1. PRETTY SUICIDE

My soul is leaving me
Fading into the ground
Nothing’s sacred inside of me
These emotions are left empty

Who am I anymore?
[I’m just a shallow waste of life]
Why do I even bother try?
[Never living up to expectations, we die]
These masks are breaking down
My disguise is quickly fading
I’m losing you, I’m killing me
In this endless undertaking

Afraid of what’s on the other side
Sheltered in disillusions, I hide
Still hating the outcome, I need to reset
Is this the best this will get?

Who am I anymore?
[I’m just a shallow waste of life]
Why do I even bother try?
[Never living up to expectations, we die]
These masks are breaking down
My disguise is quickly fading
I’m losing you, I’m killing me
In this endless undertaking

This is my note, signed your “Pretty Suicide”

So I brace to pull the trigger
[I’m ready]
I’m trembling, I’m begging
[Please don’t let it linger]
I can taste the cold of the metal
[Make it quick]
It’s the only way I know
[How to deal with it]

Does it matter anymore?
When my disguise is gone
I didn’t want to admit I was wrong
And now you’re gone…


2. MONSTER YOU CREATED

These rusted chain bonded by failure
Wrapped around the wrists of my life taker
But your torment is all in vain
I won't be the one to die in these restraints
The chains begin to break
The ground beneath you shakes
Opening up to reveal
All of your mistakes

Strike me again
Let me feel my flesh tear
Whip me again
Fuel the one you fear

We fall in slow motion
Entering this world of commotion
This is the life you hated
And I'm the monster you created
We’re always falling
We’re never stalling
So don't expect me there to help you
When you hit the bottom and need me to save you

You were never there for me
When I needed you the most
I always wanted you to hurt me
I’ve never felt so close

Strike me again
Let me feel my flesh tear
Whip me again
Fuel the one you fear

We fall in slow motion
Entering this world of commotion
This is the life you hated
And I'm the monster you created
We’re always falling
We’re never stalling
So don't expect me there to help you
When you hit the bottom and need me to save you

[I can’t take it anymore]

The moment you fall, you scream for help
Your terror fuels me, flaring the monster within
Hit the bottom, your angel appears to greet you
Then the chaos can begin

No longer will you control my actions
No longer will you have it your way
I don’t care about repercussions
Your hopes and dreams, faded to grey


3. PLAY (ONE MORE TIME)

The taste of your tongue
Lingers on my lips
The heat of your core
Warms my finger tips
Your skin, your scent
Saves me from hell
Let's play, just one more time
I'll never tell

Dig your talons deep into my soul
Ignite my fire, your touch takes control
Your experience is priceless
And yet with your touch, I’m sold into this bliss

You are my fire
You’re my desire
Your spirit takes me higher
So come on, let’s play
One more time show me the way
Sear your essence into my mind
[Memories burn ‘til the end of time]

Behind closed doors
Through lock and key
Pin me down, tie me up
Push me to ecstasy
You are my desire
Take your last breath as we expire
Our heads tilt back, we move higher
Fill you up with wildfire


4. HELLO FATHER

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5. BLACK WIDOW

I’m slowly going insane
I can feel you take over my brain
Like a torturous venom, you’re infecting
Just to burn and cause more pain
I see your dark intentions
I smell your disease
I’m left helpless, I can’t breathe
But yet I keep fighting blindly

Paralyzed, you leave me here to rot
Come on black widow, show me what you’ve got
Paralyzed, you leave me here to rot
Come on black widow, show me what the fuck you’ve got

I’m slowly going insane
I can feel you take over my brain
Your words are the web connected by your lies
Inching ever closer, I don’t think you realize
I won’t let you take me like this
I may be vulnerable to you now
But not for your fatal kiss
I’ve gotta get out of this mess
I won’t fall victim to your test
I’ll stand above the rest


6. VII (BETA MODE 2014)

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