Cartilage (FIN) : Ex Oblivione - The Fragile Concept of Affection
Lyrics
ALTAR (SWE)
1. NOTHING HUMAN
Alone - and my darkness is cold
Pain from beyond, it changing my body
I'm screaming, in pain and wrath
When it twisting my bones, to unrecognizing
An eternal lust, my feelings are
Taste for blood, I have to kill
I feel I'm turning to something unhuman
"Find the edible, feed the fire"
Feed - I need to have
I'm burning, from deep below
Now when I'm immortal, I can't be hurt
So I drink the blood, from the dead
Feel me - nothing human
I'm nothing human, an empty shell
The new generation of mankind
I am the beast, that appears in dreams but I'm true
So feed my fire
Feed, I need to have
I'm burning, from deep below
Now when I'm immortal, I can't be hurt
So I drink the blood, from the dead
Feel me I'm nothing human
2. LIFELESS PASSION
Obsessed with thing that not is alive
Playing with death on your own way
Sickening brain-convulsions of morbid truth
A god of all living is what you are
Removing the skin gently from the corpse
Possessed by the thoughts from deep inside
Satisfied of your pervert acts and dreams
Of the sexual occurrence of rotten flesh
Transformates - your brain to unhuman
Mutilates - the victims of your passion
A cerebral caress of your lifeless passions
The inner darkness burns like caustic in your head
A carnivorous hunger is now stronger
Devour every sacrifice of life now dead
Feel like selected of a sempiternal power
3. DECAPITATED (NEW VERSION)
I'm standing here alone
As they are waiting for my time
Soon I'll be taken down
And it will end to meet my destiny
Blood is flowing, mutilation in final rest
Decapitated
They are tearing me from limbs
I hear the sound of my ripping flesh
I scream in pain and agony
As they drag me to my end
Blood is flowing, mutilation in final rest
Decapitated
Laughs behind my back
A scarf to cover my eyes
An icy wind, through my mind
I enter the dark domains
Satisfying, their taste for my blood
Decapitated
4. DAYMARE / A MESSAGE FROM THE GRAVE
So many things I wanted to do
So many times I wished I said
The words you want to hear
But they never appeared in my mind
All my life I've been dragged
Between the feelings I never felt
I know that this is wrong
I can't take this anymore
I feel - that my last time is here
I paint the wall with my brain
My feelings for you is strong
But the words is so far away
The tombs in my mind is filled
With emotions I buried deep
I cry alone and in pain
I give my last thoughts to you
I hope you'll not miss me
When I'm dead and gone
I let you see - the truth of who I am
A fake - a joke of mankind
My journey has begun
A trip from mother earth
Hope the angels will receive me
Or I fall down to hell
A rope round my neck
A chair under my feet
I take the last step
To reach eternity
All my life I've been dragged
Between the feelings I never felt
5. EX OBLIVIONE
Sleep - my journey begins
I expand and coming through
I gaze into the darkness
That makes my exploration endless
A fervent vision scream
Torment cries from those who suffer
Hollow dreams - I travel
Vague in excruciations
That exasperating my crave
The sphere eternalize my false device
I hesitate before my menace
Before I leave towards the next - existence
Opened mind - the obscurity
What have I done with my self
Insanity is around me
My expendable wish for liberty
Has turned to a rooted wreckage of my sense
Visions of grief - surrounds me
In a pallid world of lies
I'm fading away in scorn
After all I'm just a passenger
Into the other minds
In inverted madness my journey goes on and on...
The festering shades of life
Has always been such a friend
So why am I so terrified
By the atmosphere that I required
I expand and coming through
I gaze into the darkness
That makes my exploration endless
A fervent vision scream
6. SEVERED ON THE ATTIC
Human parts in the house of death - ghouls awaiting me
Shredded carcass, hanging flesh soon my corpse will be
Axe's chopping around again
Controlled by ones eyes nailing my human life
Now I slowly die
Hoors is swinging in my room, the severed bodies I see
Blood is flowing tot the floor, why is life so mean
My body starts to fall apart, slowly putrefies
I hope my end will come so fast so I can enter the paradise
My head is rolling from my corpse, my body's torn apart
Now who will be the next in line, to be killed by the darr
When my soul has left this earth it's time to rot in pain
So I hope my end will come so fast before I go insane
7. NO FLESH SHALL BE SPARED
Dying - the time for us is re
There's no way of human sense
We can change our fate
Let us pray - we're doomed to pay
No flesh - shall be spared
Feeling the stench of rotten flesh
Hills of corpses everywhere, our blood flows in rivers
Time to burn - there's no return
Mass cremation, what remains
Seeing our creation stand up in flames
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
We will never rise again
Changing - the world is rotting from deep inside
No flesh shall be spared
The gates are now open, they welcomes our souls
Slowly we entering a new dimension
In total darkness, in total pain
Changing - feels it rotting from deep inside
No flesh shall be spared
Thy kingdom has come, a place on earth
In thousand years the ruler of nothing can sit there and
Wait for our rebirth
Changing - feels it rotting from deep inside
No flesh shall be spared
Demons - await our poor souls
Playing with our pain
Eternal suffer is all that remains
They wait for us and cut us alive
So we wait the time of our destruction
CARTILAGE (FIN)
8. THE UNDERWORLD
Reflection of a long rotten
Distorted soulless harmony
A vision that is best forgotten
Moribund to misery
Sacred rites in soulfrost - decrying of my innermost
Harvest on the emotional field - barren and dehumanized
Cultivated profanity - ideal soil desolate
Bleeding myriad demi-beings - outliving death
Drag me to my knees screaming
A dirge for my weeping soul
The Underworld, devoid of believing
Lower divinities died unwhole
The spine of time lies scattered
Shattered on my molten wings
Black soul's dawn twilight death
Just ashes on my unclean breath
A spiral stairway, descend into gray
Mortality passed into decay
Religious path leads astray... away
Trapping for infernal soul
The privacy of my Hell
Illusion from a bunted mind's imagination
Reminder of our sins
Meets me with a smile
Bleeding eyes of the infant Christ
Bloody tears stigmatized my fears
The falling was pushed, into the muddily ground
To the Netherworld, where dawning souls...
Drown
Broken, Line
Between life and death divine
Deceased, stillborn
To a new beginning, I go...
False, temptation
Towards the Underworld I'm drawn
Reflection of a long rotten
Distorted soulless harmony
A vision that is best forgotten
Moribund to misery
9. AFTERLIFE SORROW (INFERNAL PARADISE II)
Like blood my tears flow, sorrow engulfing me
A being that is lost, in ways of arcane lore
Love that I knew, now rots in perverted form
That i fed with life, now I'm just...
Restless soul doomed to a souless rest the
Pain of being dead, infernal paradise
Charring my swollen eyes The lake of blood boils dry
Ascending rusty stream, Excruciating dream...
... Am i free?
Chant of The Ancient Ones:
"Thy Darkened ways incised our grace
We'll bleed you dry!
Writhe in dismay, eternal stay
Now cease to be!"
Lament Of The Dead:
"Thou were Thy own god, now but a dog...
Remain and rot!
Our parental love, a velvet glove
Condemns thee now!"
A swarm of dead souls, dissect my impure shell
As I bewail, they flay, all skin from my Corpse
That is dead, in rest, yet i feel grief,
For the loss, of my old carnal home
Torn in half,crucified, madness fools
A feast of my cold flesh, fragmented putrid mess
Swallowed till last abscess
The swarm now vanishes, vortex of gods appear
Swiftly it's drawing near
Now I fear!
The scars of old - dissolve, with me
As I, sumbit, cease, to be
10. WHY DO I WATCH THE DAWN?
The fear within, a darkened chasm of memory
A burial ground where my flesh is bound
Scarred mind like stitches of illusions... rotten
Embalmed mind, thousand decades of dream
Rancid thoughts...
Whispers of unjust sorrow
Severed life...
I'm prisioned by me
Infinity calls
Obscenities can't shadow
Ethereal bliss...
Incision and I'll join thee
I cast my worldly flesh aside
To greet the spirits of those who died
And on my funeral no-one cried
'Cause all the pity I denied
Lost souls - Haunt me till
The dawn - That I watch
And mourn - On my open grave
I'm sworn - An oath impure
Infinity calls
Obscenities can't shadow
Ethereal bliss...
Incision and I'll join thee
"I look upon the brightened colors of the morning sky
And wonder why it seems that I don't fit in this world
(This world)
I have this urge to learn something new
Anything that'll just quench this thirst
(Why do I watch the dawn)
I've found out, that in life there are no real answers
So I'll just have to die to attain knowledge to my... pain!!
11. CONSANGUINE TO UNDERSTANDING
Life has no meaning to a fiend like myself
"Overture, inside out
Gasified, I'll fumigate"
My gruesome philosophy, Rational anarchy
Introverts hallucinations continue conjurations
"I rise upon the skies, on my wings of ivory
I am god-machine, inorganic incendiary
I'll incinerate you all, and dominate your fall"
"This is my optimus, the moment of my exitus
Through my death
I'll live 'cause Netherworld has so much to give
I am wizard king, brotherhood of forbidden sin
My wrath is upon thou to death I'll take thee now"
I rise upon the tide of madness,
Illusions afflict joy or sadness
I love to be a mental person it justifies my perversion
I'm now on a journey through my sickness, to impale my consciousness
Proud to be
A part of this
Insanity
Daemons play with me...
I rise upon the tide of madness,
Illusions afflict joy or sadness
I love to be a mental person it justifies my perversion
I'm now on a journey through my sickness,
To impale my consciousness
"This is my optimus, the moment of my exitus
Through my death I'll live 'cause
Netherworld has so much to give
I am wizard king, brotherhood of forbidden sin
My wrath is upon thou to death I'll take the now"
Life has no meaning to a fiend like myself
* "Overture, inside out
Gasified, I'll fumigate"
My gruesome philosophy, Rational anarchy
Introverts hallucinations continue conjurations
12. BLESSING IN DEPTHS
Permanent mourning a condolence for my eternal soul
An invitation to a carnival a sad celebration beyond
I ascend from my stiffening shell and descend to my new home
I banish my humanity... as I'm blessed in deaths!!!
13. INTRO / THE ALTAR
Dead people in your bags
Rotten prepared for the ritual
Rancid meat dripping of liquified flesh
Ideal material for the sacrifice
On your altar built of gave stones and human bones
Intercourse with purulent remains
Ejaculate to spice the gift
Plastic bag full of genitals
Severed to pleased your carnal god
The Altar
What ambition drives the mortal
But ambition itself
Your ambition is to kill
For your own god
Ruptured giblets full of flies
Decomposed parts upon the altar
Purified but only when putrified
You feed your god, through your mouth
The Altar of the Fallen Angel
You live for it, and it lives through you
Twisted religion based on pus and blood
To please the insane god of putridity
14. ETHER DEPRESSION
Before my infant eyes, our universe opens up wide
Pre-destined lifetime, administrates me from cradle to grave
Peak of innocence, adolescence my fall from grace
Ejected conscience nowadays in depression I dwell
Aged, isolated in my realm solitude is other world
Prejudice rejection drains me from soulmatter
That is life so I'm numb an empty void unfulfilled
I want to taste life as it is
But with death I'm so far fed
So understand my bitterness
'Cause I don't want eternal rest
The threads upon the loom of life
Defiled now envenoming us
I crave for something that is pure
But just to reach that is unsure
Blackened minds remain
Compassion is denied
Heads bow down in shame
Even loved one's we deceived
Restrained... drained
My misery remains
Outer world I denied
Depressions I gained
Disgraced in my haste
Ashamed...deranged
Before my dying eyes your universe close me out
Predestined lifeline mine is cut I rest in peace
1. NOTHING HUMAN
Alone - and my darkness is cold
Pain from beyond, it changing my body
I'm screaming, in pain and wrath
When it twisting my bones, to unrecognizing
An eternal lust, my feelings are
Taste for blood, I have to kill
I feel I'm turning to something unhuman
"Find the edible, feed the fire"
Feed - I need to have
I'm burning, from deep below
Now when I'm immortal, I can't be hurt
So I drink the blood, from the dead
Feel me - nothing human
I'm nothing human, an empty shell
The new generation of mankind
I am the beast, that appears in dreams but I'm true
So feed my fire
Feed, I need to have
I'm burning, from deep below
Now when I'm immortal, I can't be hurt
So I drink the blood, from the dead
Feel me I'm nothing human
2. LIFELESS PASSION
Obsessed with thing that not is alive
Playing with death on your own way
Sickening brain-convulsions of morbid truth
A god of all living is what you are
Removing the skin gently from the corpse
Possessed by the thoughts from deep inside
Satisfied of your pervert acts and dreams
Of the sexual occurrence of rotten flesh
Transformates - your brain to unhuman
Mutilates - the victims of your passion
A cerebral caress of your lifeless passions
The inner darkness burns like caustic in your head
A carnivorous hunger is now stronger
Devour every sacrifice of life now dead
Feel like selected of a sempiternal power
3. DECAPITATED (NEW VERSION)
I'm standing here alone
As they are waiting for my time
Soon I'll be taken down
And it will end to meet my destiny
Blood is flowing, mutilation in final rest
Decapitated
They are tearing me from limbs
I hear the sound of my ripping flesh
I scream in pain and agony
As they drag me to my end
Blood is flowing, mutilation in final rest
Decapitated
Laughs behind my back
A scarf to cover my eyes
An icy wind, through my mind
I enter the dark domains
Satisfying, their taste for my blood
Decapitated
4. DAYMARE / A MESSAGE FROM THE GRAVE
So many things I wanted to do
So many times I wished I said
The words you want to hear
But they never appeared in my mind
All my life I've been dragged
Between the feelings I never felt
I know that this is wrong
I can't take this anymore
I feel - that my last time is here
I paint the wall with my brain
My feelings for you is strong
But the words is so far away
The tombs in my mind is filled
With emotions I buried deep
I cry alone and in pain
I give my last thoughts to you
I hope you'll not miss me
When I'm dead and gone
I let you see - the truth of who I am
A fake - a joke of mankind
My journey has begun
A trip from mother earth
Hope the angels will receive me
Or I fall down to hell
A rope round my neck
A chair under my feet
I take the last step
To reach eternity
All my life I've been dragged
Between the feelings I never felt
5. EX OBLIVIONE
Sleep - my journey begins
I expand and coming through
I gaze into the darkness
That makes my exploration endless
A fervent vision scream
Torment cries from those who suffer
Hollow dreams - I travel
Vague in excruciations
That exasperating my crave
The sphere eternalize my false device
I hesitate before my menace
Before I leave towards the next - existence
Opened mind - the obscurity
What have I done with my self
Insanity is around me
My expendable wish for liberty
Has turned to a rooted wreckage of my sense
Visions of grief - surrounds me
In a pallid world of lies
I'm fading away in scorn
After all I'm just a passenger
Into the other minds
In inverted madness my journey goes on and on...
The festering shades of life
Has always been such a friend
So why am I so terrified
By the atmosphere that I required
I expand and coming through
I gaze into the darkness
That makes my exploration endless
A fervent vision scream
6. SEVERED ON THE ATTIC
Human parts in the house of death - ghouls awaiting me
Shredded carcass, hanging flesh soon my corpse will be
Axe's chopping around again
Controlled by ones eyes nailing my human life
Now I slowly die
Hoors is swinging in my room, the severed bodies I see
Blood is flowing tot the floor, why is life so mean
My body starts to fall apart, slowly putrefies
I hope my end will come so fast so I can enter the paradise
My head is rolling from my corpse, my body's torn apart
Now who will be the next in line, to be killed by the darr
When my soul has left this earth it's time to rot in pain
So I hope my end will come so fast before I go insane
7. NO FLESH SHALL BE SPARED
Dying - the time for us is re
There's no way of human sense
We can change our fate
Let us pray - we're doomed to pay
No flesh - shall be spared
Feeling the stench of rotten flesh
Hills of corpses everywhere, our blood flows in rivers
Time to burn - there's no return
Mass cremation, what remains
Seeing our creation stand up in flames
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
We will never rise again
Changing - the world is rotting from deep inside
No flesh shall be spared
The gates are now open, they welcomes our souls
Slowly we entering a new dimension
In total darkness, in total pain
Changing - feels it rotting from deep inside
No flesh shall be spared
Thy kingdom has come, a place on earth
In thousand years the ruler of nothing can sit there and
Wait for our rebirth
Changing - feels it rotting from deep inside
No flesh shall be spared
Demons - await our poor souls
Playing with our pain
Eternal suffer is all that remains
They wait for us and cut us alive
So we wait the time of our destruction
CARTILAGE (FIN)
8. THE UNDERWORLD
Reflection of a long rotten
Distorted soulless harmony
A vision that is best forgotten
Moribund to misery
Sacred rites in soulfrost - decrying of my innermost
Harvest on the emotional field - barren and dehumanized
Cultivated profanity - ideal soil desolate
Bleeding myriad demi-beings - outliving death
Drag me to my knees screaming
A dirge for my weeping soul
The Underworld, devoid of believing
Lower divinities died unwhole
The spine of time lies scattered
Shattered on my molten wings
Black soul's dawn twilight death
Just ashes on my unclean breath
A spiral stairway, descend into gray
Mortality passed into decay
Religious path leads astray... away
Trapping for infernal soul
The privacy of my Hell
Illusion from a bunted mind's imagination
Reminder of our sins
Meets me with a smile
Bleeding eyes of the infant Christ
Bloody tears stigmatized my fears
The falling was pushed, into the muddily ground
To the Netherworld, where dawning souls...
Drown
Broken, Line
Between life and death divine
Deceased, stillborn
To a new beginning, I go...
False, temptation
Towards the Underworld I'm drawn
Reflection of a long rotten
Distorted soulless harmony
A vision that is best forgotten
Moribund to misery
9. AFTERLIFE SORROW (INFERNAL PARADISE II)
Like blood my tears flow, sorrow engulfing me
A being that is lost, in ways of arcane lore
Love that I knew, now rots in perverted form
That i fed with life, now I'm just...
Restless soul doomed to a souless rest the
Pain of being dead, infernal paradise
Charring my swollen eyes The lake of blood boils dry
Ascending rusty stream, Excruciating dream...
... Am i free?
Chant of The Ancient Ones:
"Thy Darkened ways incised our grace
We'll bleed you dry!
Writhe in dismay, eternal stay
Now cease to be!"
Lament Of The Dead:
"Thou were Thy own god, now but a dog...
Remain and rot!
Our parental love, a velvet glove
Condemns thee now!"
A swarm of dead souls, dissect my impure shell
As I bewail, they flay, all skin from my Corpse
That is dead, in rest, yet i feel grief,
For the loss, of my old carnal home
Torn in half,crucified, madness fools
A feast of my cold flesh, fragmented putrid mess
Swallowed till last abscess
The swarm now vanishes, vortex of gods appear
Swiftly it's drawing near
Now I fear!
The scars of old - dissolve, with me
As I, sumbit, cease, to be
10. WHY DO I WATCH THE DAWN?
The fear within, a darkened chasm of memory
A burial ground where my flesh is bound
Scarred mind like stitches of illusions... rotten
Embalmed mind, thousand decades of dream
Rancid thoughts...
Whispers of unjust sorrow
Severed life...
I'm prisioned by me
Infinity calls
Obscenities can't shadow
Ethereal bliss...
Incision and I'll join thee
I cast my worldly flesh aside
To greet the spirits of those who died
And on my funeral no-one cried
'Cause all the pity I denied
Lost souls - Haunt me till
The dawn - That I watch
And mourn - On my open grave
I'm sworn - An oath impure
Infinity calls
Obscenities can't shadow
Ethereal bliss...
Incision and I'll join thee
"I look upon the brightened colors of the morning sky
And wonder why it seems that I don't fit in this world
(This world)
I have this urge to learn something new
Anything that'll just quench this thirst
(Why do I watch the dawn)
I've found out, that in life there are no real answers
So I'll just have to die to attain knowledge to my... pain!!
11. CONSANGUINE TO UNDERSTANDING
Life has no meaning to a fiend like myself
"Overture, inside out
Gasified, I'll fumigate"
My gruesome philosophy, Rational anarchy
Introverts hallucinations continue conjurations
"I rise upon the skies, on my wings of ivory
I am god-machine, inorganic incendiary
I'll incinerate you all, and dominate your fall"
"This is my optimus, the moment of my exitus
Through my death
I'll live 'cause Netherworld has so much to give
I am wizard king, brotherhood of forbidden sin
My wrath is upon thou to death I'll take thee now"
I rise upon the tide of madness,
Illusions afflict joy or sadness
I love to be a mental person it justifies my perversion
I'm now on a journey through my sickness, to impale my consciousness
Proud to be
A part of this
Insanity
Daemons play with me...
I rise upon the tide of madness,
Illusions afflict joy or sadness
I love to be a mental person it justifies my perversion
I'm now on a journey through my sickness,
To impale my consciousness
"This is my optimus, the moment of my exitus
Through my death I'll live 'cause
Netherworld has so much to give
I am wizard king, brotherhood of forbidden sin
My wrath is upon thou to death I'll take the now"
Life has no meaning to a fiend like myself
* "Overture, inside out
Gasified, I'll fumigate"
My gruesome philosophy, Rational anarchy
Introverts hallucinations continue conjurations
12. BLESSING IN DEPTHS
Permanent mourning a condolence for my eternal soul
An invitation to a carnival a sad celebration beyond
I ascend from my stiffening shell and descend to my new home
I banish my humanity... as I'm blessed in deaths!!!
13. INTRO / THE ALTAR
Dead people in your bags
Rotten prepared for the ritual
Rancid meat dripping of liquified flesh
Ideal material for the sacrifice
On your altar built of gave stones and human bones
Intercourse with purulent remains
Ejaculate to spice the gift
Plastic bag full of genitals
Severed to pleased your carnal god
The Altar
What ambition drives the mortal
But ambition itself
Your ambition is to kill
For your own god
Ruptured giblets full of flies
Decomposed parts upon the altar
Purified but only when putrified
You feed your god, through your mouth
The Altar of the Fallen Angel
You live for it, and it lives through you
Twisted religion based on pus and blood
To please the insane god of putridity
14. ETHER DEPRESSION
Before my infant eyes, our universe opens up wide
Pre-destined lifetime, administrates me from cradle to grave
Peak of innocence, adolescence my fall from grace
Ejected conscience nowadays in depression I dwell
Aged, isolated in my realm solitude is other world
Prejudice rejection drains me from soulmatter
That is life so I'm numb an empty void unfulfilled
I want to taste life as it is
But with death I'm so far fed
So understand my bitterness
'Cause I don't want eternal rest
The threads upon the loom of life
Defiled now envenoming us
I crave for something that is pure
But just to reach that is unsure
Blackened minds remain
Compassion is denied
Heads bow down in shame
Even loved one's we deceived
Restrained... drained
My misery remains
Outer world I denied
Depressions I gained
Disgraced in my haste
Ashamed...deranged
Before my dying eyes your universe close me out
Predestined lifeline mine is cut I rest in peace
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