1. Vivid

I look at you and see myself, just like a mirror you are there
to stare right back but there nothing left inside
And in your voice, saying nothing I can hear that something's gone
But I can't figure out what you would have to hide
There are things to do, there are dreams to have, there are rules to break,
and there are lies to tell
there is blood to taste, there is flesh to cut, there is pain to feel,
but all that's nothing new...

I've heard it all so many times before
so I just think I'll go again
Before I lock the door and throw away the key
Just to prove myself right once again
once and for all and I'll touch the flame
And then I'll turn away from everyone I see

Make me belive that I'm the one, just like a dream that I've never had
You tell me nothing that I havent heard before
And that you try to make me think that it could possibly be true
is not the type of joke that I could just ignore
There are things to do, there are dreams to have, there are rules to break,
and there are lies to tell
there is blood to taste, there is flesh to cut, there is pain to feel,
but all that's nothing new...

I've heard it all so many times before
so I just think I'll go again
Before I lock the door and throw away the key
Just to prove myself right once again
once and for all and I'll touch the flame
And then I'll turn away from everyone I see

2. Purge

I wanna kill you in your sleep
That's just how much you meen to me
I wanna take you far away
And never ever set you free

I wanna fuck you til you fade away
I want your last breath to say my name
I wanna to open your up your chest along with mine
I wanna cum inside you when our hearts collide

I need you now to be complete
To have and keep you as my own
I want to cut off all your smiles
To save the beauty I have known

I wanna fuck you til you fade away
I want your last breath to say my name
I wanna to open your up your chest along with mine
I wanna cum inside you when our hearts collide

I want you now once and for all
I wanna own you like a whore
I wanna touch your throbbing heart
I always end up wanting more

I wanna fuck you til you fade away
I want your last breath to say my name
I wanna to open your up your chest along with mine
I wanna cum inside you when our hearts collide

3. Whore

Splitting headache seventeen thousand a.m
newborn sunlight crawling through the crack of dawn
It's always me who ends up brushing off the pain
so pathetic eating cornflakes off the floor

And it's you I wanna see all the things you wanna be
all the lies that make me wonder why you're still a memory
now it's been a while for meand I doubt that you can see
that I'm not the one to hide and let you throw away your dreams
not for me

So we curl up in the sofa for while
listening to the boiling hell outside the door
And tomorrow we will still be sitting here
saying all the things already said before

And it's you I wanna see all the things you wanna be
all the lies that make me wonder why you're still a memory
now it's been a while for meand I doubt that you can see
that I'm not the one to hide and let you throw away your dreams
not for me

There was always some one else to save the day
someone I could trust to bring me back again
but eventually that someone walks away
and I'm left alone to clean the dried up stains

And it's you I wanna see all the things you wanna be
all the lies that make me wonder why you're still a memory
now it's been a while for meand I doubt that you can see
that I'm not the one to hide and let you throw away your dreams
not for me

4. Alone

Hello friend
Hello friend
All I want is just to see you again

It's been a while
A while since then
The day I saw a living angel descend

All I want is you to hold my hand
Stop the sand from running out again

Hello friend
Hello friend
All I want is just to see you again

Tell me now
Tell me when
When will you ever touch me again

All I want is you to hold my hand
Stop the sand from running out again

5. Trust

There is a difference, between the two
what I did, and what to do
I look at you, and you look back
I see your lips move, but ignore
the words of truth between the lies
and in your eyes a raging inner
war

There was a dream I wanna tell everything but I just don't
There's always something left to tell I wanna share it but I won't
Coz everything I say, will be used against me, and eventually we'll
fail apart again

I just want someone to hold on to
to break away from everything I do
to break me up, take me down
shield me from this burning wish inside

Inside the heart of everyone there is a secret bound so tight
That everything revolves around the secret being kept from light
And when the day to tell it comes around, you know you're going down
but going down aint all that bad if you go down in flames

I just want someone to hold on to
to break away from everything I do
to break me up, take me down
shield me from this burning wish inside

(Inside the heart of everyone there is a secret bound so tight
That everything revolves around the secret being kept from light
And when the day to tell it comes around, you know you're going down
but going down aint all that bad if you go down in flames)

You had a dream you wanna tell me about it but you don't
There's always something left to tell you wanna share it but you won't
Coz everything you say, will be used against you, but I know how you
feel this time

I just want someone to hold on to
to break away from everything I do
to break me up, take me down
shield me from this burning wish inside

6. Bound

So you touch the sky, in the end
rise to flight then ascend
hit a high note and then
fade and dry back up again
and there's been a lot of tears
and there's been a lot of sweat
and no matter what I do
I'm still cornered by regrets

It's the end of time, the end of night
the end of our last day
and yet still I hope your eyes so bright
will shine and lead the way

I'm the one to blame, apparantly
seems to be my destiny
trapped with you so desperately
I'm running from your memory
and there's been a lot of guilt
and there's been a lot shame
and I've seen you change your ways
and I am still the same

It's the end of time, the end of night
the end of our last day
and yet still I hope your eyes so bright
will shine and lead the way

It's the death of us I hope you see
I can't love you and you can't stand me
a futile thing it just can't be
a gushing wound no empathy
and there's been a lot of hope
and there's been a lot of lies
and you know we're falling through
right before your eyes

It's the end of time, the end of night
the end of our last day
and yet still I hope your eyes so bright
will shine and lead the way

7. Mistress

Push it back til you see
what is left of you and me
everything we wanna be
abomination

Someone else, someone new
never clear, never true
in the fall of misery
disintegration

And I taste once again
sweet remembrance of the pain
when I saw you walk away

with the morning you are gone
and to think youre the one
leaving me to drown alone
I wont decieve you
and I stand on the street
with the fresh taste of defeat
locked inside a heart of stone
I cant belive you

Just before the storm is gone youre swept away
another day you would have stayed
all it seems beyond decay just like me
just before the storm is gone youre swept away
another day I would have strayed
all it seems beyond decay just like me

Never more, its the truth
used to be me, now its you
and the memories fade away

Still the same rules as before
what I want is to endure
all the things that move me more
my delusion
competition, all a game
made for me, tastes of shame
makes me feel like a whore
in conclusion

Just before the storm is gone youre swept away
another day you would have stayed
all it seems beyond decay just like me
just before the storm is gone youre swept away
another day I would have strayed
all it seems beyond decay just like me

8. Carinou

I was made for almost anyone
but you you were made for me
I can't ask you to understand
you're where I wanna be

I never thought I'd see you
The way I see you now
I never thought I'd see you
The way I see you now

You're probably on your way
there's nothing I can say
to make you wanna stay
linger on with me

I never thought I'd see you
The way I see you now
I never thought I'd see you
The way I see you now

You think I see right through you
I wonder who sees right through who
There's nothing I can do
blindly in love with you

I never thought I'd see you
The way I see you now
I never thought I'd see you
The way I see you now
(ad nauseum)

9. Chris

You thought that everything I said was really worth beliving in
You thought that all I did was true
And still you nag about that I'm the only one decieving
Who told the lies? me or you?
So please recap it to yourself, coz I don't wanna hear it
The contemplating that you do...

You waste the time of everyone, just to bring everybody down
Why wont you tell me something new?
And if your life is such a bore why won't you fucking end it now
Coz I have better things to do.
So please recap it to yourself, nobody wants to listen
just be up front and we'll be through

If you wanna tell me anything you wanna do well its on sale
I'm on sale for you.
Its a buyers market baby, anything for you, and I'll make sure
You'll belive it too.

You leave a bitter aftertaste, another person gone to waste
And you just never really see.
You talk a lot and make plans for the future
But why do you have to tell me?
And now you've wasted yet another day on feeling sorry for
the person that you'll never be.

You push away from all the chances just because you're so afraid
of maybe someday being free.
And just by looking I can tell you just want to be someone else
I pray and hope that it's not me.
So please recap it to yourself, coz I don't wanna hear it.
I didnt ask for this you see.

If you wanna tell me anything you wanna do well its on sale
I'm on sale for you.
Its a buyers market baby, anything for you, and I'll make sure
You'll belive it too.

10. Dead

There is nothing I dont wish taht I had said
there was nothing to regret
there is nothing left that I would want to hear
in the words that I forget
and there is nothing more that tears can say,
that words wont come along and ruin anyway.
and there is nothing more that I can do,
somehow I always knew it wasnt me and you...

In my dreams I can bind them, leave them, find them
All the things that walked away with you...
And Im not looking for something, someone, nothing
Everything I need is what I do...

So heer I am, waiting for the life blood to return
waiting for a pulse, still undead
living like it never was is not what I intend
but the life we had was never really lead
my dreams I saved them for a rainy day,
but eventually the heavens opened anyway
and there is nothing more to leave to behind
and there is nothing more left here to find

In my dreams I can bind them, leave them, find them
All the things that walked away with you...
And Im not looking for something, someone, nothing
Everything I need is what I do...