1. INDIFFERENT TO SUFFERING

Unrelenting addiction
The struggle continues
The urge to satisfy isn't the question
Just don't want to be around
To face the consequences
Fake smiles surround
To ensure the desire
As perverse as it seems, it stays
Who leads their waste of time?

Ever wondered what it's like, to have dreams last forever
Never to wake again, from the everlasting of them

Life feeds off life
Indifferent to suffering

Liars grow stronger
The taste is similar
To the sweetest kiss ever encountered
A painful bliss on my head
Picture painted (Painted)
Could not capture
Announce of the true sensation
That is derived from some sorrow

Ever wondered what it's like, to have nightmares last forever
Never to wake again, from the constant torture Life feeds Off life

Indifferent to suffering

How, how sweet it is
Sweet, how sweet it is
It, beyond this life
Is, beyond this life

How sweet it is

Life feeds off life
Indifferent to suffering


2. WITHOUT MORAL RESTRAINT

Seek what is me
What is real
I'll never know
Can't you see I'm just a disease
Free fall fake no concept of human emotion at all
I'll never see you
Never in me
It's my right to say It's my right to feel...gone
I can't take your face or your hate anymore
Now I lose control sticking it back to you

I'm not the only one
Without moral restraint

I can't image why you would settle for...
Settle for nothing but being thrown down
Never know what I'm up to do you
Can't you see my lies can't you see through this disguise
It's my right to say It's my right to say
I'll never know what the difference is
Is it Hell is it earth is it hell is it earth

I'm not the only one
Without moral restraint

See me twist
Undone clown gone wrong
Is it my turn to lick on your soul
Keep giving it back to you
Never ever sacred

I'm not the only one
Without moral restraint


3. FASCINATION STREET

Oh it's opening time down on fascination street
So let's cut the conversation and get out for a
Bit because I feel it all fading and paling and I'm
Begging to drag you down with me to kick the
Last nail in yeah I like you in that like I like you
To scream but if you open your mouth then I
Cant be responsible for quite what goes in or
To care what comes out so just pull on your hair
Just pull on your pout and let's move to the beat
Like we know that it's over if you slip going
Under slip over my shoulder so just pull on your
Face just pull on your feet and let's hit opening
Time down on fascination street
So pull on your hair pull on your pout cut the
Conversation just open your mouth pull on your
Face pull on your feet and let's hit opening time
Down on fascination street


4. LET GO (DEMO)

My scabs are almost picked
Slowly growing into this
Feelings I just can't let go
I am such a bore that you need that much more
Go back that way and see what you get from me then
Nothing at all
My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Face my past I can't let go
I see them in the jel
Laughing at me it is hell
Nothing can stop this torture
Fake my way through life
Call on my wife
Went back that way and I saw just what I was worth
Nothing at all
My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Face my past I can't let go
I won't take no for an answer


5. PASS OUT OF EXISTENCE (DEMO)

Oh I'm that sick I see it that way
I'd rather be dead then have you stay
You pretend that it's ok
Right now it's my time to take
Feeding off my hate today
Feeding off the lives I waste
Now it's time to change my ways
Now it's time to erase my name
Can't see my face
You can't see my face now
Pass out of existence
Gone
Disgusted by your presence now
I wonder what it would be like if you were down
Could you cope? could you really cope?
Could you hope? or would you sit and wait for me?
Seeking for my placement now
Seeking for my placement now
Now it's time to change my ways
Now it's time to erase my name
Can't see my face
You can't see my face now
Pass out of existence
When I close my eyes
I see myself dead
I know you want it this way don't you?
When I close my eyes
I see myself
Dead...gone now


6. SEVERED (DEMO)

Stay awake to decide
Are you coming back?
Is this my sanity?
I can't forgive
Oh is it the same to me?
I can't take your place
I'll never see you, never flee from me
Severed
Lost lies in the house I bring
I can't fucking see
I can never pull your self from me
I can't focus
Libertine my "said to be"
I will never save you
Wait...today is not the same
Severed


7. FORCED LIFE (DEMO)

Images still in my head of you dead
I wish I could take them away instead
I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss
Will anything ever be the same?
I wish I could imagine you happy
A life of ecstasy that would be good enough to stop the Pain that lingers
In my heart I know I would be content
It's your forced life...It's your forced life...doesn't it Feel the same to you?
I sit and wonder
While you ponder of pathetic items that bring you happiness
Those things that put a smile to your face
Are the things that kill me inside
I know deep down you have a good heart
But why am I never included in all of this?
I take you in...rise you up, yet my soul stays untouched?
Nothing ever changes in your mind
Nothing ever changes
Stick your hate to me
I'll find a way to break free


8. DEAD INSIDE (DEMO)

I felt so alone
You left feeling so empty and needing
Can't see the glitter in you
You called me all the time
Hiding behind your lies materialistic
Go away
You don't know what it's like to be dead inside
You called him a friend to help you get through it
I see your true face now
Well my tears are gone, I am happy now
Thanks for making it clear
Go away
You don't know what it's like to be dead inside
I am dead to you
You take my heart and used it as a tool
I wish that this would just go away
You can't find love you can't cry tears
And you won't be crying alone
Who are you today...another face erased


9. POWER TRIP (DEMO)

Face to face
No time to waste
This is the time for revenge
Your claim to faim
Of crushing dreams
Your control has no hold on me

I hate the way
You have no shame
You act like nothing'd happened
It's time to rise
The final fight
This is the last time

I will not fall again
I will not let you win
Fuck your power trip

I'll throw away
The wasted days
The chance for revenge
My claim fo fame
Ended in vain
This was the last time

You are the one who's forsaken it all
Nothing has changed so together
We fall
I am the one who's led us to believe
You can't change me


10. CLEANSATION (DEMO)

What do you expect from me
Will I ever be what you want me to be
Will I ever live up to your standards
Will you always look down on me
Maybe I'm not who you are
Maybe I want to be myself
Live the lifeI've always dreamed about
This is not your path to choose

Yes I taste it
Yes I breathe it
Yes I hate it
Yes I feel strain from
Our separation
But
This is my life, this is my life
My cleansation
Our separation
This is my life, this is my life
It'd not yours anymore

Why did you insits on ruling
Why did you try and control
Why didn't you ever listen to me
Ignored me like a dog
Maybe I'm glad we're apart
Maybe I'm glad we don't speak
Anymore
I feel better now
Now that you're gone