1. STRONG ENOUGH

Something I ever felt,
Something I never said.
Hidden behind my scars,
Exploding within !

Together in an endless journey,
The only place I need to be.
I will get strong and will not flee.
In your arms I’ve gone so far…

I’m in life,
First in line.
Will I give up my dreams again ?
Never try ‘cause you’ll be ok.
Will you give up your dreams again ?

Can someone tell me how to love ?
Can someone tell me how to care ?
I get strong enough to know,
Strong enough to understand.

I’m in life,
First in line.
Will I give up my dreams again ?
Never try ‘cause you’ll be ok.
Will you give up your dreams again ?

Oh my dears,
Why do I have to keep it silent
When I just need to scream…

I’m in life,
First in line.
Will I give up my dreams again ?
Never try ‘cause you’ll be ok.
Will you give up your dreams again ?


2. A THOUSAND VOICES

Freak, Pain, Tears, Love, Beat, Life.
(I’m taking you down)
Howl, Cut, Fire, Watch, Feel, Bleed.
(The control is mine)
Fuel, Burn, Eyes, Blind, Hate, Fear.
(Listen to me)
Speak, Die, Hurt, Buy, March, Cry.
(A thousand voices in my head)

What’s on my mind a savage beast is growing inside.
(Inside I’m waiting and soon, I will rise)
Rising in me I’m asking, who are you ?
(You’re under control I tell you what you wanna hear)
Earring that voice consume me but I can’t stop that.
(That’s all you need, my violence will keep you awake)
Awaking my madness my mind will collapse in a void, with no sense !

Here comes the painful, feeling the same.
The voice in my head shine with madness.
My heart is bleeding as it was divided.
You’re going away, taking your part.
How can I live, with all these feelings ?
Hatred and Passion, couldn’t be the same.
Lost in my mind, I’m waiting the hour.
But watching the clock it remind me the past.

Freak, Pain, Tears, Love, Beat, Life.
(I’m taking you down)
Howl, Cut, Fire, Watch, Feel, Bleed.
(The control is mine)
Fuel, Burn, Eyes, Blind, Hate, Fear.
(Listen to me)
Speak, Die, Hurt, Buy, March, Cry.
(A thousand voices in my head)

What’s on my mind a savage beast is growing Inside.
(Inside I’m waiting and soon, I will rise)
Rising in me I’m asking, who are you ?
(You’re under control I tell you what you wanna hear)
Earring that voice consume me but I can’t stop that.
(That’s all you need, my violence will keep you awake)
Awaking my madness my mind will collapse in a void, with no sense !


3. PIG MARMELADE

Look in my eyes,
You can see the rage.
A feeling that you known but lost.
As so it goes, you kill or be killed.
You stand at the end and you win.
I don’t want to be a part of this mess.
Just go away with your shit.
Nothing to judge, nothing to condemn.
To speak in my friends back does not make me laugh !

When will come the time to say goodbye,
Ain’t got nothing to justify.
Tell me what kind of friend I am,
Do you like me or do I just serve your way to glorify ?
Sanctify ? Keep your questions and answer mine.
Can you believe in life, when it’s looks like a war !

Smells like war !
Follow ! Be quiet ! Sleep !
« Taught to be stupid »
Alls like a war !
All smell the war !
Well you can say that nothing’s possible,
Think what you want but,
Just gimme a break !

Is there always a reason to be loved ?
Who will truly help you when you fall ?
Your pain will make them laugh,
You dare and they’re not.
They just want a revenge.
Fearful hypocrites.

When will come the time to say goodbye,
Ain’t got nothing to justify.
Tell me what kind of friend I am,
Do you like me or do I just serve your way to glorify ?
Sanctify ? Keep your questions and answer mine.
Can you believe in life, when it’s looks like a war !

Smells like war !
Follow ! Be quiet ! Sleep !
Taught to be stupid
Alls like a war !
All smell the war !
Well you can say that nothing’s possible,
Think what you want but,
Just gimme a break !
Think what you want but
Just gimme a break

Can you believe in life,
When it’s looks like a war !
Smells like war !
Follow ! Be quiet ! Sleep !
« Taught to be stupid »
Alls like a war !
All smell the war !
Well you can say that nothing’s possible,
Think what you want but,
Just gimme a break !
Think what you want but
Just gimme a break


4. HEAVEN CAN WAIT

Damned for life,
Livin’ on the edge.
Waiting and fearing, and asking what’s next ?
We all wanna buy, our redemption.
But watching around you it’s clear,
We’re all lost !

Pray for you, pray for your soul !
Pray for me, pray for my soul !

You put your faith,
In a distant god,
And believe all evil must be destroyed.
Day by day,
You suffer the road.
Don’t you understand this plague
Was injected !

Pray for you, pray for your soul !
Pray for me, pray for my soul !

Trying to reach, a distant sky.
We devote ourselves to an utopia.
You fear a demon, that lives within.
Heaven collapse, hell is another poison in my veins.

Trying to reach, a distant sky.
We devote ourselves to an utopia.
You fear a demon, that lives within.
Heaven collapse, hell is another poison in my veins.


5. HOLDING THE TRIGGERS

I live your game.
Don’t be scared heel me more
Just one more foe.

My truth will be yours
Your destiny my next Madness
Liars !

Bullets, rebounds,
Screams and cries,
Are fading away.

The surfeit of mean games make me sick,
You say everything’s right.
But we know it’s wrong, oh yes it’s wrong.
Times are to wake-up !

It’s not hard to claim that you suffer.
Not hard to cry for dishonor.
Don’t be a puppet,
There’s nothing to hide ,don’t listen commands,
Walk or die !
For all hand which holding rifles,
For that blood running in their wallets.
They’re dealing lives to keep up their own ones.

Tell me what you see, it all seems bleak.
Proud of your dignity, I mean stupidity !

Cash as is own reason which the reason didn’t know.
Call this atrocity or do as you please,
Anyway the bomb will fall.

It’s not hard to claim that you suffer.
Not hard to cry for dishonor.
Don’t be a puppet,
There’s nothing to hide ,don’t listen commands,
Walk or die !
For all hand which holding rifles,
For that blood running in their wallets.
They’re dealing lives to keep up their own ones.

The world is burning by itself.
Consumed by the warfare business.
Open your eyes it’s not fake it’s the world we’re living’ now !
You feel cylinders on your head,
You here the sound of triggers.
Just one shot for your salvation.

Holding the triggers !


6. AQUARIUS

Roaming…
Alone...
To care for doesn't fit my soul !
Inside...
Driftin'...
Psycho's too deadly near !

You gotta stay clean they say,
You'll just have to shut up and deny !
(You've been told lie !lie !)
You don't have to be they say,
Like us you will shut up and just smile !
(You've been told lie !lie !)

It's always like they were two persons in me,
The sun and the moon.
The one's crying when the other laugh.
A theater in my brain.

I'm not what I used to be !
I've killed what you used to see !
Like an...
Aerial autocracy
And the rest belongs to me !
I don't care for wannabe
Fuck you all and your money !
Don't touch to me !
Don't touch the heart !
Block my head and leave all behind !
Don't touch me !
Don't fear me !
Or I'll be crushed by my claws !

I want to be a memory of nobody.
Sometimes my story's just too strange for me...

I'm not what I used to be !
I've killed what you used to see !
Like an...
Aerial autocracy
And the rest belongs to me !
I don't care for wannabe
Fuck you all and your money!
Don't touch to me !
Don't touch the heart !
Block my head and leave all behind !
Don't touch me !
Don't fear me !
Or I'll be crushed by my claws !

I am writing things with the impression,
That I just can't go deep in me and in things
Too much fog in my brain
Just when I thought I was getting stronger
I'm not afraid to look at you right in the eyeball, problems,
But where the fuck are you !
No that's not the good way
I'm taking all to myself
I wish I could go out of my body and see me from outside,
I think I would have a good laugh !
I can see clearly things for the others that I can't do for me...
I live for them but I can't bear that someone's live for me.
Is that pride ? Stupidity ?
Do I want to be seen as a rescuer ?
Sometimes the superhero falls...
I don't want people to understand or to agree,
But sometimes I feel so alone...
I suppose that's what makes you end,
Talking to yourself in a mental hospital.
I just ask...
Who are the crazies !

Roaming...
Alone...
Keepin' on losin' my soul...
Inside...
Driftin'...
Psycho's too deadly near !

I'm not what I used to be !
I've killed what you used to see !
Like an...
Aerial autocracy
And the rest belongs to me !
I don't care for wannabe
Fuck you all and your money !
Don't touch to me !
Don't touch the heart !
Block my head and leave all behind !
Don't touch me !
Don't fear me !
Or I'll be crushed by my claws !


7. ANTHROPOPHOBIA

I never know if it was,
Real or not.
I think it’s my dimension.
I know I have to fight or rest in peace
No I’m not yours,
You’re so wrong.

Is there a way to exist in,
Is there a way to be anything else than a name in…
Is there a way to miss in…
Is there a way to be bound to the heart of someone

She collapses into night
In her darkest hour
As everybody around are getting rid of her.
Lost in this tragedy, she stays on her own,
Dreaming of the day she will exist in,
The heart of someone.

Wake up, stand up,
You don’t have to live with this sadness.
Clamp your life to the world.
Forget your fears
If you jug your dreams, you’re nothing more
But flesh and bones any more
So fly out
So live now.
Until you die out.

Disorder : « the way she lives »
Out of breath : « she uses to be »
So proudless : « mind mutilated »
Emptiness
Damage done : « then grows up »
She gave up : « her grudge »
Forsaken : « so farewell »
She wanders

I never know if it was,
Real or not.
I think it’s my dimension.
I know I have to fight or rest in peace
No I’m not yours,
You’re so wrong.

Nauseating, a faithless way to be.
They’re frightening so strong.
I know I spill my sadness, just around me.
And gather unfairness.

Aggressive
Naked soul
Tortuous
Harsh with herself
Relent
Oblivious
Petrified
Out of breath
Pale and bleak
Horrid thought
Of the world
Befuddled
Ignored
Abused

Disorder : « the way she lives »
Out of breath : « she uses to be »
So proudless : « mind mutilated »
Emptiness
Damage done : « then grows up »
She gave up : « her grudge »
Forsaken : « so farewell »
She wanders.

She can only prepare, her last travel.
And forget all the shame, perhaps meet happiness.
She’s not a mistake of god, we will judge the culprit.
She dies out of the world, now she’s fine.


8. EROTIC THIRST

Love is just a shame, it throws you to the ground
Love is just a shame, it throws you to the ground
Love is just a shame, it throws you to the ground
Love is just a shame, it throws you to the ground
Love is just a shame, it throws you to the ground

Lick my snake skin,
Caress your lips,
You’re feeling it,
Deep inside.
Lust
All I deserve,
My slave, my puppy,
You know I want it,
A deep breath.

Lost in a world with sex as power
No one can please me I wish you will.
Passing the time, with sins in mind,
Your body’s too cold, you can’t please my soul.
Livin’ in hell, consumed by myself,
Save me, please save me, I’m dying in vain.
Every victim, just keep me so far,
I now understand, I can’t stand my thirst.

Cry…
Now you’re mine.
A fetish desire.
Dead inside.
Your screams are mine

Lost in a world with sex as power
No one can please me I wish you will.
Passing the time, with sins in mind,
Your body’s too cold, you can’t please my soul.
Livin’ in hell, consumed by myself,
Save me, please save me, I’m dying in vain.
Every victim, just keep me so far,
I now understand, I can’t stand my thirst.


9. OVER DRIVEN

When I see my time’s coming,
There’s nothing left Inside.
I deal my life on paradise,
A Lonely Synthetic Dream.

All the world, lightened for me.
Full colors, painted pain.
Crossing the path ‘till a dancing death,
While laughing at myself

Could it be real,
Or just a disease.
Can I go,
And let me flown ?
I never stop
Nothing to nip
Endless night, forgive me.

Entering my brain,
Crushing my head.
Standing here,
Through the glass.
As empty eyes,
Show me the way,
You’re gonna watch me die !

Mate my soul
Drive me here
Mate my heart
An eternal fight !

How could it be ?
End’s approaching.
Roaring in silence,
Over the fields.
Inside me the heartbeat,
Never gonna stop.
Eleven months to find my pride.

Entering my brain,
Crushing my head.
Standing here,
Through the glass.
As empty eyes,
Show me the way
You’re gonna watch me die !

Entering my brain,
Crushing my head.
Standing here,
Through the glass.
As empty eyes,
Show me the way
You’re gonna watch me die !


10. HEARTSICK

What happened today ?
Am I dreaming again ?
I feel strong as I could fight death.
Would somebody tell me why ?
I feel like enclosed in an empty shell.
Theall world as just,
Lost is way to be .

I'm the itsy bitsy one.
Who make you laugh till you were born.
I'm the weaver of your wants,
The gravedigger of damages done.
I will make you realize,
How you're nothing without me.
How you're not even tough,
Without me you're just an half soul !

Coward
Regret all things you missed
Please somebody tell me
Why doesn’t it afraid me ?
I need to feel alive .
Smash my heart to make it revive.
Why the rain
Doesn't fall for me today ?
I need to feel the pain.
Consume me once again !

Please somebody kill me
It doesn't afraid me
I have scorched my heart.
There's nothing to save inside.
It can ’t rain upon the world
Deserted by hate and love
I just need to feel the pain
Consume me once aigain!

Make me feel alive,
Make me cry.
Outloud!

You give me one more chance,
And once more i give up.
Heartsick.


11. NIGHTMARE IN MIND (PART 1:FALLING...)

Awaken or sleeping,
I don’t know what is real
Nothing to say
It remains the same,
I’m falling away !
A desperate soul,
In a deathly vortex,
Exploring the abyss
In a search of myself.
Living each day like if it was the last.
The answer is here,
The truth lies in me !

I built this sadness,
I built this madness,
And now I lose control !
How to get back ?
How to came back ?
Secret I can’t find.
Am I lying ?
Or am I dying ?
Mean I’m suffering.
A darkened sky, other my eyes.
I’m blinded by my thoughts.

Do you know where you are ?
Entering the nightmare.
No one can left this suicide,
You’re caged then you die !

Can’t stand this realm where all goes wrong.
Watching around me I see I’m alone.
No lights in the night no way to follow.
In silence I’m walking,
An so I go

Redemption here
For a stupid faith.
Can’t rise to forget.
In haze I ear,
Something confused,
Echoes of my mind.
No time to cry,
No time to hate,
The clock is running back.
For all these years
Where have I been ?
Escape my illusion.

It doesn’t matter,
True or not,
Can’t rise from this realm.
Whispered words,
Other my head,
Insane ! it’s insane !
Think I’m crazy,
Or think I’m lazy,
I see I’m going down.
Waiting the end,
No hope no glory,
The voice call me clear.

Do you know where you are ?
Entering the nightmare
No one can left this suicide
You’re caged then you die !

Can’t stand this realm where all goes wrong.
Watching around me I see I’m alone.
No lights in the night no way to follow.
In silence I’m walking,
An so I go


12. NIGHTMARE IN MIND (PART 2: A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM)

Take this kiss upon the brow !
And in parting from you now
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away.
In a night or in a day,
In a vision or none

Is it therefore the less gone ?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream,
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand,
Grains of the golden sand.

How few ! Yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep
While I weep - while I weep !
O God ! Can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp ?
O God ! Can I not save
One from the pitiless wave ?

Is it therefore the less gone ?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream,
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand,
Grains of the golden sand.

I see my life has flown away
Bring me my own decay.
And now through every smile,
I will be waiting a while,
Just something to share,
Just something to dare,
Showing that my veins,
Are not closed up in vain.

Is it therefore the less gone ?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream,
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand,
Grains of the golden sand.


13. INNER ENEMY

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