1. SCARS OF MEMORIES

(Instrumental


2. A PLACE TO REGRET

No one knows what I feel
No one knows what I see
They don't care what you think
'Cause they don't live the things you live
I can't get what I need
I can't cry, I can't scream
I hide all the emotions here
In my head, in my heart
In this boring life (in this boring life)
I need a place to hide (a place to hide)
All my fears again (my fears again)
A place to regret
I wanna leave it all behind
Take away this from my life
See the world in a different way
Learn to forgive to forget
I can't show what's in my mind
The things I'm trying to hide
Please don't ask what's wrong with me
'Cause you'll never ever understand
In this boring life (in this boring life)
I need a place to hide (a place to hide)
All my fears again (my fears again)
A place to regret
There's nothing for me here
In this boring life
I need a place to hide
All my fears again
A place to regret
In this boring life
I need a place to hide
All my fears again
A place to regret
In this boring life (this boring life)
I need a place to hide (a place to hide)
All my fears again (again, again, again)
A place to regret


3. COLLAPSED DREAMS

I hate this
Why?
Why?
Why?

I'm on the bridge now
Thinking, about to jump
And leave all behind
I know, is so hard
It seems so fucking cold
To leave this hated life
I cannot see a better place for me
I need to get away
I don't believe in heaven
And I don't fear the hell
'Cause I live the hell everyday here
I'm on my way
Driving to the end
I lost myself
Inside my head
If you could see
Could see through my eyes
You would understand
I had enough of this
My sanity was fucked up
And I don't trust myself
I was crucified
With my own lies
Which I want to believe
You don't know how it feels
So just shut the fuck up!
And get out of my way
I'm on my way
Driving to the end
I lost myself
Inside my head
The more I think
The more I'm sure of this
The more I climb
The more I'm close to the end
This world isn't made for me
I hope not repent when I'm falling down!
I don't trust myself
And I trust nobody
I'm on my way
(I need to find a better way!)
Driving to the end
(The end of me!)
I lost myself
(Is this a dream?!)
Inside my head
Hit me to wake me
Hit me to wake me


4. LAST YEARS

The story will repeat
While our faces wither away
The death knows our names
We can't get away
A sign to reveal
That everything was washed away
Time is slipping away
Through our hands...
Their eyes see us again
Getting old everyday
Many things changed
Others remains the same
How many times have we thought
That our life is a piece of shit?
But when you are by yourself
You know that is the end
And all I see now is burning faster
The world around me is just a disaster
If I have a chance to change my way
I want it now, before it's too late
So come on, laugh at me
One day you'll pay for this
You never see what is inside of me
I still dream of you
And it makes me want to see them dead
I still play with devils in my head!
Everything'll be washed away
Left alone with my fears!
I find it hard to keep waiting
And I have no more tears!
But my chest is still aching
How long should I wait?
It's getting worse everyday
Staying alive seems so unreal!
I made my own cell with lies and insults
I lay dead here for years, this is the result
Everyday going through things of the past
Broken knuckles, tears and blood, dirty walls
I'm not the same, it's not my fault. There's so much to blame
I had enough, I did things that you'll never know
I'm so sick of the faces that walked away from me
And the faces that I cannot forget
Their fucking voices are still resounding in my head
Since the day they sentenced me to death
Love denied, hate inside, possessed, obsessed
They pulled me out from the only thing I ever wanted!
Like an ugly worm
Wrapped in my misery
Waiting to shine
As a butterfly
Need to fly free, fly free!
Free me from my mind
Set me free!
Everything'll be washed away
Left alone with my fears!
I find it hard to keep waiting
And I have no more tears!
But my chest is still aching
How long should I wait?
It's getting worse everyday
Staying alive seems so unreal!
Everything'll be washed away! (Everything'll be washed away)
Everything'll be washed away! (Everything'll be washed away)


5. BREAK THE SILENCE

I'd like to see your smile (smile for me)
While you die
The pretty things I said (to you)
Will be in your grave
Break the silence while I do this
The world you loved
Wants to see you dead
My greatest pleasure was always hear you scream
Just break the silence
No one cares
It's all my love
To you
Becoming hatred
And pleasure
I hope you understand (I think you will)
My sadist wish
I know you will enjoy
'Cause we are sick
Break the silence while I do this
The world you loved
Wants to see you dead
My greatest pleasure was always hear you scream
So break the silence
Enjoy the violence
It's not too bad
To feel that way
I see it in your eyes
You need more
Dying for pleasure
Test my strenght
You say you don't love me now
But I don't care
This is passion
And you will see
You'll understand
When you're nailed to me
Nothing gonna stop me this time
I just want to see it
Nothing gonna stop me this time
I wanna hear you screaming
Nothing gonna stop me this time
I just want to see it
Nothing gonna stop me this time
Fuck you
Nothing gonna stop me this time
I just want to see it
Nothing gonna stop me this time
I wanna hear you screaming
Nothing gonna stop me this time
I just want to see it
Nothing gonna stop me this time
Fuck you
If you love the pain
(I can show you a better way) to feel it
Just open up your mouth (close your eyes)
And trust me!
Break the silence while I do this
The world you loved
Wants to see you dead
My greatest pleasure was always hear you scream
Just break the silence, bitch...
Or fuck yourself!


6. I BLEED

There is pain in my heart
But I cannot cry anymore
No one can see my suffering
No one gives a fuck about it
Hating all about me
It's always the same shit
Why don't you pull the trigger?
And stop cutting my skin
Falling! always in depression
Dying! There's nothing special
Crying! This is not a game...
This is not a game!
Living! is not forever
Suffering! can't be eternal
Why! is inside of me?
It's inside of me!
No one sees me
Inside this four green
Walls I bleed my hate away
Pain distracts me, hell awaits me
Understand me, inside I'm dead!
I want to sleep all day
Dream a better place
But my mind plays tricks on me
And don't let me live!
Keeping fighting something already dead
Somebody please tell me I'll be well!
No one sees me
Inside this four green
Walls I bleed my hate away
Pain distracts me, hell awaits me
Understand me, inside I'm dead!
I can't deny it, it's all my fault
Something tells me I'm on my own
My sins will never be forgiven
No one sees me
Inside this four green
Walls I bleed my hate away
Pain distracts me, hell awaits me
Understand me, inside I'm dead!


7. KROKODIL

Sickness, madness to draw attention
Wicked mind and weakened soul
Going through the world of addictions
Searching a way to destroy yourself
We can't find a escape from reality
Without getting hurt, anymore
All the people is now infected
With a different kind of drug!
Killing me! Suffer is what you need?
Killing me! There's no more to scream
Killing me! There's no more to bleed
Feeling nothing!
All we want in life
Is to feel free
Looking for a sense
To make it real
To take away the hurt
It's time to bleed
Numbing all my thoughts
Only causes more pain!
Weakness, sadness, there's no compassion
For the people who sold his soul
Wrapped in this life of depressions
Hitting, hating, out of control
Living with that weight on your shoulders
Fighting to find another escape
Lonely, slowly destroying your life
Stuck in your world of lies!
Killing me! Suffer is what you need?
Killing me! There's no more to scream
Killing me! There's no more to bleed
Oh well, fuck you!
All we want in life
Is to feel free
Looking for a sense
To make it real
To take away the hurt
It's time to bleed
Numbing all my thoughts
Only causes more pain!
All we want in life
Is to feel free
Looking for a sense
To make it real
To take away the hurt
It's time to bleed
Numbing all my thoughts
Only causes more pain!
In my darkest hours
I see a world that I don't want to touch
I fill my nerves with boredom
In my room where I cannot hide
Sometimes I can't face it
Sometimes I just walk away from reality
Keeping me in the edge of insanity
Feeling alive for a moment
While this is killing me slowly from the inside
Killing me! Suffer is what you need?
Killing me! There's no more to scream
Killing me! There's no more to bleed
All we want in life
All we want in life
And take away the hurt
Numbing all my thoughts!


8. EVERYTHING LOST

Unfolding nightmares
Decisions I made it wrong
There's no submission
For everything I lost...
This wrecking silence
When all is dead and gone
Clearing up the vision
For things that said and done
There's no compassion
Misery is all I've found
I burned myself
And there's no point to return
And everything is lost
And everything is lost
And everything is lost
And everything is lost