Chaos Theory (USA-1) : Scarred for Life

Hardcore / USA
(1996 - Self-Released)
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1. MORE AND MORE

Like dirt in my eyes, Ican't snake this feeling of dread
Things never done, too many words left unsaid
Time is a killer, escape to a world thats unreal
Tell me what's wrong, on a bed of hot coals we kneel
Crying to god, heaven rains down only lies
We only believe, images in our mind's eye
There comes a time
When we all make a change
Sometimes not for the better
Events unfold, they might seem strange
But they're times to remember
Trapped insidethis world am I
Feel as though I'll never die
Cannot escape this pain
My thoughts like everlasting rain
Fools no longer dignified
Living a regretful lie
Outbreak of a memory
It's all the thing you'll never be
Living in yourself, you only put doubt in your mind
Demons that dwell, in you, responding in kind
throw up your guard, ward off the swarming attack
Losing control, as the world around us turn black
Clutch at the air, all signs of hope receeding
The clock it still ticks, While veins of the world are bleeding


2. I ABANDON

As I write another chapter, in this book of misery
Illusion is so clear, time's my enemy
As I break the chains, which hold me to the ground
Eliminate my adversaries, bring the hammer down

Suffer through the pain
Releasing Emptiness
Only memories remain
I fight this hollowness
I abandon my self-pride
I abandon all respect
I am left alone to die
This burden I accept
I am left alone, to stand alone
I abandon my self-pride
I abandon all respect
I am left alone to die
This burden I accept
I am left alone, to die alone

As I walk the left hand path, fear builds inside of me
I unleash the stranglehold, release stability
As I step into the unknow, my fears they are at rest
I will face this prophecy, put fate to the test
I Abandon
I Abandon


3. STALEMATE

At Jacob's well, I stand alone
I took this water, but left the stone
Knucles white on these hands we hold
Neither dominant, neither letting go
It's not a question of right or wrong
It's just a question of how long

I'm waiting on a dream that has long since passed me by
You're waiting for me to just lay down and die
You'll cut me 'til bleed, so I can't make a stand
But I just can't lit you, get the upper hand

We're playing the games of life
And I think we're caught in a stalemate
We're running in viscious circles,
And I don't know if I can take it
The next move is yours my friend,
So I think you better make it
We're out of alternatives
Our lives are in a stalemate

I've served my week of years and still this barren life
We're trading punches in the middle of the night
You're beating my head horse but I think that we both know
We're trapped on this board, there's nowhere left to go


4. KILL THE SYSTEM

Sworn to uphold the law
Hippocrisy your greatest flaw
You don't have a fucking clue
'Cause you're not in my shoes
It's a victimless society
We're all part of the same breed
Our tyrant keeper's getting mad
You know, you can shove that fuckin' badge

Kill Kill Kill
Kill the system
Kill Kill Kill
Kill the system
Don't you know justice is missing
You won't even fucking listen
Kill Kill Kill
Kill the system

We live in the land of the free
At least that's how it used to be
The sanctioned-violence law attraction
Will lead to greater crime reaction
All this corruption, that you find
Starts from above, are you blind?
Let's take a hammer to the cornerstone
And cut you right down to the bone

Iquestion you motives
As is my right to do
You've walked on the ideals
Which empwered you
You're no more, than human
Despite what you believe
But who will take mercy
When you're on your knees

You say that we can't make a change
'Till see your ass on the firing range
A few more funerals, what's the noise
Just a few more jobs for the unemployed
I might be laughing in disgust
But the joke is really played on us
'Cause they're Big Brother with a gun
Is this what's written in the Constitution?


5. VICTIMIZED (PRIMAL DESIRE)

I'm not me, I'm not what I could have been
But you won't see, you'll just play again
I'm the victim I never wanted to be
Never thought this could happen to me
You nothing but, a fucking liar
You can't control your insane Primal Desire
Think it's the way I want to feel
Never thought this could be so real
I'm overpowered, you know I can't win
See your pleasure in your vicious grin
Stop this madness, can't you see
By fist you're running me... (Primal Disire)
Victimize, Demoralize
See beyond your clouded eyes
Intensity, Propensity
Can't believe your raping me
I can't live the way I did before
You're too strong, I can't take any more
Taken my body, and broken my spirit,
Don't say you're sorry, I don't want to hear it
I feel ugly, feel so unclean
Your bassi for life, to take and demean
It's over now, the damage is done
Now taht I've died, I hope you have fun


6. KARATE CHOP

Hi my name is Steven, and I've got something to say
I'm the world's greatest black belt, and I'll kick your ass any day
Here I come with my Kung-Fu grip, it's tenacity exceeds them all
Better watch out of my lightning moves, because it's you who will surely fall
Hiya Karate Chop
Did I tell You my name was Steven, I'm the guy with something to say
I drive around in the cool red Firebird, drivin' really fast everyday
I'm drivin' around tryin' to pick up the girls, yet none want to ride with me
That's alright, yeah that's okay, because Mary Palm she's with me
Hiya Karate Chop
That's right my name is Steven, I've still got something to say
I'm a better singer than Dan Altobelli, and I'' prove it to you in this way
I'll sing that Steelheart song, you know that one, "I'll Never Let You Go"
Compared to me those guys in Chaos Theory, you know they really below
Hiya Karate Chop
Later my name is Steven I've nothing else to say
People say I've got no talent but I bet I below you away
Everything I say is right You'll never prove me wrong
All I want is my name up in light's and that's why I wrote this song
Hiya Karate Chop
This was a song about Steven, In reality he'd nothing to say
He's a two faced, lying, backstabbinghypocrite who sit around and jerks off all day. You can see him on the corner with the "L" shining bright on his head
If this song has taught you nothing then there's something that's unsaid
I have tried to teach you a lesson of just how the tide we can turn
I can't tell you to mind your business, no, the unethical people will learn
Don't try and be like Steven, cause he's not who you want to be
Just look to your role models or your friends and pray you turn out like me
Hiya Karate Chop

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