1. IN THE MIST OF ONCE WAS

I hear the echoes of the past
I close my eyes
I try to remember the memories

The sounds of happiness
Are no longer around
Endless footsteps are no more

The black clouds came
They hide the sky
Amid the lonely echoes of goodbye
They wash the smiles away

My mistakes have not been forgotten
My pain is so real

I gave into the plague
In the mist of once was

Happiness is gone

The ghosts of the past haunt me
No matter where I go
There is no escaping it

I try to find my escape
I try to dream
I am a prisoner
All alone in my head

Every day my mind grows weary
Try to remember the memories
I can't escape

I walk the road alone

In the mist of once was...


2. EMANCIPATION OF PAIN

In this cold darken room
Deep in the night
Death whispers to me
It entices me

No more pain
No more agony
Just one quick motion
The blade is sharp and quick

Emancipation of pain

Staring down
My anger
My rage
It consumes me

Be still and brave
Forget this world
They did this to you
Would they realize you are gone

Emancipation of pain

I dwell in this misery
I try to escape my hell
No matter what they try
It brings me out so faraway

In my despair
I scream
"Help me..."


3. FOREVER WINTER

Cold
Dark
Frozen
Soul

The ground is barren
Cold air piercing my lungs

I drift away
To my non-existent reality

Feeling numb
All alone I cry
Withering into nothing

I am left wandering in the cold
Distressed...
Broken.
In pain...
Lifeless.

These arctic winds
Carry me along this path
Where the darkness inhabits

The shadows will continue...
To haunt me
To torment me
To torture me
Until my last breath

Wandering in the snow
I am feeling numb
I am fading away
I am losing myself

The cold air
Surrounds me in isolation
No where to go

I just want to lie down
Beneath the ground
Where it is warm

I am trapped


4. LOST ETERNALLY

I walk in the black
Fields of desolation
A mindless soul
Alone in this world

A place full of sadness
And full of despair
Feel so desolate in my existence
There is nothing

Lost
Eternally

I am a prisoner
In my own existence
I am broken

I am hiding
Behind all the smiles
Were the tears, agony and pain reside

Now no more tears
No more agony
No more pain

I am lost eternally


5. THE HURT

It hurts every day
This pain will never go away

I scream into the darkness
Is someone there
It is very cold in here
I'm a prisoner in my mind

No matter how hard I try
I feel that I want to die
This pain is digging into my skin
Why did this have to happen

Drowning in this pool of despair
It pulls me under
This pain will never let me go

I
Am
Cold
Empty
Dying
Alone

No escaping this hell
This hurt is suffoating

I can't do this anymore
My pale eyes are closing
Save me I'm falling
This wretched hurt consumes me

My misery my suffering
I am lost scared
My life has no meaning
Embrace me the hurt


6. MISS ME, BUT LET ME GO

A flickering light
A quiet voice
A desperate sleep
Awaits the end

In the corner I sit
With no hope
Consequence of extinction

Rest now, rest without suffering
Sleep in the arms of clouds
Rest now, rest without worry
Have the solace to know you have left your mark

An end is often a beginning,
But this beginning needs an end
You don't deserve this torment
Your sorrow can end
We will all miss you deeply
But we understand this is out of our control

Into the lungs of the earth,
We commit you
We offer you unending sleep
Which is so you are greatly deserving

Alone in your suffering, No
But the only one who endures the torment
With each passing hour
I wish for you to know to truth

Rest now, rest without suffering
Bathe in the brightness of the stars
Rest now, rest without worry
Have the solace to understand we were better because of your life


7. WHISPERS OF MADNESS

It talks to me everyday
No matter what I try
It will not go away

The whispers are of pain, regret, worthlessness
It gets louder every day by day

My mind is filled with empty meaning
The words, screaming
Through my mind

I know it lies
It screams until it is heard

No hope
No chance
My hurt
My pain

It will never let me forget

It has taken over me
The voices make me want to die
I know that I can not hide

These voices will haunt me....

Till the day I die