1. A FORETASTE OF OBLIVION

You ever have that feeling
Where you're not sure if you're awake
Or still dreaming?
What we do in life... Echoes in eternity!
Are we still alive?
But the question is, do I need the empire?
None of this is real... You pull the plug, I disappear.
Do you remember when we could tell the good guys from the bad guys?
That is the sound of inevitability,
It is the sound of your death!


2. MOTIVES

Show him the manner and he'll obey
Confused, still waiting for things strong say
Just look
With fear in his eyes
He's whispering his prayers

Flexible thoughts and priorities
His weakened mind bends under authorities
He begs for
A person who might
Deafen all his pride

Losing attraction to life he's leading
Unfulfiled dreams hurt, with dreams he's feeding
And actions which should remove his sadness
Just push him deeper into unfair madness

Solitude's broken all of his fences, so lucid
He needs a saviour, life's been hard on him, he's losing
But even now when he should leave his hopes, behind
Naive, he believes, he still has some answers to find

First, there was innocent child
Newborn being, a file still unwritten
Young fool who thought that faith
Provides men with force

Then, the child stopped believing
Hid his plans and ambitions
Deep inside solid chest
Made completely of his pain

He's learned to mourn deceased, he's learned to bury
He's found the power hidden in fury
They've shown him ways to achieve his victories
In concrete jungle he's found out how to survive

Solitude's broken all of his fences, so lucid
He needs a saviour, life's been hard on him, he's losing
But even now when he should leave his hopes, behind
Naive, he believes, he still has answers to find

When rain is falling, drops hit his windows, why's it him
He sits and wonders why he's not able, he can't win
Too proud to beg for, too proud to admit, he's too weak
That wall of motives, creating his life, misses brick

Where are good people? Noble worth knowing?
Why aren't we thinking? We know where we're going
The bad ones are marching, good men following
Minutes gathering and time is still flowing away...

Solitude's broken all of his fences, so lucid
He needs a saviour, life's been hard on him, he's losing
But even now when he should leave his hopes, behind
Naive, he believes, he still has answers to find

When rain is falling, drops hit his windows, why's it him
He sits and wonders why he's not able, he can't win
Too proud to beg for, too proud to admit, he's too weak
That wall of motives, creating his life, misses brick

Misses a brick, misses a brick, oh, yeah!


3. REMAKE

Tired of this!
Unprepared stage, unfinished play
Still on his knees, whispering: please, begging for bliss
Fate made him act, facts made him pray
He closed his eyes, afraid to see
Ignore the rules, avoid the fools
Things world reveals

Answer them, don't dare to ask!

Comforting voice, look in her eye
Some things are set, before we live, take what they give
Similar thoughts, they tend to try
Listen to rhythm of lonely breath
She feels some pain, he hopes for gain
Emotions, they create strong feelings

Finding each other, a forbidden passage
Using their freedom to discharge excitement

He led his life with endless lies,
Now, intense hopes, decides to try
He gives her chance to share with him all of his dreams
Throughout her life she looked for remark,
Tired of underestimation
Take him by hand, he needs it,
Drag him into remake of his life

Now time attempts to challenge them
So many things are piling up
And only urge to closeness keeps
Them from commiting something wrong

I want you to be near when I feel fright
I need you to protect me
In vicious world they're completing each other
He's necessary, she's provided with love

He is completely terrified,
Sometimes regretting that he tried
Man just too lost to admit that he deserves this
She is so patient, constant smile,
Able to cure his will to die
Just take his hand, he needs it,
Drag him into remake of his life

Playing with passion and sharing their secrets
Learning to control, attempting to regain their luck

He is surprised by his own might, now he stops struggling, Starts to fight
Her presence gives him joy, he's now prepared to live
It takes one look in beloved eyes,
The phobia fades away and dies
Take him by hand, he needs it, needs the remake of his life


4. ETERNALLY MISSED

He turns off the lights, stares at shades in mirror
Razor on his skin
Just checks if he's still able to feel...

Anything at all, he has lost control
Holds his glass of wine
While skinny wrists are strongly bleeding in the dark

Just promises can't comfort him
Too exhausted to believe
Can't find truth in empty sermons
Cause' random people leave

Used to spend their time together
Used to share all thoughts and dreams
Now the only things that link them
Are flowers and a flame that quickly fades

How can they say that you are merciful?
You enjoy your sway
You made savage world that's full of...

Brutality, she was madly raped
He just walked away and left here there,
With wide spread wounds, for certain death

He's too young to carry burden
So enormous and so vile
All his life was just deception
For she was meant to die

How can I kneel before tyrant,
How can I humiliate?
I hate God's cruel delusions
And I reject him for he took you away!

Lord, start telling me truth!
Oh, creator, your love makes me sick!

Just promises can't comfort him
Too exhausted to believe
Can't find truth in empty sermons
Cause' random people leave

Used to spend their time together
Used to share all thoughts and dreams
Now the only things that link them
Are flowers and a flame that quickly fades

I know it would be much easier
To accept than to deny
Still, I can't find any reason
For which she had to die

While I'm hiding here from sad truth
Leaking blood stains tiled floor
Oh, God, I must confess something
I can't call you my father anymore...