1. INTRO

(Instrumental)


2. SHADES OF LAMENTATION

Bleeding in the rain
Strange paintings on the ground
Head of a man
Taking your life away
So calm and cool

Rain, blood and eyes
Tear flowing down of your face
No pain, but repentance

Rain, blood and hands
I'm holding now
Pain, blood and faith
Frozen sky

But I see you
Falling up the sky
Following the black light
Darker than the night

I feel, I'm losing you
Losing forever
But I'm dying with
Mystic circle of life


3. BEYOND...

Drowsy morning with scent of fall
Misty haze dulling edges of houses
Gloomy crowling celestial vault
Damp path soaked by many gouts
Sudden gust of deadly cold
Deafening blast of abysmal stillness
Uncanny spectre sailing through air
Unearthly majestic, so strange

I´m alive and can't do anything
In morning's pride everything will dissolving
My memories, my dreams, longings, desires
From darkness screams I feel uneasiness
They swallow me...

In the whisper, in the whisper of the rain
In blowing wind I am hearing my name
What am I now? Only formless matter
Outlaw enchained without the fetters
Apparition, apparition in the early dawn
Aimlessly erratic through the streets of town
Out of this world, however with him tightly united
Just recall me what's the thing to find

Over the distance I'm with you forever
Constantly alone always together
Foretime is dead future's not occuring
Prisoner of inherence somewhere between...

No percent of mourning or absence
What were excessive is not missing

Without me you are free
I´m just hearing not your cry
There's nothing left of me
My presence was deep tight
Empty living, dissemblance, greed
Sponger, unconscious parasite


4. GATE TO NOTHINGNESS

Wish to break up this misery
Repress the dismay, distress and dive
Relief for all, for me
Thoughts are stinging like a knife
Trembling shape on the scarp
Infinite fall towards the stars

It's like hammer stroke
Again received liberty
Broken shackles, shattered oaths
feeling of alleviation
Till death do us part
Resound like a reverberation
Like a distant unfinished dream
Like request whispering to the wind

Eternal flight to the abyss
It's the end of existence
Or is it just slight
Pace to the other side
This courage, persuation
Certainty breakage on stone
Of forever free suicide

Part of myself
I lay to your grave
Alone with affliction,
Empty dreams, spectres,
Anger and contrition

Approaching dawn of eternity
Rays of sun in ragged mist
Me amidst this tranquility
Unattatched and vacant
For what is this freedom
Before wanted so much?
Now, when I hold it
This feeling I hate
To be allowed to return
To duration of pleasure
Albeit without awareness


5. ENTREATINGS TO SILENCE

Fear... what will be after
Something was wrong and I hate you master
Absolute freedom I have never felt
Makes me really happy, I can't understand

Fresh air all around
Peace inside my mind
Slowly emanateing outside
Memories from childhood
Raising smile

Listen... this deafening silence
Beautiful blue sky, little cloudlets
Sun basking cold stone
Can you see me from your throne
If you are give me a sign...

Short while of linger
Heart is beating , endlesstime
The sun is shinning down the valley
The change can start


6. SCRAPS OF ETERNITY

Ridicule - the other world
It's not possible!
Forever dwell
Wherever hither...

Filthy boat in muddy waters of styx
Coin - obstacle of requests
Charon's deaf ears
Greyness, monotony of shore
Echoes from other bank... groaning
Lethe, court, eternal solitude
Of glade of shades
And what emeories are?
Hope? Curse? My fate!

Melody of rooks singing
Shards of recollection
Loud shaouted whispers
Unheard supplications

Draught from river of oblivion
And I'll forget anything
What has happened?
What's my feelings?
Desolation
Cold apathy

This frosty detection
Shrill pain near heart
Dissolving, straying
Damnation
Fall into nothingness
Among the shadows...