1. COME IN - BURN OUT

Come in - Burn out
Slowly I step inside,
I drop into your arms.
Hesitant I give my
Confidence in you!

Red warmth overcomes me,
Pleasant silence grows,
In this short
Moment of release!

No need to think for myself,
Lead me cause I am helpless and blind.
Slowly and unnoticed you take my freedom,
you are keeping me down.
Anxiety is rising, I try to run
And leave it all behind.
I try to change this.

I face my body buried
Under ropes, unable to move.
I'm covered in sweat.
Heat burns my skin!


2. SHADOW OF DIONYSOS

I stop reflecting
You start a change,
Weak-wild I follow,
You begin the dance.

Affectionately I touch him
Straight inside his heart

Dazed of my sense,
I watch the ruin.
Metaphysical
Spectacle of my mind.

He’s wrapped up in the moment,
I make sure he toes the line.

The sleeping wolf awakes
And turns myself
Into a rapacious beast.
I face myself,
What the hell
Have I become?


3. BLOSSOM OF PAIN

I walk down,
Straight through the valley of fire.
On both sides,
The walls rise up in flames!

Toturefull screams,
Of those who have already gone,
Are reaching
Inexorably my mind!

I have reached
The point of no return.
Rivers of doom
Pour down, just by my side!

On and on I keep
Trudging down.
Determined on this
Narrow path.
Attracted by your
Cruel love!

This dark abyss
I have left behind.
Silently fear whispers:
“come back to me!”
But nothing con stop my
Existential change
As I face
In it's immense beauty
The blossom of my pain!


4. NAMELESS CRISIS

Thrown into this unknown and cold sea.
I'm naked, blind and my mind is helplessly confused.
Gropingly I keep on searching for a guide.
I'm left here without security.

My screams, they all remain unheard.
Soundless the silent echo.

Yearning I look up to the sky.
With it's force the burden of life
Pushes and presses me down.

I cross this old ocean of doubt.
Just to kiss the surface a last time goodbye.
The bottom is vanished and disappears.
I'm passing the depths of the human soul

Rise from the dust of existence.
Rise sweet shadow of my life!


5. CAGE OF I

Bound in chains,
The sun is hiding
Away from our faces.

The shadow becomes
Our one and only
Reality.

Empty eyes
Have lost sight
For something real.

But no one sees
The ray of light
That sets me free.

Take this

Voices of fire
Are telling me,
This cage is not
The final reality!

I can not escape from this cage.
Although the door seems open so wide.
Our minds are not free,
But we keep trying on,
Leaving this gilded cage of I.


6. LETHIA

In this dark and silent night
Down at the field, all by herself.

She is digging into the damp ground.
Searching for something, that should not be found.

Her wedding dress is covered in dirt.
The solid earth, makes her fingers bleed.

Intoxicated with longing hopes,
She can not stop, digging this hole.

Suddenly she pauses,
Her breath becomes short and low.
With joyfull excitement she stares in this hole.

The glow in her eyes disappears.
Pure horror covers her face.
She can not believe, what she is watching there.
The bride stands up shakely.

Still confused of these unexpected impressions
She casts a last glance at the hole
And then she runs away
Knowing, that this night has changed her life forever.