1. WANDERING ETERNAL IN A DREAMLIKE STATE

Hideous thoughts are distorting my perception,
Am i wandering eternal in a dreamlike state
A tranquil coma forever in slumber
Or just continuing the struggle through this attempt at life

Alone with visions of misery and death
Contemplating the journey to ending this existence , Removing the entity
To be consumed by the earth and all matters
Of life that dwell within it

To leave this world behind
And the cancer that feasts away at it,
That devours my body and soul,
Bringing the resentment torturing the agony ,
Let me be in peace

But it dwells so deep within brings fourth the suffering
It is what i loathe this gift called life

Another passing hour nothing but death fills my world
Everyone has gone all have left me
The days now merged together time has ceased to exist here
In this black hole cold and dark

A crypt i will never leave but one day will be found,
A shadow of a being lost to life
Imperative death to bring myself to rest
My fear now leaves me and i succumb to the black
Beginning to find peace as i cut the strings of life, Cutting myself from this world all
It's agony horror and disgust
Now to sleep…


2. HOPLESSNESS IS ALL THAT IS LAID BEFORE ME

Hopelessness is all that is laid before me
I am the wretched being excommunicated
Cursed in this labyrinth of ash and despair,
My own illusions trapping me

Echoing my desperation,
Aggravating the lament
I am suffering, My own sacrafice

Within this hole i am a ghost
A lingering apparition in my own lonesome agony
Wishing to leave to cease my entitys existence

There is no hope and i am alone
Desperate Decaying Dying

Each day becomes a burden i never leave this place
Cannot bring myself to stand talk or feed,
Im the ghost, The lingering apparition

I release the pain it helps a little
But less each time and the pains more frequent
It is becoming unbearable i must now go beyond
This feeling To the end of this journey

There is no hope and i am alone
Desperate Decaying Dying

To release deeper
And let the burden flow like wine but can I
Am I confined to this place
It bereaves me to leave it,
Lonliness and despair is only the beginning of life
And death the final cresendo
Existence a dark anthem of disgust and misery,
A tritone ballad, it plays the concept of suffering
And it's reaching the final note