1. NOT FOR ME

Another day in this brutal world
So much pain I see it's everywhere I
Look deep into my eyes
Tell me what you see
Do you really think you're free

Can you see that this life's not for me
Death is everywhere
It's more than I can bear
Why can't you see
That this life's not for me

Sometimes when I wake up
I just sit and stare
At a world so full of hate
Consumes all our lives
Where do I belong
It can't be here it feels all wrong

Can you see that this life's not for me
Screams are all I hear
It's hard to persevere
That this life's not for me

This just can't be
The only way to live
Got to find a way we're out of time
It's quickly running out
So open up your eyes
To the truth behind the lies


2. SHAME

I have found myself here
Standing in the sun
I’ve lost all of the chances
In games I have not won
Full color dreams
now seen in black n white
what once was strong
has now been left behind

I’ve wasted time
I’ve taken the blame
I’ve lived with heartache
I’ve lived with shame

Times that I remember
It all slips though my hands
Pondering my true destiny
I resume this game again

You will never find me
Begging on my knees
Or ever asking anyone
To please forgive me


3. GIVE UP

I’m taking you, breaking you down

Why not let me live my life
Fought through the pain
I’ve won the fight
My life’s a mess like blood in piss
So drink it up you're one of us

It’s always what I say, and what I do
I live a life outside of you
It’s all of us, in darkness
Who can ya’ trust
Just look and you will know that
I am here to say
There’s got to be a better way
I live my life the way I want to

It’s hard enough today
Without living my life your way
And it’s hard for me to do
Without living my life through you

Frustration is cutting a hole in my mind
I hear all the voices they talk all the time
It’s time to escape all this anger and hate so just step On up, you’re one of us

A rock on the outside
But inside I’m fucked
This world all around me
Is fucking too much
No one can see all the shame that I hide
I’m broken, I’m hollow
I’m losing my mind
Pray to some god to take this all away
I know in my heart
I’ll be back here someday