1. DISEASE

I gave you all my dreams
With you beat all the fears
You were everything to me
But I've realized that you are a fuckin' disease

I know - you are a fuckin' disease


2. NIGHTMARE (FEAT. EARTHBOUND)

Darkness killing the light
Feel nothing only this emptiness inside

Why am I full of weakness
No one is next to me
Only those four walls

Sometimes it comes back
It will never go away

Still holding my hand
puts me to sleep every night, wake up every fuckin day

I don't want fall sleep
Don't have any fuckin dreams

Looking in your eyes it's killing the light


3. SIT AND WAIT

Days are still flocking
Everything is gone
Faith, honest, trust

Rotten feelings - do not want to let me go
I just wanna sit - just sit and wait

No more strength - leave me alone
I just wanna sit - sit and wait

So I'll sit and wait for the end


4. MIRROR

I raped my soul to see the differences between good and evil
I sowed bad seed, I know I did it wrong
This shit is getting out of the control

I hate myself when I look into the mirror - kill everything what was born inside


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6. PAST

I wish I could go back in time
Don't see scenes which I have seen
But some things they just have to be
Mistakes made me who I am today
And they've built my path to madness

Sometimes I want push you away from me but some things they just have to be


7. SICK

I want to see you hanged
I would like to tie the loop on the gallows

Blood, tears and how you begging me for life
I've got this shit before me eyes

This will come something says me that
I will save in your memoire
Your suffering give me happiness
Your pain gives me composure

I know I'm sick
I afraid of my thoughts I know I'm sick


8. BLACK AND WHITE

Black and white - sometimes there is no shade of gray
Love and hate - there is no difference it's still the same

So tell me what do you wanna to hear?
What the fuck do I have to say?
How do you want to trust me?
Even I can't trust myself.

Birth and death
Life is shit I just have to go through it

Why do I feel that I will stay alone?
So tell me why will I stay with this alone?


9. WORLD DEMISE (FEAT. PART OF THE BEGINNING)

I want to see how world is falling down
How mother loose one only child
Father dies on kid's eyes
None can protect himself

Stop calling me a freak
I just wanna see the sea of blood
let the world burn

Stop calling me a freak
Let the motherfucker burn
Stop calling me a freak
Please show me your fear

But I wanna be the last one
Last one who throws a bomb


10. COLD

You have never felt what is the real cold
None of purposes has the right to exist
I was suffocating with everyday

It's hard to understand when you wake up - everything and everyone is dead

I did everything
What I had to do
I wanna die in your arms


11. VOICES

Those demons are pushing me down,
Keep my head under the ice
They want to see how I will drown,
Closing my eyes I can't see the sun see

Saying they care but they want my failure
I saw too much shit to go the wrong way
But first I have to kill this voices inside of me


12. RAISING HANDS

Why am I always down?
Still crawling on the ground
I wish I had enough strength to look at the sky

Raising hands
Still begging for more
Raising hands
For any kind of help

I will be back for more
Still in this the same place
I'm sure I want more
But I never get any chance

I want to look at the sky
But I'm too scared cause it could fall down