1. ABSTRACT THOUGHTS

Traces of the past
The memories which make
The whirlwind of illusions
To destroy the castle of sanity

Just yesterday I was diving in the stormy sea
Just today I was rambling in the mountains

(So monotonous the travel in time)
(Only one destination)

Sounds can be listened to while admiring the colors of life
Inspiration is their name

Traces of the past
The memories which make
The whirlwind of illusions
To destroy the castle of sanity

Behind the closed eyes
Paintings appear
Abstract thoughts in shadows’ shapes
The irony is clear


2. SNOW COVERS ALL

As it snowed, the efforts of his toil gave in
To a white, crystal veil that blankets the dead
Just as well, sometimes you couldn’t look at them
Snow covered all and the harvest would dream again

He worked alone and the ground was so frozen and cold
Later, many would be taken by his strength and vigor
But all the more by the interiors of his psyche
And the craftsmanship of his labor

Time had granted many companions
Upheaved from the Earth, sometimes in pieces
Now assembled into a personal museum
Dust covered all and he would never be alone again

Can you not see the helplessness on his face?
Condemn the man who was always alone
He was no more a ghoul than a pathetic angel
Without a full appreciation of what he had done

Can you not see the loneliness on his face?
He’s better off dead, he should have never been born
What now, what can be done?
Burn the past and burn what could become


3. STAINED [ADVANCED MIX]

I’ve got the world from which I’ll run
The dream that burdened me is gone
Tonight I gonna have to break the past
And begin all again to try again

I wish to return the years that passed
To see those people that I blessed
Don’t...do not think of what I think
Of what I know, of what I feel

God’s set me free from unreality
The time is lost in black insanity
I am the one who won’t break anymore
God’s set me free

I lock the doors within my mind
I want to leave it all behind
Come...come to taste the smell of Gods
The smell of lies, unknown lives

I wish to return the years that past
To see those people that I blessed
Time passes away, just God
Has always been and always will

God’s set me free from unreality
The time is lost in black insanity
I am the one who won’t break anymore
God’s set me free

God’s set me free from unreality
The time is lost in black insanity
I am the one who won’t break anymore
God’s set me free


4. THE GLEAM OF MIDNIGHT SKY/SMELL OF TEARS

Now again my world is out of our space
After heartbreaking parting a looking for has become
Now I’m walking alone across a history of love empire
Only my memories have remained

Those that make my heart to shed the tears

These tears are the medicine for my heart
And my hurt feelings suffer from pain

I hear your steps disappear, somewhere
But my blood is still boiling in my veins

I’ve got the feeling of pleasure and happiness in my dreams and imaginations
Pleasure and happiness of the endless love and endless loving
When your breasts on my chest make my heart beat in total chaos and mess

That music of my heart is conquered with the brutal waves of enormous exciting
Coming through my body when touching and slow

Penetrating into your longing wet lap
Our bodies have joined together and now they are
Waving in floods of wonderful orgasm
When our feelings and minds...

Visit the unknown dimension of loving and endless love
She’s mysterious and exciting covered in a dark coat of a night
When only moonlight is allowed to uncover the beauty of two naked bodies
Joining together in lovers act


5. HALLWAYS OF ENCHANTED EBONY

Kiss me coldly and drain this life from my lips
Let the cold blood flow on its own
Kiss me coldly and fall away from the soul
Long forgotten

From which of this oak shall I hang myself?
These ebon halls are always dark
From which frostbitten bough shall I die?

As dark as the winter
As black as her ghastly veil
As cold as her whisper and chilling gown

No corridors of life and beauty
These enchanted halls are stained with the blood of night

Ebon halls gleam as ghosts of a fire
Dance wickedly across a pantheon of marble

These weary eyes shall open no more
Frozen tightly by the cold embrace of death
A charnel house of memories torn
And burning melancholy shall embrace me now

Hear this call
Beyond endless halls and far across the vast forest
Just across the iron gates
Whispers

As dark as the winter
As black as her grim mask of death
As cold as her sorrow
Her ivory tears

No corridors of life and beauty
No blood-red sky
No colors left in this world

It was the light’s end


6. THE KEY TO THE GATES OF APOCALYPSES

The visions of the ones
That impossible to call
Gash through the mysteries
That was summoned by me
Beyond the nature
Beyond the understanding

Somewhere it evilly opens the maw
From which it discern the hollow
In the expanse on the both sides of goodness and evil

There is no light
There is no words inside this thought
To stop the time means to live with it
There is no light
There is no words

You can’t confront it
It’s out of the understanding
The top of creation or creator
Wrathfully throw in the time
The billows of the poisoned unknown
Darkness and cold

There is no light
There is no words

Darkness and cold
There is no light
There is no words
There is no light
There is no words
To stop the time means to live with it

The steps of vicious apocalypse
Beside the gates of Armageddon
I am the keeper of the key
I left the future and abandoned to the unknown
The gates are opened...

The space opens the gates
Straight to Algol where its black light
Burn the rest of life
The wind of mind
Glide to the purgatory
I am here face to face with the unknown
Here is the key to Apocalypse...


7. TOY: A PRIMIROSE PATH TO THE SECOND CIRCLE

The old game is afoot and I am hesitant to play
Because the outcome could be the bastardization of stabile regression

Why toy with me?
To see if I can be broken into so many particles and questions?
Or because you are as you are?
As all of them are giggly sweeting up until I am gutted
By your pins and needles and tossed aside like a rag doll
Soiled and lacerated by too many insidious hugs

Frank:
“You’re afraid to die, because you fear God’s judgment.”

Galen:
“I’ve... lost my faith.”

Frank:
“No, you’ve tried to kill it, but you can’t.
I’ve... seen your ritual.
You try to kill your faith with the tools of your own belief because of your pain,
because you think God’s forsaken you.
You think that you can get rid of your pain by slaughtering the faith that’s inside you.”

[Quotes from “Millenium” television series, episode “Kingdom Come”]

Harder to giggle with no teeth and a mouthful of blood, isn’t it?
Harder to clutch at my heart when choking on blood, isn’t it?
Try to play now toymaker

Make me your jolly marionette and I shall dance
Upon stages of dead roses and don your primordial crown of poison thorns
Ah, a “Jack in the box” are you then?

Hiding inside and astounding me with devotion
Accompanied by dissonant bells of betrayal

My head on a pike like a little horsey on a pink stick with plastic tassels
And you ride us into the raging sunset, or so I thought

Until I discovered my flesh ablaze and the sick smell of perfume and kerosene

A one-legged ant under your magnifying glass
I became scorched by loving stupidity and individuality
I had to choose the special one
The unique that stood boldly alone and winked a wicked wink of “Like”

I thought myself Midas and you would miraculously turn golden
And be fixed but you remained distraught and ashen
Someone for everyone, but none for the two of us
We, the rulers of a cursed sea full of leeches and remoras
Eating bits and pieces of our corrupt sanity

Stability? Ha! Normality?
Even a greater comedy!
What is friendship among lovers
But clinging to fleeting memories of transitory emotions?

Now you’ve invited the demons in for afternoon tea and contractual renegotiations
The one of duality makes its carnal bed in our house and schemes with Morpheus
The first son of Sleep

I dreamed of the rape of your mother
While you watched in terror and I clutched the breasts of youth and infirmity

I ever so lightly touched you with two fingers
As you clenched your thighs tight and said:
“No, you I will not defile, though wanton and warm!”

When it was time to dine
You were stolen away in reluctant abandon
For protection from an idiot ordained with knowledge


8. CONFLAGRATION OF HATE

Thirsting with a lust that knows no bounds
I ride into night and further into
Battle with gauntlets raised and piercing cries
The infinite flow of her womb

The poignant spring from which all life doth bloom
Now matched alone by the myriad of bones
Broken seeping life, within the ravaged battled garden

Mother of man must now dry her wetted
Eyes for, it is upon her bitter sweet
Nectar, I wish to glut

And so doing ascend in might
With power over all I rule

(Ere the War)
Storms on horizon, the ancient hands of time align
Thunders toll the final hour of the mortals down below

Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?!
Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?!

Earth shakes and gales break upon the red and cracking clay
And spewing forth the raining slag begins to cleanse the fallen ones

Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?!
Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?!

You’ll slowly burn in hates black fire
Realize the lie and the truth in pain
Choked by thorns, blinded by “light”
The living lie burned away

Father inequity, bending down on broken knee
The time of the fiery wrath has now come to pass

Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?!
Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?!

You’ll slowly burn in hates black fire
Realize the lie and the truth in pain
Choked by thorns, blinded by “light”
The living lie burned away

The blaze that began in the soul of the one
Now sent upon the children of sun
The child of night has now his ascent
And crushed lay the feeble in death’s stalwart grip

Searing phlogiston as child rises high
Blinks into darkness when through time he flies
And onto a new terra firma he stands
The cleanser of worlds has arrived!

I ride into night and further into time!


9. PERUN’S CELESTIAL SILVER

Skvoz’ Hebesa i Tuchi
Ja nesus’ k Lune pechal’noj
Skvoz’ Tuman i Holod
Vo Mne sozrelo Serebro
Gde alchnost’ vskroet Veny
I Vor dorogoj nesluchajno
Vzojdet na tron nebes
I ot nuzhdy voz’met ego

Zabrav Bogov i Silu Ih
On Peruna Vozvysil dlja Zhivyh
Kak Prometej Ogon’, On vynes Ljudjam svet Luny
Izbrav Svoj Put’, On dal Ham Smysl i
Stimul dlja Vojny

Serebro Hebes -
Dar Luny, ponimanie Very!
Serebro Hebes -
Peruna Gnevnye Strely!

Tam, gde Hebo i Zemlja
Soshlis’ v odnoj bezumnoj strasti
Stoit Gora, vershinoj v Hebesa
Ha Hej sokryt Peruna Simvol Vlasti

Tam ptica ne letit, tu goru zver’ obhodit
A Putnik-Strannik tam, ot Smerti-Smertushki
Oj, da ne uhodit

Vzletet’ v to Hebo dostojno tol’ko Muzhu
Mechem i Siloju razveet v svete stuzhu
Oj, da ljutuju

On vzojdet, da v Hram Hebes
On voz’met, da to, chto Silu kroet
Ot glaz ljudskih, ot char zemnyh
Ot voron’ja, ot lzhivogo vran’ja

On Serebro Hebes otkroet svetu
On Bozh’ju Vlast’ otpustit ot zapreta
Dlja Sebja, dlja Vechnogo Ognja
Iz teni proch’ v Pustynju, v Hoch’!

I Vor, i koryst’, chto tailas’ v Hem
Otkryv larec s Hebesnym Serebrom
Uvidel to, chto Siloju Perunovoj zovut
I ot bogatstva otkazalsja vdrug

To Molnii Korjavye, chto Hebo rassekajut
To Gnev Peruna, chto vragov karaet
Proznav o krazhe, Perun kaznil Vora
Vzjal zhizn’ ego i Serebrom ispepelil do tla

Ho Serebro Hebes
Chto tak davno v sebe vse tainstva tailo
Otkrylos’ dlja Zhivyh
I Put’ Arijam Slavnym ozarilo

Serebrjanyj Harod
Blagoslovlen Lunoj i Hoch’ju
Vzoshel na Tron Zemli
Svirepost’ju i Krov’ju Volch’ej

Tak kto zhe prav?
Kto Put’ Serebrjanyj Ham dal
Il’ Tot kto Serebrom bezmolvno pokaral?