1. PHOENIX

Broken dreams…
Light is gone and I fall again
Every time it’s all the same
Darkness sings…

They’ve been trying to steal my crown
But could not bring me down
You’ve tried too, made lies true…
But I fear no more I take this fight

To rise from the ashes and reach the stars
With my wings on fire I’ll get back to my realm healing all the scars
No one can break me

Hypnotized with the dance of eternal flame
Will I ever hear my name?
Heaven cries, brings some peace yet you need a war
To get life you’d die for

Run east-west, try your best, do no matter what, I’ll be the one
Don’t be afraid to get burned by my shining It’s brighter than a thousand suns
The marks you’ll get they’re just a reminder
The phoenix burns to fly again


2. TASTE OF FREEDOM

Why were you scared when all the roads were open to us?
Why can’t I find regrets you lost me in your eyes?
I gave up pride ‘Cause you were stuck inside I begged you “Don’t leave me!”
I couldn’t breathe
But no one heard my screams I was disappearing
Let me unchain you before it’s too late
Want to find a way when I won’t let you break me down I’m not afraid!
Let me spread my wings and fly like I never fell.
I know I can stand without you.
No more jail!
If I let you stay the emptiness would fill my life
Need to destroy all reminders of your love
To put the past finally behind…
I ask you “Set me free!”
My tears inside
They’re heavy on my heart
They’re my taste of freedom!


3. THE VOID

I don’t care what they say
No one gets what is right and what’s wrong
But my feelings hardly lie
Something clouded my dreams
Made me wish to hide from what I’ve known,
From the truth you were to say I followed every sign leading me astray
Caught some shooting stars to make you stay
You may seem to run a lifetime away from mе
Chasing that fleeting shade I used to be
You may leave and come again tearing us apart
Failing to fill all this void in my heart
Skies are longing to fall
Skies are full of rain and yet I hope
There’ll be Sun another day
Whether this is the end
Or a way of starting something new
We will never be the same
To walk along the trail leading us astray
Should I let you go to make you stay?


4. WORTH WAITING FOR

Non a word of your truth was ever plain
Made it sound like my own for I knew that is all in vain
Lessons learned from the past – love’s not something to last
When it comes to an end
We’re less than our shadows
Dreaming on, waking up all alone
Trying to sing but can’t breathe
Life goes by… sort of a lullaby I listen to, getting through no more
And yet you seem to be the one worth waiting for
Oh, I know what it’s like wearing a mark
One could hardly escape from the deep underneath your dark
Countless steps down below
An’ where else may I go What is wrong with my heart,
That makes me so empty?
Would you be my reason to pretend?
Aren’t we just a drawing on a sand…


5. A REASON TO BE

I know for sure you won’t break my heart
No need to try, it’s already broken
Our house of glass is falling apart
Heavens are burning
Over and over again

I redeem your pain

If only time could make me forget
Every word I regret
As looking deep into my memory I see no reason to be

Some sparkling light, your silent goodbye
We’ve paid our price for joy and for sorrow
It hurts no more to stifle my cry
Feeling so hollow Is it so hard to let go
When you have it all?


6. THE PAIN I NEED

What do you want me to feel when I know we’ve ruined it all?
How could I possibly see that our stars were gonna fall?
We cannot fly anymore… What for?

Burning wings... and the heaven sings me goodbye
These are omens to read
Bitter pain makes me freeze again, no more crying
For this is the pain I need

What do you want me to keep for myself when nothing is left?
Why should I try to believe any word you've ever said?
That light we used to die for is no more…


7. FALLING TO FLY

How
Could it seem
So unreal yet so right at the same time
This pain was all mine,
Never-ending
Every tear
I have shed used to feel like a sharp pin
Hurting my own skin
I remember

Being so weak
You could not wait
To break me down

Falling to fly I've never felt so strong
That's where I belong

No mourning, no cry, no chance to turn away
Your smile wouldn't make me stay

Fight
For your light –
This is what I've just always held on to
This is the one path
I could follow
Could pretend
Being somebody else but what's that for
If I'm so much more
Than you've seen through
Your frightened eyes
They cannot see
What I've become

Falling to fly I've never felt so strong
That's where I belong
No mourning, no cry, no chance to turn away
Your smile wouldn't make me stay

Once we were there
Weren't we meant to share
The bliss we're lost in
To share that could've been"?
But was it ever real?
You're a scar some never heal...
And yet I dare to
Break free

Falling to fly I've never felt so strong
That's where I belong
No mourning, no cry, no chance to turn away
Your smile wouldn't make me stay


8. THE LIGHT

How
Could it seem
So unreal yet so right at the same time
This pain was all mine,
Never-ending
Every tear
I have shed used to feel like a sharp pin
Hurting my own skin
I remember

Being so weak
You could not wait
To break me down

Falling to fly I've never felt so strong
That's where I belong

No mourning, no cry, no chance to turn away
Your smile wouldn't make me stay

Fight
For your light –
This is what I've just always held on to
This is the one path
I could follow
Could pretend
Being somebody else but what's that for
If I'm so much more
Than you've seen through
Your frightened eyes
They cannot see
What I've become

Falling to fly I've never felt so strong
That's where I belong
No mourning, no cry, no chance to turn away
Your smile wouldn't make me stay

Once we were there
Weren't we meant to share
The bliss we're lost in
To share that could've been"?
But was it ever real?
You're a scar some never heal...
And yet I dare to
Break free

Falling to fly I've never felt so strong
That's where I belong
No mourning, no cry, no chance to turn away
Your smile wouldn't make me stay
Will you take my side if I’m no longer me?
Will you care for love if I know only how to fight?
Will you look for me though you may never get me back,
Though you cannot live with the truth that I was born to be your fate?

Mesmerized by my inner fire
You make it hard to believe there is deceit deep beneath
What is it that you truly desire ?
I’ve got no chance to tell lies when you come close, looking into my eyes

Will you wait for me in your eternity?
Will you let me in when I have nowhere else to go
Will you spread your wings above me just to keep me safe?
Look at me and say “it’s all over now” and I call your name no more

Mesmerized by my inner fire
You make it hard to believe there is deceit deep beneath
What is it that you truly desire?
I’ve got no chance to tell lies holding my breath when your eyes meet my eyes

I might not be good
At discerning your «wrong» from «right»
But you're not the dark one,
You're the light

Mesmerized by my inner fire
You make it hard to believe there is deceit deep beneath
What is it that you truly desire?
I've got no chance to tell lies when you come closer and closer
Mesmerized by my inner fire
You make it hard to believe there is deceit deep beneath
What is it that you truly desire?
I’ve got no chance to tell lies holding my breath when your eyes meet my eyes


9. MY CHANCE

As I feel angels falling into the void
World I would ever see
A page of life in agony, a charred temple
Of my memories

I’m crying: ”Leave me not!”
I’m crying: ”Hear me,

God!
Grant me a chance, grant me the strength
Just to be!
Will my scream turn into dust
Will the silence be leading me
Through the shadows of the past
Into the light
Of my misery!”

I trust the Saints will always be my guides
Faith down, dreams have an end
My chance is build out of the truth, of the lie
If I still want your hand

Was it you who said the life is full of pain?
I prayed, I trusted you the guide behind
Just my life as a step to go insane
No light is left, my righteous pride inside


10. YOUR FLAME

How to feel not frail when silence is so loud
When all the grieve we share is true
Every time I try to go, something holds me back
And you're not around to help me through

World seems to fall but I won’t be there alone
Your shadow stays by my side, I know this
Don’t care for pain... Your flame, it never will hurt
We’ll make our way to the stars, I promise

Mixing days and nights I
Run away from this
To see your light, to fear no more
Losing all I've got to lose yet I keep my vow
And you are the one I’m fighting for

World seems to fall but you won’t be there alone
I always stay by your side, I promise
Don’t care for pain... Your flame, it never will hurt
We’ll make our way to the stars, I know this

I don't know if that’s a kind of blessing
There's no chance to make sure if we are who we are
Though this pain seems like my only feeling
You are with me and this what matters now

World is to fall but I won’t be here alone
Your shadow stays by my side, I know this
Don’t care for pain... Your flame, it never will hurt
We’ll make our way to the stars, I promise


11. MY SHADOW SELF

I'm done counting my own steps
Really care no more what I am to do next
You're so good, you never cry
And no matter how many times I lie
You cannot stop playing nice
For once
Why am I spoiling everything you hold dear?
We're fighting hard and nobody can make it through
You're being gracious, giving the best you have
But all I can give you back is my shadow self

Sticks and stones, we know the rhyme
Some won't ever solve my immaculate crime
Yet you struggle to reveal
What of this is true, which of me is real
And if you think this is nice
Think twice

Why am I spoiling everything you hold dear?
How could it be that nobody has made it through?
I break the mirrors, seeking the best I have
And they just keep on reflecting my shadow self

Why am I spoiling everything you hold dear?
We're fighting hard and nobody can make it through
You're being gracious, giving the best you have
But all I can give you back is my shadow self
Why am I spoiling everything you hold dear?
How could it be that nobody has made it through?
I break the mirrors, seeking the best I have
And they just keep on reflecting my shadow self


12. NOT ENOUGH

I cast a spell, I let you in
To fill the void, to make it real
For even if you’re just a dream
I don’t mind
An endless fall…My useless tries
Were not enough to reach the skies
No silver lining for the dark inside

Why dare to run if there’s nowhere to hide from this
In the end every promise seems like a silent goodbye …So
Why care to breathe when your world is to fade away
You are my home but I can’t stay
All the words we may say are just a lie

The ice I’ve touched, the fire I kissed
Could not bring back the one I miss
What is this emptiness that I’m passing through?
There’s no one there and yet I’m here
The more it hurts the less I fear
To lose the trail that only leads to you

What if the fairytale you’ve told me we were from is no more?
Snow feels so cold and I don’t need any treasures to die for


13. UNBURNT

My heart feels so cold, one cannot break it
My wings are stronger then they’re before
I’ve died many times I don’t remember
If you’re arival, a friend, a foe
Meeting the brand new me, whom these mirrors can’t see
You may scream but my touch will make you quiet…

Hard to breathe plunging down through fire and ashes
Truth revealed…. Is that what you really want?
This is it, one true self I’ve ever dealt with,
This is us, unbroken, insane, unburnt

Frail dreams... oh, and I should have known better -
Deranged, my mind never set me free
Some try to believe their fate won’t get them
I try to be what I wanna be
Meeting the same old me, was it worth to foresee?
But if you were to fall, I'd hold you tight…