1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. ELEVENTH

After eleven days thinking
Now I'm just trying to remember
And I try to not to try
To notice again
About I'll never be the best of anything
There's always going to be someone over
To be someone over you

Make me believe that I'll do it better than myself
Make me believe that you even love me

I cannot feel the rain over my face
I cannot see your eyes looking at me
I am forgetting the words you said
But be sure that you are going to be it
I don't know why
What's better for you
But I know what's better for me
And I don't hide to myself
And I don't live to myself
I'm just the best that you have never seen
I'm just the best that you have never seen
I'm just the best that you have never seen
I'm just the best that you have never seen

I cry blood tears, I know it
When I see the clearing I see myself
I know what's the best of me, of me
I see the success like a Hollywood star
My obvious overcome to see all of them
But I'll never want to be, there's all of it
There's something gonna be

Make me believe that I'll do it better than myself
Make me believe that you even love me

I can't even breathe on my own
Never ever, sometimes gonna be
I don't know why
What's better for you
I can't explain everything that's for you
Sometimes I'm gonna die
Make me bleed
I can't explain, and all I gave it to you
It's over and over me

But under my skin I supposed to be happy
I can't find someone in this life
It's perfect I know
November it's ending
And really I know
That's the eleventh mutilated boy that I say


3. UNTIL THE END

All that I can do now is waiting
Until your stinking presence tries to hold on
And I lose my pathetic conscience
Make myself believe you
You'll keep behind me
Force your mind till is hollow of faith
(Giving me a breath)

To sacrificate your skin
With my exceptional picassian style
And you'll realize that I don't live anymore for you
I've been dead for years

You'll let out of my hands
You'll recover my hopes
And I'll remain damned in your oblivion

I can't see you anymore
But I dream of you
But I dream of you
Sailing to me, making me feel so good
Cause I'm empty, so empty even more
Try to understand cause I try to understand me
All day, tell me to go

A tick tack in your mind
Welcome to my head
Welcome to mine
I'll see your careless thoughts
And I only feel pain for you
Welcome to my head
Welcome to mine
I suppose I kill everyone that you love
Welcome to my head
Welcome to mine

You'll let out of my hands
You'll recover my hopes
And I'll remain damned in your oblivion

I can't see you anymore
But I dream of you
But I dream of you
Sailing to me, making me feel so good
Cause I'm empty, so empty even more
Try to understand cause I try to understand me
All day, tell me to go

It's perfect for me
It's perfect for me
It's perfect for me
It's perfect for me
In my life... sometimes...
In your hands
Now in your dreams


4. SLEEPER

Take a look at that face
Two days ago
Such a long time ago
Without a law
Everything can be free, can be felt
Everything can be dreamt in me

When I'm not hurting
What do you wait?
There's nothing done
If I'm not waiting
What do you wait?
There's nothing done

I can't come in, in your solid gold world
You just can see, I have my own silver one
If I have no pretend
I know a place where there is no sun
A crystal sea inside my soul
You want coming to make it false
Turning my tears into a burning ball
Fire! Fire!

So close, so deep in
Always falling, always killing
Killing me
There's a voice from that dream sea which is
Killing me
There's a voice from that dream sea which is

That frozen sound offers me a home
Without this pression which makes me fall
Some aids mermaids show me another world
Where there's a new place for my lost soul
…So lost

Give up
So lost I strangered but never with fear
Wake up so tired with blue sand on my skin
Till my night cold became into warmth
And ice will come in me

So close, so deep in
Always falling, always killing
Killing me
There's a voice from that dream sea which is
Killing me
There's a voice from that dream sea which is


5. MARSHES

Waking up
So now what?
Dirty things
Filling my thoughts
Better to wake up
For what?
Do something real
What's real?... For me

I don't care for you
I don't care for you
Misery everything turns to fade
I wasted my last healthy breath
Misery everything turns to fade
I'd tried to find something is common
Every nightmare turning real
My fears began to show their faces
Misery... in me

Another god is talking
Is talking to me
To not to do those things
Those things that believed in
He is me, please don't stop me now
Take apart away if you're still alive
Just can't contain my hunger for your blood
Such a nice smell

Everything can be explained
Shadows growing
There's a reason for all
Shadows growing
Everything can be explained

Pain everywhere
Tears in my veins becoming a storm
Pain everywhere
Tears in my veins becoming a storm

I don't care for you
I don't care for you
Misery everything turns to fade
I wasted my last healthy breath
Misery everything turns to fade
I'd tried to find something is common
Every nightmare turning real
My fears began to show their faces
Misery... in me

Everything can be explained
Shadows growing
There's a reason for all
Shadows growing
Everything can be explained

Pain everywhere
Tears in my veins becoming a storm
Pain everywhere
Tears in my veins becoming a storm


6. SAD

This is...
Wrong to give you something
Breaking who I am
You say there's only a mess
So you're said that
So you just can't give me more

You'd be absurd if you prefer hot to roll
You're gotta go far away
You'd lose so much if you're not anymore
You're gotta go far away
You'd be stupid if you pretend, just fall
You're gotta go far away
Your blues will drown your dreams
Or would you give me more

So I gotta feel what you don't feel anymore
That is so much, then take it slow
I can draw every new thought
I can draw, take it slow

There's...
Wrong to give you something
As a school with no faith
Too straight to find a circle way
A school of shame
There's something that could be
There's something tomorrow will bring me
So someway you can save me
A school with no light
A school with death sounds
Your soul can't fade so young

You'd be absurd if you prefer hot to roll
You're gotta go far away
You'd lose so much if you're not anymore
You're gotta go far away
You'd be stupid if you pretend, just fall
You're gotta go far away
Your blues will drown your dreams
Or would you give me more

Now, I don't care
Now, I feel better
Only when I climb
That's when I rise
So you can't just give me more

You'd be absurd if you prefer hot to roll
You're gotta go far away
You'd lose so much if you're not anymore
You're gotta go far away
You'd be stupid if you pretend, just fall
You're gotta go far away
Your blues will drown your dreams
Or would you give me more

So then, give me more
There is maybe
There is something
Together get it
Sometimes you can break me
A school with no faith
A school with...
Together get it
Sometimes you can't break me


7. FALSE FRIENDS

I wanna cry but I can't do it naturally
Loneliness is too deep and unvariable
Sometimes I see it perfect
Now is perfect to me
I see it anyday... Go!
No chance, I will go
November is ending
I cried for you because you never paid

I can't explain
Where were you?
Still looking yourself
Your perfect navel
Give it away, give it away
Thanks for being able to hide the best of me
Give it away, give it away
I'm sick of the best of you

Always you make me stronger over
Too brave to break me so
No more the lessons, anymore
This time's for me

Give it away, give it away
Thanks for being able to hide the best of me
Give it away, give it away
I'm sick of the best of you
Why trust of you?

This goes for you
You're the motherfucker
Why everyday, to live, to die for
And everyday, go away, I beg, to bring me calm
Go away I said, disappear from this world

I can't explain
Where were you?
Still running away
I can't explain
Where were you?
Still talking my nightmares close

Give it away, give it away
Thanks for being able to hide the best of me
Give it away, give it away
I'm sick of the best of you

Always you make me stronger
Always you make me hunger
And other things you know
1, 2, 3, 4

You make me a slave
You make me poor
Drowning my hope in your cold
You make me a slave
Look for me consciously
Look for me consciously
When you're dead
…When I'll want you, dead


8. MY WINTER BEGINS IN SUMMER

I can't explain you
Why I disappeared
Cause you wouldn't understand it
I'd try to make you understand my reasons
But it didn't matter to you
Now I can make you realize
That in a normal situation
I wouldn't take you apart from me
I feel that nothing is the same now
I feel that nothing is the same now
My way was broken in two
And I didn't understand it
I know, I was the guilty one
And I don't know what to do, I'm sorry
I would love to get out

Yesterday you said too many things about me
Yesterday you said too many things about me
And now I have to pay
And now I have to pay
And now I have to pay, make me bleed
So you have regrets now
I pulled up all the pages
I disfruted my pain
Really drunk and sick

Sometimes I would like to go out
From this madness that is my soul
I remember too many moments
Too many images
I miss, I miss too many things
Which time has faded
Every different thing
Now is permanent
I guess now there's only me right here
I suppose I'll remain here for you
If you're able to find me so
You should look inside

I'll never have to pay
I'll never have to pay

Maybe if I could taste all your thoughts
Feel on my hands every single tear
I'd tried to keep by your side
Even against all odds, including me

I'll never have to pay
I'll never have to pay

And I don't care anything
The immensity's cold will lay by your thoughts
The air will hurt in your dreams

Maybe if I could taste all your thoughts
Feel on my hands every single tear
I'd tried to keep by your side
My tears will scrape up
Your delicate skin, your white skin
My ghost will be around you
Closing your eyes by day
And waking up your soul by night
I cry, give me a god


9. BODY FARM

I can still see pissing me off and picking out
If I can't remember the things that make me strong
Wherever I go but now
Whatever I think is low
Whoever I kill a poor
And I can't remember saying ever no

It makes me so breathless, let me go
So pretty fingers... in my box
So perfect you, dear
Say you love me

As with no sense someone would love me
You're able to become dust because of this
I'll tell you all, but separated of me
Pleasure of saying that I'll keep being stranger
I said all that happened was because
I'll scare you while you're separated of me

Gotta get out, gotta take off
From this dark hole
There's no control, there's no control
Please give me some
I swear I said
Take care of the world
I supposed you're really dead

See how different and perfect
Just let me show you with me
See some cripts can be gold
See some minds uncorrected say
You'll kill to believe what I said

As with no sense someone would love me
You're able to become dust because of this
I'll tell you all, but separated of me
Pleasure of saying that I'll keep being stranger
I said all that happened was because
I'll scare you while you're separated of me

Gotta get out, gotta take off
From this dark hole
There's no control, there's no control
Please give me some
I swear I said
Take care of the world
I supposed you're really dead

See how different and perfect
Just let me show you with me
See some cripts can be gold
See some minds uncorrected say
You'll kill to believe what I said

And I will hold you with me, see
Sometimes I'm stronger, not just a sick
I'll see you after the last breath of you
Sometimes I will go mad
With the perfect of you, you!


10. IN A DUDE

(Instrumental)


11. LIKE A NAIL TEARING

Say you just believe in me
Think and understand
Our life together
Is an empty way of life
When all you do is laughter of all
There's no justice for everyone
You are a fucker if you think
My lonely day is a perfect day
No new promises anymore
No more hopeless evermore
You're now the cross for me
Now I'm the best for you
It is so clear for you, out of law
Your words are tearing me
Without guiltiness
You're far away, liar

You say I'm not going anywhere
Is that what my lover said to you?
I'm the man who saves the world

Time to find away
To stand your faults
All of your stupid thoughts
You should throw them up
And look at the top
The only way to see me

You're always complaining
All I want for you
Cause I need the game
Ok, no way to find my old own home
Nobody comes with me
Drowning in sadness, I changed my faith
I went overhill to find my own place
Ok, no way to find my old own home
Nobody comes with me

Time to find away
To stand your faults
All of your stupid thoughts
You should throw them up
And look at the top
The only way to see me

Now you realize that I'm over you
I can be a devil and a god
You had your time to give a prove
This time is for me
All days you make me real...
To start my revenge...
All days you make me real...


12. PINKGUM

Nightfall at long last
Get together with the regulars
All as usual
I subscribe on a windowpane
It is raining tonight
I touch the cold glass not if I'm not quiet
It feels important
It all belong to us, only by now
We get consumed and go blind
In the crowds we come closer
This guy says hi, gives me a drink and laughs

I don't think anymore, I'll want to see you
I don't think anymore, take apart of me
I don't think anymore, I want to see
I don't think anymore, when I feel good
Close the door, you make me real

1, 2, 3 fuck everything that you see, pinkgum
Mattresses stained with semen, sweat and blood
I don't get on this
Please forget me now
I see her body, blood cries out
It hold her down
Is she enjoying it?
I'm messed up
Where am I?

I don't think anymore, I'll want to see you
I don't think anymore, take apart of me
I don't think anymore, I want to see
I don't think anymore, when I feel good
Close the door, you make me real


13 – I MISS YOU

I notice even more each day
About you'll separate from me
About I'll see you less and less
And about you don't care anymore

I love you more each day
I need you by my side

I notice even more each day
About I'm better without you
About how happy I feel without seeing you
Cause I won't smell you anymore

I love you more each day
I need you by my side

Please try to love me again
Please try to appreciate me again
I don't want to share you with them
So go away, come back there
I'm strong enough to forget you soon

I don't have to explain you all my ways
So fly away, come back here
To forget, to forget you soon
I miss you too much
Hidden blank smiles hurt so much
That I can't show them to you
Tired and forced attempts strangle me this time
While you keep asking me advice
While you keep asking me advice

Come on... Come on...
Each day, that day
Becomes a problem's day

Soul drops fell down
Soul drops fell down
Making my faith go sunk

Ocean whispers shout so loud
Coming inside my nightmares
Sadness smell hang around my bed
Burning every single tear
Lost god's shines are acumulated
Developing this dark wall
Real mirages showed me last night
You're not so far from death

Come on... Come on...
Each day, that day
Becomes a problem's day