1. PARATYMIA

My behaviour
Has twisted ethereal thoughts
Crushing simplicity
Of deliberate decision

Schizophrenic blow
Destroying trials of defence
Crossing off the line
Of behaviour and emotions

Benumbed paths of events
Hidden in the abyss of emptiness
Reminding about the grey shade
Proceeding steps

Strength agitating series of fights
Creating further gaze
Of duel with twister of thoughts
Surrounding my deeds

Destructive action
Shades the countenance
Spreading affect
Creating chaos


2. QUAD DAMAGE

Unbearable yelling
Whispers and shouts
Repressing my thoughts
Controlling my actions

Wicked fury
Dreadful sadness
Murderous urge
Cry for help
All I ever felt
Perished into dust
All I ever craved for
Forgotten and demised

Scratching my brain
Squirming on the ground
Eyes rolled out
Choked with own hands
Appalling smile
Laughter of the damned

Silence

Hunched in the corner
Scared to turn the lights
Gasping around
Waiting for next strike

Praying for salvation
Ripping of my ears
I know they are coming
I hear their howl

I can't stand it much longer
I can't keep them inside
I have lost my will to live
But they won't let me die


3. CLAWS OF MEMORIES

Engraved scars of memories
Of past fight for right
Bringing ideals and unstable truth
Fading in silence

Claws of memories
Claws of life
Claws of time
Claws

Every day
I recall another flashback
Which brings me view of the past
Reminding me old moments
How long will this last

Time is constantly passing
Illustrating the view once again
Where unsorted thoughts
Make the final choice

Immortal set of moments
Eliminating normal method
Shows how to recall secrets
Which are known to no one

Claw of memories
Slowly splitting the present
Break away my sanity
Stinging with its blade
Harder
Driving me insane


4. SYMBOL OF EXPECTATION

Wandering around the edge of reality
Dream and narcotic visions
You stop to differ
Truth from fiction
Adding afterthoughts
Over crude expectation

I shiver
And fear for the future
I'm silent
Searching for other path

Hidden bestial interior
Metamorphs
Bringing into the storm of chaos
Grim temptation

Reflection in the mirror
Asks questions

Expectation will change
When I would be surrounded by things
Which no man would welcome with joy
No man of sane thoughts and senses


5. LABYRINTH

Mind constantly attacked
Distracted by one thought
Generated images
Making me insane
Hesitation blinded my eyes
Try to deceive me
Sense has been crossed out
Only wrath remains

Positive enslavement is an illusion
And lack of answers is dying
I must finally try
To feel its flavor
Dare for a step
To face it

I feel filthy disgust
For everything around
Obscure images of life
Bother me still

Lost in this labyrinth of thoughts
I reflect upon my life
Upon happiness and toil
Upon crossing eternal borders

My eternal dreams are fading
Hidden in shroud of darkness


6. PRIMITIVE INSTINCT

Looking straight ahead
Gazing at the ambience
Sick events attack with all their strength
Inflow of internal instinct
Waking disgust for everything

Who are you when no one looks
Do you still walk proudly on this path
Camouflage of laughter hides everything
Hides the truth

Atavistic evolution
Oppressed by everyday
Tearing sober presence
Matching reality with darkness

Embedded primitive instincts
Eternized by their simplicity
Passing hidden strength
During day and night

Suppressed wild emotions
Of constrained thoughts
Are being tested
By further events

Disorganized function of life
Concerning its own awareness
Reminding its miserable
Atavistic defense


7. SOUL RELEASE

(Instrumental)


8. RAVEL

Million lies
Being a burden
Created by blind pride
Tied into enormous ravel
Show different sight

One truth
And million lies
One reason
And million fights

The path of twists
Ends the life
Staving off from the real
Rotting view

Every next slander
Wakes bigger will to fight
Inner explorer of verity
With false accusers

One word
And million wounds
One step
And million memories

One life
And million chances
One death
And…?

Surrounding force
Getting out of control
Where suppressed words
Drift away silently


9. WORM WHISPERER

Crawling through the holes
From the filthy depths
Infernal spawn
Mine to command

Swarm of vengeance
Swarm of revenge

Obey my will
Ease my pain
Again
And again

Slimy ecstasy
Squirming around
Engulfing viscera
Hollowing carcasses eyes

Infect
My oppressors
Devour
Their guts

Salvage my soul
Consume the past
Redeem all guilt
Spare my life

Tamed
In the room of brightness
Bounded to the floor
Left in misery
For my own minions to gorge

Obey my will
Ease my pain
Obey my will
Condescend
Again


10. SANDGLASS

Each grain of sand
It's a particular element of life
As a desire for durability
Protection against changes
Like a wild river
In constant motion

Rigid schemes and rules
It floods everything
They hit inside
They hit in a sandglass

Ending time
Eliminates the old path
Losing in the world
Of incomplete