1. HEADPHONES

Getting up, running out
This constant pace has me on overload
I wanna be in a place
Where's the windows open and my mind can roam
All I can think about is how much I'm uncertain
And now I'm staring down the man behind the curtain

I'm so numb to all the things I love
Where did my heart go wrong?

I've been sleeping with my headphones
Driving with my eyes closed
A thousand miles left to go
I think I'll have to make due if I don't catch a break soon
I'm all worn out and searching for a purpose

Waking up, baking up
My mind is shifting into overdrive
I'ma be in a place where I'm contending for the title fight
All I wanna know is how to break the surface
I'm all worn out and searching for a purpose

I'm so numb to all the things I love
Where did my heart go wrong?

I've been sleeping with my headphones
Driving with my eyes closed
A thousand miles left to go
I think I'll have to make due if I don't catch a break soon
I don't even wanna know
I don't want my life to feel this way anymore
I've been sleeping with my headphones
Driving with my eyes closed
All long alone


2. STUCK

Did you ever really think about how you could always make me think
Nobody else in the world can make me truly happy?
I'm crawling on my hands and knees to see if I can find a key
To lock up how you make me feel, I wish I didn't feel anything
Do you know that you still, you still have a piece of my heart
You always will, always will, still have a piece of my heart
If you ever find me hiding in your memory
I hope you remember me and everything we used to be
I'm stuck here with you, but you're not here anymore
I got it stuck in my head, you would hold me together, now I'm falling apart
You say you want me to stay but you do everything to make me wanna leave
I'm stuck here with you, but you're not here anymore
I'm breaking down and losing weight, half my body dissipates
I'm losing all the strength I have, my body can't do anything
I'll put my guitar down for this, and open up my heart a bit
Scream out for the first time, first time in a long while
Do you know that you still, you still have a piece of my heart
You always will, always will, still have a piece of my heart
If you ever find me hiding in your memory
I hope you remember me and everything we used to be
I'm stuck here with you, but you're not here anymore
I got it stuck in my head, you would hold me together, now I'm falling apart
You say you want me to stay but you do everything to make me wanna leave
I'm stuck here with you, but you're not here anymore
I'm not gonna change, I'm not gonna change
I'm not gonna change, can't change a thing
I'm not gonna change, I can't change a thing
I'm not gonna change, I'm not gonna change
I'm not gonna change, can't change a thing
I'm not gonna change, I can't change a thing
I'm stuck here with you, but you're not here anymore (x2)
Do you know that you still, you still have a piece of my heart
You always will, always will, still have a piece of my heart


3. CYCLES

So out of control
You broke my phone and stole my piece
Along with my dank heart
I guess I should know
You filled my head with doubt
I've got you figured out now

Take my hand
Take my heart
Take me anywhere you want
'Cause I'm still in the dark about who you really are

Shred me to pieces
Liar, deceiver
Spinning like a cyclone
I'm sick of this cycle
I'm broke and I need you
I'm trying to please you
Collapsing at your front door
Relapsing 'cause I want more
I think I did it again
I let you get inside my head

I want you to know
I'll write a thousand pages aimlessly about your cause
When it's time to go
I'll dread saying goodbye to your furious weakness

Take my hand
Take my heart
Take me anywhere you want
'Cause I'm still in the dark about who you really are

Shred me to pieces
Liar, deceiver
Spinning like a cyclone
I'm sick of this cycle
I'm broke and I need you
I'm trying to please you
Collapsing at your front door
Relapsing 'cause I want more
I think I did it again
I let you get inside my head

Shred me to pieces
Liar, deceiver

Take my hand
Take my heart
Take me anywhere you want
'Cause I'm still in the dark about who you really are

Shred me to pieces
Liar, deceiver
Spinning like a cyclone
I'm sick of this cycle
I'm broke and I need you
I'm trying to please you
Collapsing at your front door
Relapsing 'cause I want more
I think I did it again
I let you get inside my head


4. FREE

I'm getting back to the place where I wanna be
'Cause I've been tripping over my feet
I wanna be in a place where I feel free
No matter what you'll believe in me

Breaking habits, happens faster
When you help me see through the disaster
Now it feels like crawling backwards is all that I can do

And every time I fall
Again and again and again
You'll see me through it all
We'll fight the good fight 'till the end

Blend me up
Shake me down onto the ground
I wanna fix this disconnection
Never let up, never get down on myself
I swear I'll rise above this contention

I won't get down on myself
Breaking habits, happens faster
When you help me see through the disaster
Now it feels like crawling backwards is all that I can do

And every time I fall
Again and again and again
You'll see me through it all
We'll fight the good fight 'till the end

Every time I fall
You'll see me through it all

Every time I fall
(Breaking habits, happens faster)
(When you help me see through the disaster)
You'll see me through it all
(Now it feels like crawling backwards is all that I can do)

And every time I fall
Again and again and again
You'll see me through it all
We'll fight the good fight 'till the end

And every time I fall (every time I fall)
You'll see me through it all (You'll see me through it all)


5. CHANGE

I let myself believe a lie that I was breathing
Now I can see I was just broken and defeated
Rise and collapse
Sink me into the deep end
Break all my ribs and remove all my pieces
I can't change you but maybe I can learn to let go

How could you say it so clearly
From under the blanket of silence
You're killing me so well

Bury me, bury me
Until you can't feel anything
Can't remember me
I spent my whole life waiting for you

Break all my ribs
Remove all my pieces
Come on kid, come on kid
They needed someone to blame in my absence
You play the hero card so well

Bury me, bury me
Until you can't feel anything
Can't remember me
I spent my whole life waiting for you
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
I still see you in my dreams
You're still a part of me
I won't spend another night waiting for you

I can't change you but maybe I can learn to let go
I can't change you but maybe I can learn to let go
Maybe I can learn to let go

Bury me, bury me
Until you can't feel anything
Can't remember me
I spent my whole life waiting for you
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
I still see you in my dreams
You're still a part of me
I won't spend another night waiting for you

Maybe I can learn to let go
Maybe I can learn to let go


6. MISTAKES

I'm floating downstream
Alone in my sleep
With my heart in my hands
And weights chained to my feet
I've sunk to the bottom
And now that I'm down here
It's not quite as bad as I've dreamed

If only I could be free from reality
If only I could be free

I'll throw away my mistakes with the past
I'm just as big as the shadow I cast

Forget about me
You swim underneath
Underneath a sea, a sea of faded dreams
I've sunk to the bottom
And now that I'm down here
It's not quite as bad as I'd dreamed

If only I could be free from reality
If only I could be free
It's getting harder to deal with the motions
It's getting harder to feel the emotion

I'll throw away my mistakes with the past
I'm just as big as the shadow I cast
I'll throw away my mistakes with the past
I'm just as big as the shadow I cast


7. CHAINSAW

I've got a chainsaw
You've got a habit
He's got a gun
You better run you silly rabbit
Tricks are for kids
But we're talking politics
They gave you first pick
But we conquered all of it
I don't know why I'm even talking
It's clear that you checked out an hour ago

Sit down, shut up
I'm calling your bluff
You're driving me crazy
News flash for you
Your payment is due
For speeding in the fast lane
This highway was not built for speed
But we can still go the distance
And break through the concrete

Break through the concrete

You'd be dead wrong
Bringing all your baggage
Home to me
Honestly
I'm still trying to figure out
How to get out of this house
I really wanna get this out
I really need you here right now
I'm sick of all your lies
Excuses and disguises

Sit down, shut up
I'm calling your bluff
You're driving me crazy
News flash for you
Your payment is due
For speeding in the fast lane
This highway was not built for speed
But we can still go the distance
And break through the concrete

Who will survive and what will be left of them
Run for your lives before you all end up dead
Who will survive and what will be left of them

We can still go the distance
And break through the concrete

Sit down, shut up
I'm calling your bluff
You're driving me crazy
News flash for you
Your payment is due
For speeding in the fast lane
This highway was not built for speed
But we can still go the distance
And break through the concrete


8. SILENCE

What has this world become
Silence has made us numb
We hate one another for reasons we can't explain
Lying to hide from you
The pain that haunts you too
Don't try to tell me this doesn't feel wrong

Ask me
When did I become so different
Tell me
What it is that keeps you the same
Show me
What you're hiding from
Let's hide together, ride together
'Cause nothing's worse than being alone

I won't give up on you
I won't give up on me
This won't be my defeat
I won't give up on me

I'll take you to a time
Another state of mind
Flashing my teeth to create the anxiety
Eyes of a man who does
Everything out of love
Will burn with desire escaping society

Just go away

I have to fight it
I know this isn't me
I have to fight it
And break the cycle

Ask me
When did I become so different
Tell me
What it is that keeps you the same
Show me
What you're hiding from
Let's hide together, ride together
'Cause nothing's worse than being alone

I won't give up on you
I won't give up on me
This won't be my defeat
I won't give up on me

I have to fight it
I know this isn't me
I have to fight it
And break the cycle

I have to fight it
I won't give up on me
I have to fight it
Just go away


9. ZOMBIE

You think you're smart
Change who you are just to fit in
You act like a snake
Hiding in the grass waiting for me

I'm so sick of this scene
You're nothing but a zombie to me
Feeding your apathy

So this means war
What is your cause
Why do you fight
You think you're in charge
Of what is wrong and what is right

I'm so sick of this scene
You're nothing but a zombie to me
Feeding your apathy

So this means war

So this means war
What is your cause
Why do you fight
For what you think is wrong and right

We're all so sick of this scene
You're nothing more than a zombie to me
Just feeding your apathy
I want you to know
You're just a zombie to me


10. CANCER

I can't sleep, it's like my minds on "E"
I'm doing everything I can to get this mesh out of me
I'm sick, I'm tired of the way this feels
How much longer am I gonna have to work this deal?
Trust me, trust me
You're the only one that I want to please
You're still everything that sets me free

If I die of cancer
If I die alone
If I knew the answer
To what I wanna know

If I go away
Will you be okay?
Will you stay with me
By my side?
Will you sing for me
And reach for the sky?

So I'm fighting for my life right now
It took a really long time for me to let this out
I know for a fact that's what you want me to do
Turn away from the world and look straight up to you

Trying, I'm trying
To see what you want me to see
Be everything you need me to be

If I live forever
If I make it home
Will I be remembered
By the marks left on the stone?

If I go away
Will you be okay?
Will you stay with me
By my side?
Will you sing for me
And reach for the sky?

Don't miss me
I'm not very far
I'll live forever in your heart
You'll find me when you look up at the stars
I'll live forever in your heart

If I go away
Will you be okay?
Will you stay with me
By my side?
Will you sing for me
And reach for the sky?


11. LIGHT

Come one, come all
This is a party song
So get loose, no excuses
Let's see you move
I don't care what you look like
It doesn't matter
You're a ghost to me

Set your mind free, feel your soul
Let emotion take control

I wish I could fly away
Break away from these empty days
If feels like nothing can phase me
But maybe I'm just crazy
If I could just find a way
To snap out of this empty daze
I won't stay, you can't make me
I'll go wherever life takes me

Get up, get up and let's go!

So roll out, roll up
And raise your glasses high
Get out, stay out
Until the morning light
We can never let up now
Not until we get this story out

Set your mind free, feel your soul
Let emotion take control

I wish I could fly away
Break away from these empty days
If feels like nothing can phase me
But maybe I'm just crazy
If I could just find a way
To snap out of this empty daze
I won't stay, you can't make me
I'll go wherever life takes me

'Cause we'll die trying to find the light in the darkness
This fortress will not fall
We won't grow tired
We'll fuel this fire with the shadows
The nightmares that we run from

On and on and on
On and on and on
I will fight every night for my burning light
For the rest of my life
Keep it shining bright


12. HOPE

I've been thinking of ways to get back to a plan
So I've been planning a lot
Anything to release what I'm keeping inside of my head
Some days I don't even wanna get out of bed
I'm so stuck in a rut full of muck
That I've hidden away from all of my friends
I wish I could find a clear view
Of what I'm really supposed to do
Ride on, ride on
It's worth taking a chance
Ride on, you'll see
All I wanna do is feel my worth
Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble
Ride on, ride on
Today
I've been sleeping a lot to escape from this scene
Any dream that I have when I sleep
Is enough to wake up what I hide underneath
Some days I become something you'll never see
I'll shut my phone off for days
To avoid any face that I know when I'm hiding from me
I wish I could find a clear view
Of what I'm really supposed to do
Ride on, ride on
It's worth taking a chance
Ride on, you'll see
All I wanna do is feel my worth
Yea I think I'm gonna take that gamble
Ride on, ride on
Today
I've been searching for hope
So I can stand on my own