1. PAINTED LIFE

Painted Life not real reflections coarse and untrue lie Beneath veils of doubt forced to give birth scream
Now or forever hold your breath damned for dreams worth Dreaming unearthed a passion strong perhaps?
A dying breed on which they only feed carved alone Animated demands insane buried strength my blood runs
Dry to the touch my soul no longer to be sold no longer to be sold


2. THE IMAGE AND THE HELPLESS

Cold and indifferent a state of burnt offering above it All i lie condemned confused and isolated a thousand lost souls

Their only guidance no guidance no guidance at all force-fed the notion like an impure dream refined dissected rejected just a smile secure my innocence in pursuit of the ideal lie


3. ON FEAR AND PRAYER

Drawn again to the stagnant awe on fear and prayer this time reward?

Bound and gagged through paranoia's sickening routine on fear and prayer destitute (re-occurring)
Poisonous urge blind in safety raped of love bound and gagged through

Paranoia's sickening routine
Paranoia's sickening routine descend neglect self righteous need to swallow helpless to wallow in the stench.


4. GUINEA PIG

Tendons on a nerve edge spasms uncontrolled boiling trip The switch as my body writhes again a game with no end
The wound runs deeper sheltering screams on the inside life's disfunctioning hellhole to answer your plea
I flea a random remote of fear a random remote of fear just a guinea pig


5. NATURES HOLE

Endless my mind tries to take in what i think your giving back a faultless act bitter and twisted senseless deep

Down sadistically a willful toy is that your ploy a source that's mistrust mistrust painless your task at dissecting

The heart behind the cast deranged you mask natures hole


6. VASCULAR

A trail of ruin as if in vein lost in illness a nauseous intent to gain my morbid fear repulsive and threatening without warning addiction is beckoning hostile affliction garnish spectres move my brain effacing cordlike fibre summoned into existence enticing heads of divinities depraved of feeling shrill tones of vigour and courage counteract he tightening noose around a thornlike growth


7. TO SPITE

Gorged devoid all reasoning trapped against which i can fight devoured rational thinking deadline poisoning

Tempting dangerous thoughts belief in insane's force to be reckoned atoning second skin begins to open sores of remorse

To spite the gland that breeds forged a thickening welt of might that lights a weltering flesh fire her tone sickening and threatening

Releases a coldness in my bones to spite to spite


8. SUSPENSION OF MY DISBELIEF

Into or through throw of force
Secure indiscriminate slaughter senselessly fucked
Individual must i suffer or endure? Suffer or endure?

Guiltless aligned with hate inheritance we seek to cross as two to cut across

The self destructing axis of shame (to) suffer or endure


9. YES TO BE SAVOURED

Belief is strength no longer revenge to take

What's yours to take

What's yours a need to hurt

What's yours is mine a useless pride but its

All you have

All you have

And for that beat dead meat yet to be savoured to self indulge to excel my hate
I'll dwell upon what your thinking of unexpecting your life drifts by unsuspecting

What i'm dreaming of day by day i'll dwell upon the need to hurt to take
What's yours yet to be savoured yet to be savoured


10. BLOOD FROM THE SOUL

My world an honourable victim for the self suffering its like squeezing blood from the soul