The Moment

See the day burning in my eyes
filled with anger
filled with hate no pride
time is running, consequence reveals
from a distance all, it seems so real
touch down, the being shoot to kill
but nobody knows…

The moment a thing
I am a sinister dream
convulsing out in a scream
the moment a thing…

I am falling lower and lower down
thinking only you might be wrong
endophysical solutions in a foreign place
you might be looking at the last there is to face
touch down, you're a dog without a grace
but nobody knows

Tell me now,
show me how
breaking mirror (moving)
seize that burning light and go…

See the life burning in my sign
firing to grind
waiting, changing
(crossing lines of life)
but nobody knows

Unseen Untold

Storm and rise
see the shadow of your destiny
false moving jeopardy
all mine.
Fake bridges stand in my way
rising water pushing me astray.

Senseless speaking
stand in my way
make the reason here to stay
all alone
all alone again…

Never forget the day as a dream
a story untold,
a sky in a stream
Telling lies
uprising from faith
confronting, down
only the dreamers hate


?Sane?

Get out find, my way to go
smell burning bodies, hard to show
gaze on, find the brightest star
so close, no matter where you are.
Animals cry, they fade away
without trace, get energy and be astray
no sun, no light, no water and sea
dear Lord, come and tell me is it over me?
One place I'd rather be
no empty space of sorrow
a field of joy for me
see signs of a good tomorrow.
Find my way back
over-board, one setting attack
greedy hopes are eating up manipulation
the struggle within is lying on my neck
Get even with yourself and you
stop burning up the life you do
this place is better than the rest
go pay attention for the best in mind


Double Edge

You cut my life
tear it down from both sides
and oh, I wish I could be
the pain in your head
only the scream left
after you finish dead…
All these strings hurt
yet I want to play it
just for you
but I'm falling apart
crawling the ground
only misery is found…
Truly I don't mind
but every time it feels
like I'm falling apart
like I'm crawling the ground
want to scream out
I hate to look back
I wish to be black
for you….


Gallery

The story of pictures on the wall
tells the truth of me, empty & cold
shadows walking in through the door
are the steps I'm taking through the world

And I'm rising into the deepest sea
watch me watch you dying
death as the air I breathe

Little flowers that grow
one world that shows
burning wishes taking place…

Right in the middle
right in the front of me
there's a picture of a girl
who looks like me
trying to catch
trying to stretch…


First Wave

Yesterday lies are colliding
I wish to love now but you're dying
don't you know we're closer to the ascension
than ever before
we have to learn how not to hate we can't go further no more
No, no
we can't go further no more…

Should I be glad to have a new soul family
to be some one's twin flame
or another star seed of 5th D reality

Leave wondering this mind out
in to the sheltering sky
don't see, don't feel you near me
just sounds to know you shine
don't you know we're closer to the ascension
than ever before we won't go any more further
this is the final shore…


Mind Cage

Alone and just a scream away
to release the empty freedom
golden numbers fill the boredom
a huddle place sucked all out.
With no strength against the wave
water gashes pitch black sign
on this sickly bit of deserted land
once so full, needs a helping hand.
Stole my picture
stole my life
emptiness increasing
in this cage of mind
Life stream bewails far reaching silver screen
on fire with the passionate embraces
the pantheon of stars and muses now collapses down…
Attention to the aura of mystery
where sadness found a place to be
this legend near by guilt is hidden down
like treasured fear