1. HOLD ON

I have been gone such a long time
You’ve said forever was just a second away
Relive the days and nights we’ve missed
Make up the time we’ve lost
We’ve lost ourselves in time
Hold on to what we’ve got
To make it right
To make it right again
Again you have become the only thing
I can hold on to
You are what keeps me alive
We’re holding on, keep holding on
I won’t let you go again
I have been gone for so long,
But you didn’t miss me
Now we’re back at zero
Let’s play pretend


2. MY APOCALYPSE

And so it seems that I’m not breathing anymore
I’ve never felt so alive
My heart has stopped beating
Still I can feel life in my veins
My dreams have been shattered,
I have a whole lot more
This feels like the end of my world
My apocalypse
I know that I can make it if I could only believe
I’ve never been a believer, but believe me -
This time I’m gonna be
I’ve never felt so alive
Though my heart will never beat again
My world in ruins
My heart a piece of dead flesh
My life ends today, but you will never know
Oh you will never know what drives me,
What leads me through these dark times
I will never forgive you for collapsing my world
But you will never know I’ve never felt so alive


3. SAILOR'S GRAVE

All aboard this sinking ship
We’re left alone, we’re far from home
Set sails for one last time
We are lost, keep our heads held high
We’re so far away, waiting to come back home
We’ve come to far to turn around
This ship is built on trust
If I had listened to you
I would have been gone by now
We are a million miles from home
No turning back
Have you heard this ship is sinking
Like a captain I will go down with it
No second chances, no second thoughts
I am right here in my place, where I belong
Oh how I wish I could feel home
For one last time
The city lights they fade
No turning back now
No second chances, no second thoughts
I am right here in my place
Where I belong
In my sailor’s grave


4. IN DARKEST LIGHT

I would have never thought that you would say this
I would have never thought that I would end up here
How long can I stay on this long and winding road
A road that leads to despair
Your words pulling me down
Your eyes darker than the ocean
Your eyes were once so bright
Now they shine in the darkest light
Your words were once so pure
Now all they do is bring me down


5. DEAD OCEAN

When I finally reach open waters
I can at last let go
One last sunset
One last try
Angels calling my name
I am charmed by the creatures of poseidon
As I breathe in I am swallowed by the sea
Dragged into the blackness by the tides
My lungs filled with the mother of life itself
Drowning never felt so good
Drowning never felt this good
For now I can finally see
What I have missed for so long
As I breathe in I am swallowed by the sea
Dragged into the blackness by the tides
And I feel my lungs collapse
All life stands still for one moment