1. SAJIDAS' SONG

My virgin dreams are gone
I try to find someone
Who tells me
What's love
Why there is no wonderland
Why lovers try to pretend
To love you
Tell me what is love

What is love when love means crying
What is love when dreams are dying
What is love when lovers never say I love you

Your kisses taste so dead
Where are the dreams we had
Just silence
Between us
Helplessly i recognize
Love faded last night
Where has our love gone

What is love when love means crying
What is love when dreams are dying
What is love when lovers never say I love you
What is love? what is love? wear the necklace of a dove…


2. DAMAGED PROMISES

Cou and I
Fear the silence tonight
Can't stop the end
Violent silence
Silent violence

We're alone
Like weeping children
With no home
I lost your hand
But memories will stay
It won't fade away

Maybe love is the same as hate
Maybe pain gonna be our fate
I have to change my tears
(damaged promises)
For something to believe in

Love is a fight
Seems we're loosing it tonight
One touch
One kiss
This could be the last
It went away too fast

Maybe love is the same as hate
Maybe pain gonna be our fate
I have to change my tears
(damaged promises)
For something to believe in

Our difference dug the grave
To bury damaged promises
One day it was too late
You love to hate me and I love to hate you…


3. THE LAST DANCE

Once you sent me paper roses
They began to cry enquiring why
They had to hide
Why too young love had to die
Before we tried

I was afraid that the blade of a sharp tongue
Killed tender love, so the roses just bloomed in shade

Flowers need sun
Rescue undone
What I loved to save lies in a cold grave

Now it's too late to create resurrection
Words, never said, never heard, sound too absurd

It's too late to cry for lost love
She was too young
She died unsung
It's too late to cry for lost love
It's too late…

Please forgive my silent good-bye
I know it was wrong to be for so long still and silent
I regret we missed the chance
Give me one last dance…

Why did you let me break your heart into pieces
A splint of this pain sticks in my veins too

It's too late to cry for lost love
She was too young
She died unsung
It's too late to cry for lost love
It's too late…

Had to leave you, though I loved you
To love you was like taboo
I loved you


4. HEALING HEARTS

You wanna know why we had to separate
But how can I show I had lost my faith
On this way I cannot walk another day
So I turned away
I am not afraid

Deep wounds will heal now
Sorrow will fade away
Deep wounds will cure now
Healed hearts forgive the pain

Too many lies, too many dirty alibis
Today i never mind what's truth or disguise

I stopped a war that we had lost long before
We observed the sores hurting to the core

Love yourself and let me free…
The good lives on in memories...
Free yourself and you will see…
Hate is always misery…

Deep wounds will heal now
Sorrow will fade away
Deep wounds will cure now
Healed hearts forgive the pain
Healed hearts forgive now…


5. ILLUSIONARY FIELDS

Man thinks he is the crown of god's creation
He thinks he can control everything to please his soul

When we don't know real love
And find no answer above
We're alone, build an own shelter of fantasy

We found heaven, we found hell
In illusionary fields
When we need a little spell
We need illusionary fields

Sometimes beauty's a beast
And like a whore on duty she simulates
Paradise in a land of lies

Sometimes too blind to see
That love and lust don't agree
We adore this whore and turn to fantasy

We found heaven, we found hell
In illusionary fields
When we need a little spell
We need illusionary fields
We found heaven we found hell…


6. ANTHEM FOR A STRANGER

Before I met you every light was dark
That you never saw me still feels so hard

After I have seen you, prayers filled my eve
Nothing but my sorrow stays when all hope leaves

Calling, calling for you
I'm just a face in the crowd you will never see
Falling, falling in your
Glances of love but your love I will never be

Tried to be so beautiful
Tried to be so wonderful
Tried to speak to you but you could never hear me

Calling, calling for you
I'm just a face in the crowd you will never see
Falling, falling in your
Glances of love but your love I will never be

For you I'm noone, a lone tear in the rain
For your attention, I call in vain

Calling, calling for you...

You are too beautiful
And you are too wonderful…


7. VIOLENT VOICES

In dead dreams I saw your face
I am on the run, countless days

Eros versus thanatos
Every night I nail your heart to the cross

In strangers arms i searched for love
But everything I found was not enough
All was not enough, all is…

Not enough for my dying heart
Not enough when my battle starts again
Not enough when the voices call
Not enough ‘cause I yearn to fall again

I found hell before P die
Pleasure seems to be just a lie

Violent voices call my name
Every night they curl me to do the same

Not enough for my dying heart
Not enough when my battle starts again
Not enough when the voices call
Not enough ‘cause I yearn to fall again


8. THE FOOL AND THE KING

I touched your skin but not your heart…

I am the fool and you're my king
You wear the crown, I dance and sing
Amuse the beauty in your court

How can a fool become your precious queen
When words and kisses mean nothing
I touched your skin but not your heart

My love is one of hundred hungry pleas
You deal with her as if she's just disease
And offer me kindly just rotten piece
Lovers whine for signs on their knees

I touched your skin but not your heart…
Laughing till laughter sounds absurd
Till smiling starts to hurt

Under debris lies our past
Bury the memories, nothing lasts
Beside our names carved into stone

I was a fool conduced to your joy till
Your unrest found another thrill
I lost my dream, you lost your throne

Virtually the world is at your feet
Nothing can supply your sateless need
Noone may ever stir your dull heartstrings
I can hear the dirge they sing so cruel and endless

I touched your skin but not your heart…
Laughing till laughter sounds absurd
Till smiling starts to hurt


9. DARK ANGEL

You're all I wanted - all I love
You're my dark light
My angel - all I'm dreaming of
You're my delight
You are the half making me complete
You're all I need

I never thought this night will end
I thought my eyes try to pretend
Now I know secret dreams come true
I know it's true since I found you

You're all I wanted - all I love
You're my dark light
My angel - all i'm dreaming of
You're my delight
You are the half making me complete
You're all I need

you are desire I once cursed
The dream i yearned for with bad thirst
Before you came my heart was dead
I loved you long before I met you

You're all I wanted - all I love...

You're my dark light
You're all I need
You're my delight
You're all I need…


10. QUEEN OF THE FREAKSHOW

O sit alone in my room
Waiting for the demons to go
And I don't wanna know what I yet know…

I am the queen in this freakshow
When love's too low and pain's too high
The only answer is goodbye

My hope‘s just the dope to bear your last words
Now I see farewell's the key to love
Can't hold you back…

Successfully I killed reality
I'm too deaf to be hurt
By the void of your words
But I yet know…

I am the queen in this freakshow
You need to go, so I can't keep
Back the traveller on the leap

My hope‘s just the dope to bear your last words
Now I see farewell's the key to love
Can't hold you back…

I must confess - my loneliness gave me the time
I need to learn how to go, how to say goodbye

My hope‘s just the dope to bear your last words
Now I see farewell's the key to love
Can't hold you back…


11. CRUEL GAME (BONUS)

I see the gun in your hand
But still you pretend
To love me endlessly

Forgotten memories
Write tragedies
In the rainy wind

But you're so beautiful
Though you are so cruel
Let me be your fool

Please play this game
And go on pretending
Push your last nail into my wounded hands

There is no sense to explain
Why I bear the pain
I'm bound by unseen chains

I close my eyes to forget
That i regret
Love has gone so bad

Please play this game
And go on pretending
Push your last nail into my wounded hands

You killed my innocence tonight, oh you
You filled me with hope, oh don't go on
You killed my innocence tonight, go on
You thrilled every sense in me, you won
Take my heart and play this game again

Please play this game
And go on pretending
Push your last nail into my wounded hands


12. DEAD LOVE (A NECROLOGY)

I'm alone with me
And now I see
That darkness is all what you left in me
All just empty words
And the silence hurts
Seems that you don't know
What you've done to me

Dead is all the love we had
Dead are all the words I said
Dead is all the yearning in my head
Real dead love is all I see
Nothing left inside of me
Tell me why this had to end so cruel

It's a real sad love
With a bitter ending
A bitter ending
It's a real bad love
With a bitter ending

Nothing can live in dying worlds
A funeral song of the falling rain
Is the only memory of silent pain
Nothing can live in dying worlds…

It's a real sad love
With a bitter ending
A bitter ending
It's a real bad love
With a bitter ending