1. THEODICY

Liar, hypocrite, cruel scum!
Of all the possibilities you've chosen the worst
Of all possible worlds, this one is the vilest
You could have done anything, yet you did nothing

Every single time I admire your creation
Worms gather in my throat to dance repulsively
Every single time I hear your favorites
My ears burst with a stream of suppuration

The temples overflowed with sludge divine
It poisons the rivers, of existence
Never shall I follow, your false ways
You've convinced them all, about this eternal contrast
No gain - no loss, no loss - no gain
The usurer supreme in the market for souls

Human is a lie

Commanded to be worshipped, yet painfully abased
And every time he rises, he gets hammered to the ground
Broken like a straw
Stomped down by the heel (of evil's necessity)
Scattered by the promise of better worlds

The promise that distorts the present
Screaming neons of tomorrow unknown
Usurps the highest place on the throne of every-day reality
The contempt of today in return for the chimeras of eternity
Oh, egoist, born from the need of cognition
Needful inquity. libertinage justified

One should have lingered as the dust, with a chance of being
Never to see the daylight, to be thrown into the darkest of nights
Lo and behold the evidence of your infirmity

Imperfectness - in Our image and likeness
FROM US YOU ARE BORN

Crucial for the masses, decisive for the atrocities.
Vital for every indignity
The perfect justification!

YOU ARE NOTHING WITHOUT ME
YET HERE I AM - WITHOUT YOU


2. EL SHADDAI

By my doing you shall know me. by fruits of my creation, by my anger
With traitorous whisper I invite the centipede to your heart
I burn your senses, set consciousness ablaze. I distort the reality
I twist your hand so it may pierce your body with the dagger of fear
break the personalities, weaken the will
And stomp the soul with abhorrence.
I cut your legs and stab you in the back
In the end, you will be found guilty.
You have never dreamt of my love, to me. to yourself
Embracing the two-faced snake. venomous kisses
Treacherous promises, death for life

All or this ,hall you receive, come hell and high water
I should gift you down your throat.
Choking on your life, you shall praise my name - El Shaddai
Plucking the eyes of your consciousness
Gutting your id. rejecting yourself
You are the chosen one. the messiah of your fate
The lamb upon the altar of my airs and graces.

For every thought running from its despair
I shall pierce your foot with a thousand of needles.
And every time you look away, I visit your children
As the knout dressed in black

"Come forth my child. accept the Word of the Lord"
And every time you seek comfort.
I am there for you, yet you'll receive nothing but bitterness
I am not your father. you've never been worthy
You are no better than dirt and the dust. the maggot. I loathe you
A cattle fit for slaughter. on the halter of superstition
Meager in your pursuits. blind for tomorrow

The winds of my ego have stormed through the forest of man's desires
Pulling out the roots of conscience
I have found my place in hearts and minds of those seeking truth

Malignant tumor. Virus the Creator. the ageless plague

My appetite insatiate
I devour the prayers with the thousands of mouths
Then I digest and defecate
I harvest my worship with hands folded in prayer...


3. OCHLOCRACY

The Mob unheeded. pushed to the limit
You're lying in the cellar of your superstitions
You breathe with them
Mistrustful, embittered
You feed your children with greasy chauvinism
Add some salt to their wounds, let them scream upon heavens
None of your brethren shall ever be free
With us or against us
Separate the moles from the allies
Lord have mercy on us - forward, march!

Bloated with hate. the maggot is feeding
On your wrath. anger and fear
It won't stop until you're broken. strangled
Drowned in the sea of bile
In his name
His way is the only way
His beliefs are the only true
His religion is yours
Deprecating. arrogant and proud - so much better than the others

Envious and worthless. yet dangerous in the pack
Self-confident, yet fearful
Noble in its ignorance

Servants of the dogmatic weavers of poisonous words
Manipulated. usurpers' hounds. ready to bite - cannon fodder

Blood's boiling. eyes squinted. hands clenched in lists of rage
Throat tastes bitter. Spine's tingling.
Ready to strike at command - obeying and without questions
Trained in the pens of the diseased shepherds
In the pillories of enmity

Persecutors of free minds. legion of bitterness
They will rip your heart out and then devour it
Shave your head. claim your name. assign you a number
Destroy everything that differs from their idea of the order

Muzzle with morality that would silence every scream
Follow the leader - he knows how you should live

There is no need of questions, doubts are for the weak
You will obey, you will repent. you will crawl
Strong in your doctrines. unhampered in your dogmas
You've been shown the only path (no shortcuts. no reroutes)


4. MANDATORY MAYHEM

Tremble! For here they come to get you
The priests of the foreign gods
Believe - don't say a word
No questions. no denial,
Lay down your head on the block
Naive fodder of this world - who's its creator
And how did the things become as they are
Scream!

You cower from the thought what would happen next
By the time you will he mature enough
Your blood shall be spilled
In the meaningless rites
The priests - the butchers
Sadistic surgeons. divine emissaries.
Perform the rite in the eyes of the Lord
Blessed be! Chop off. mutilate, gut and stitch it up anew
Answer, obey — the life on silver platter
Day of your birth, the curse has begun

A promise of further disgrace
Enslaved among your kin
Your words mean nothing here
Cut your flesh in the eyes of the Lord
Bleed out. die in the eyes of the Lord
The rite strips you down of your dignity The offering shall be complete, come madness and death
Mandatory mayhem
Tears, razor-sharp tools, yet pain so dull

Without anesthesia, without inhibition
Beloved genitalia. priests' favorite regions

Lead this calf to the slaughter!
Infection in the eyes of the Lord
Humiliation in the eyes of the Lord
Death in the eyes of the Lord

You lay down your head
On your mother's knees
She covers your eyes
On the wooden stake you clench your teeth
Awaiting
And here comes the butcher...
Consciousness lost out of pain
It still hurts alter you're awake
No one cares, you might as well die here
For the offering's been made.
A glimpse of luck - you're saved
Your wound is healed
And you're alive, yet it doesn't matter
They won't rest until every single pleasure
I las been taken away from you

You have been marked from the day you were born.
Legacy of prejudice
It is our tradition
You either adapt or you perish
You are unaware piece of nothing.


5. AMOR SUI

Onwards. into insanity's embrace
Let us rush and dip our heads
in the stream of idolatry
Let us change the world's order.

Submerge into pleasure. pay our respects
To Hammurabi's code
Whether it's heart or reason.
come forth, and move the pedestals of conscience

The mouth of superstition shall be sawn
Shut by the threads of our will
Let them be pierced by the needles of our audacity

Destruction into creation
From the sainthood -- into the void and blasphemy,
heretic foundations of the new lives
Deflect the hells, yet not into heavens
Shall our thoughts sour
Thee shall love thyself
Like no one hath ever loved you

Thee shall reject thy fear of being damned and any thought of salvation
Thee shall throw yer feelings down the mountain slope.
(Ascend above it with thy head raised.)

Embrace the Heaven - SEAL IT UP FOREVER.

Let us flip the world, reverse the creation to see how it coils with fear
Leave kneeling behind as the relict of the old
Spread our arms to reach our heirloom
Without fear, without secrets. without any promises
Only the dust and nothingness shall remain

Disassembling the Seven Gates of Hell
Assembling them again across the gates of Eden

Let us remove the nails off our hands
And BANG them right into our ears
Today every myth is our enemy
Let us rip off their tongues and offer them
To please the Desires
And every one of them shall be our muse and inspiration
The ethics of consciousness shall no longer hinder us
The Decalogue of desire and self-worship

Amor Sui


6. PARASITE

The plague that spreads through word
Little seed in the virgin soil,
Among the other toys
First swig, immediate daze
Then the visions, cosmic high
Upwards. how terrific. I am immortal. I am omniscient

(and now I'm falling down. terrific into terrified,
There's nothing waiting for me down there)

Assuming control. blurry sight. distorted voice.
Unnatural movements, false motions
You are now way beyond reality.
You are now rushing towards the stars
A moment of inspiration. of relief. the target is fraudulent
Yes! Now you know, you have always known, haven't you?

Fed by the poison - its favorite treat
The ambrosia divine
Adrenaline shot, an urge for the action
You need to act to feed it.
Feelings. thoughts. emotions - the fodder

How come you don't have it, everyone has it
Cursed are those who reject it
Come on. let me tell you about the wonders it works
YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO OBJECT. YOU CANNOT.

You're lying. you're dying, you keep on hosting.
It feeds on your last breath
It dies with you.
You're going nowhere...
And now it is dark. And you see no more.