessness so mortal, ceases the day
As anguish turns my life to gray

Apathy is my feeling, unmoved you gain
The instinct of corrosive thoughts, causes me pain
Bleeding feelings come and go, opportunities turn to dust
Depressive times you feed, burning is my lust

Eternity lies in endless wings, tries to find out what tomorrow brings
Behind me I lay my emotions of the past, connect my indifference to the breath for my last
The only thing that is left here, a liberation from the past
These shattered emotions, are the only things that last

Your destructive way I disallow
Your conscious seems so very shallow
Your heartlessness so mortal, ceases the day
As anguish turns my life to gray

Spirit of nothing, I look you in your eyes
Soul destructor, you tell me only lies

Your destructive way I disallow
Your conscious seems so very shallow
Your heartlessness so mortal, ceases the day
As anguish turns my life to gray


5. COLD BLOOD, DYING SOUL

Hopelessness
Lost in time
A dying soul
So cold runs blood

Nothing more
Can I stand
A hell within
So close to the end

Tranquillity is far away
Pain is very close
I'm lost in despair
As sorrow turns to hate!

Cold blood is running, a dying soul
What more can I do, except for fading away?

Falling to
Oblivion
A memory
Is fading away

I cannot stand
The embers of time
Tears will sole last
Erasing the past

Tranquillity is far away
Pain is very close
I'm trapped in this mortal coil
Sorrow determines my fate!

La sangre fría se está coriendo, un alma moribunda
Cold blood is running, a dying soul
What more can I do, except for fading away?

Fading away, withering
Turn to decay, shivering
To ashes become, withering
Turn to decay, deep within

In solitude I dwell
Life turns into hell
A soul trapped in this shell
Everything withers away!!! Oh no!