1. APOSTASY

The days grow darker, and my love for you disappears.
This should not be...
Built into me, like others before me.
They all returned eventually,
But my self is not certain.

I keep forgetting....
Why?

A spiritual flaw,
I do not want you to leave.
Aortic gash, never to heal.
A true contradiction to a decaying lust.

Again and again,
Always the same.
Forgetting again,
Never the same.
Again and again,
Always the same,
Forgetting again,
It's always the shame.

Disloyalty to your beliefs.
Apostasy.
Welcome the stench of betrayal...


2. SILENT HILL

She is the reaper of all faithful souls.
Worst nightmares of the burned unfolds.
Slashing, tearing, ripping your skin,
A payment to a world of manipulative sin.

Because of your blind faith,
I cannot let things be.
Innocence torn by your hand of god,
From my will you cannot flee.

The sirens ring inside my head, and the world rots away.

Ashes are falling from the sky as an eternal night falls upon thee.
It is the foes of the righteous which shall be condemned.

Only the dark one opens and closes the door to her mind.
And into the fire she swallowed their hate.


3. WEEPING WILLOWS

Primal fear engulfs my being,
Why are you still here?
A vortex of insanity.
My dreams are deranged,
Eyes always stare at my tainted thoughts.
Ticking clocks count my life away,
Forever demented in a sea of wayward souls.

Falling further into dementia now, I fear I cannot be saved,
Days turn to night, and the wind it blows cold,
Slowly I'm rotting as my body grows old.

Relying now on the power of self,
Internal God,
Eternal gold.
This knowlage I've aquired, my body no longer required.

I watch over my lifeless body,
With an admiration for death,
Only a being with a power immense could choose to end a life.

I seek to use this incredable knowlage,
To reach a havoc yet unkown.
Destruction that I have seen in my dreams;
Soon all you will know is pain.


4. SATURN DEVOURS IT'S YOUNG

Slit wrist memories of a time that never came to pass,
A false sense of wanting that I dared explore,
Leving me damaged and broken.

A wolf devouring it's prey would not destroy so quickly.

Savour these moments, every one may be your last.
Time spent dreaming is not time wasted,
But to make dreams a reality is a battle in itself.

Creation is a concept I cannot grasp,
No matter how much I wish I could.
This tears my mind to shreds,
It seems however necessary...

Vailed in despair,
You leave my being.
Hiding in my shadows.
I am no longer myself,
The sun shines not on me.
Am I cursed to forever live in this darkness?


5. FROSTBITTEN

Mother night breaths tranquility
Upon the lands ablaze.
A lamentation for the true meaning,
I hear it scream through the delicate blades.
They do not understand…

This planet is ill-fated,
Full of lost souls.
Doomed from the moment of conception,
Frostbitten this world has become.

A quaint quiver I feel on my face.
If only we were so lucky,
Oh to behold such amazing energy.
Immortal, aincient knowlage,
Everlasting torment flows through your veins.

I am willfully expelled from this planet.
I travel to persue the lands of promised extacy.
Knowlage.
Life.
Virtue...

The winter wolves devour their prey,
The snow is stained with blood.
My frostbitten heart stares into the horizon,
Of a systamatic termination