1. WISHFUL SINKING

You were the flame, but your burned out easily
You see the light through the dark
But you can't quite see through me
And every word that you waste, every breath that you faked
Hope they're keeping you up at night
And I'm dying to let you go
Let you go

You're the shore, I'm the tidal wave
I'm the reason you're coming up for air
Holding on to a memory
You can blame it on wishful sinking
You can blame it on wishful sinking
I'd try to save you
But what were you thinking?

So just breathe slow, caught in the undertow
And I'm fighting the current
Holding my ground if you can't let go
The pressure will hold you down
Remember when you said until the end
I swear I'll never feel the same again

You're the shore, I'm the tidal wave
I'm the reason you're coming up for air
Holding on to a memory
You can blame it on wishful sinking
You can blame it on wishful sinking
I'd try to save you
But what were you thinking?

I'd try to save you
But what were you thinking?
Every word that you waste
Every breath that you faked
Hope they're keeping you up at night
And I'm dying to let you know
Dying to let you know
They're coming for you
Let you know

You're the shore, I'm the tidal wave
I'm the reason you're coming up for air
Holding on to a memory
You can blame it on wishful sinking
You can blame it on wishful sinking
I'd try to save you
(I'd try to save you)
I'd try to save you
But what were you thinking?


2. FIND YOURSELF

Too bad for you
I'm a walking open wound
Too close too soon
Another sad excuse

Go on and take my mind
No matter what you find
I'll keep you under my skin
I'll never let this go
Before I lose it all
Tell me now could you

Could you love what tries to kill you?
Will you trust what isn't true?
Can I find my own forgiveness?
Can I get to you?
So find yourself
After today will be all you remember
Before anyone else
Take all their words and rewrite them your own way

That's it for me
My last apology
I held us like glass
That broke inside my hands

We walk a fragile line
No matter what you find
Just keep me under your skin
And what I need to know
Before you let me go
Tell me how could you

Could you love what tries to kill you?
Will you trust what isn't true?
Can I find my own forgiveness?
Can I get to you?
So find yourself
After today will be all you remember
Before anyone else
Take all their words and rewrite them your own way

I know you'll never understand
That all my scars and stories are who I am
Tell me does it feel like home
Hanging at the end of your rope
You can tear it down or go your own way

How could you love what tries to kill you?
How could you love what tries...

Could you love what tries to kill you?
Will you trust what isn't true?
Can I find my own forgiveness?
Can I get to you?
So find yourself
After today will be all you remember
Before anyone else
Take all their words and rewrite them your own way
Take all their words and rewrite them your own way


3. MELODRAMATIC

Where'd you go
Forgive me for asking
No one knows
So tell me where you've been
Well I'm sorry for thinking
This isn't the end
I'm just keeping my fingers crossed
Swallow the words on the tip of your tongue
Cause we don't need them
You think you'll get the best of me
We'll see

I need the anger, I need the rage
I need the worst things you can say
If you wanted a war I guess you got what you came for
Give me an answer, another way
I can bend and never break
If I wanted your help I'd tell you to bite your tongue
But it's too late

I'm betting your next decision
Could be your biggest mistake
I guess you get what you pay for
I bet it's not what you think
So here we go
Another perfect disaster
Write this down
Another line in a song
I hope for your sake
You can hear me
Cause we both need this

I need the anger, I need the rage
I need the worst things you can say
If you wanted a war I guess you got what you came for
Give me an answer, another way
I can bend and never break
If I wanted your help I'd tell you to bite your tongue
But it's too late

You'll try and you'll fail
I'll be the one that prevails
You'll try and you'll fail
I'll be the one that prevails

I need the anger, I need the rage
I need the worst things you can say
If you wanted a war I guess you got what you came for
I need the anger, I need the rage
I need the worst things you can say
If you wanted a war I guess you got what you came for
Give me an answer, another way
I can bend and never break
If I wanted your help I'd tell you to bite your tongue
But it's too late

Where'd you go?


4. FEELING LOW

Keeps me feeling low
Keeps me feeling low

Here's a shot in the dark
A chance I shouldn't take
If I dive in again don't let me sink
You could be the remedy
Only one dose and I'm out of sight
I could be the drug trapped in your mind

Trapped in your mind

Before you go (before you go)
Tell me I'm worth dying for
All the things you were promising
Give it up, put it all on me
Lose your grip and now it's out of reach
Don't believe in what you cannot see
All the things you will never know
It keeps me, keeps me feeling low

Is this all that we are
A stitch that pulled apart
You told me I was your best mistake
That you were taking to the grave
And I don't know where to start
So tell me
Are we taking this way too far?
Please tell me
I'm not a shot in the dark

Before you go (before you go)
Tell me I'm worth dying for
All the things you were promising
Give it up, put it all on me
Lose your grip and now it's out of reach
Don't believe in what you cannot see
All the things you will never know
It keeps me, keeps me feeling low

Is there something you want?
Is there something you need from me?

So go
And tell me I'm worth dying for
All the things you were promising
Give it up, put it all on me
Lose your grip and now it's out of reach
Don't believe in what you cannot see
It keeps me, keeps me feeling low

It keeps me low


5. CUTTHROAT

"You can't say shit ___. Fuck all y'all suck my dick"

I was woken from silence
Torn from my dreams
A life less than perfect
More rips at the seams
You can't sew me together
To fix what's been done
I've felt it all but I can't feel numb

Stay away
We've been down this road before
Been barely holding on
For so long

So keep spitting me out
A bad taste in your mouth
You always say to yourself
That you'll change

Stay away
We've been down this road before
Been barely holding on
For so long
It's safe to say
I can't do this anymore
I'm not the only one
It's so wrong

Take this for what it's worth
You should know
This is cutthroat

Stay away
We've been down this road before
Been barely holding on
For so long
It's safe to say
I can't do this anymore
I'm not the only one
It's so wrong


6. I'M OVER BEING UNDER(RATED)

Please tell me somebody's up there
And why I'm even singing at all
A crowded room that no one's in
Stealing all my oxygen
Holding on just to let it go

Every minute is a memory that
Your silence can be deafening
With every bond you break
You break me down

So carve my name out
Look what it's like to fall apart
So far away now
Already ruined from the start
And you're not forgiven
And I'm not for giving up

Please tell me somebody's out there
Yeah I already know what you'll say
That you're overrated, burned out and faded
No one can save me now

You hold me up just to bring me down
Where no one can hear me screaming
You hold me up just to bring me down
So why can't you hear me
I'm right where you left me

So carve my name out
Look what it's like to fall apart
So far away now
Already ruined from the start
And you're not forgiven
And I'm not for giving up

Are we ashes in the fire
Will we rise above the flames?

So carve my name out
Look what it's like to fall apart
So far away now
Already ruined from the start

So carve my name out
Look what it's like to fall apart
So far away now
Already ruined from the start
And you're not forgiven
And I'm not forgetting
That you're not the reason
And I'm not for giving up


7. SLEEPLESS IN PHOENIX

Just remember, to forget me
I hate this honestly
Please take this the wrong way
Don't need you to need me
I need you to disappear

'Cause I carry ghosts of the things you've said
But you won't come home even if you're dead

Night after night, sleepless in Phoenix
Tell me a lie, make me believe it
You got me right where you haunt me
You got me right where you haunt me

Your pieces are right here
But nothing really fits
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
Then watch me disappear

'Cause I carry ghosts of the things you've said
I lay my bones to rest

Night after night, sleepless in Phoenix
Tell me a lie, make me believe it
You got me right where you haunt me
You got me right where you haunt me
Night after night, need you to know this
Tears me apart, I hope that you're hopeless too

And I know we can kiss the past goodbye
And I know we can kiss the past goodbye
And I know we can kiss the past goodbye
Kiss the past goodbye

Night after night, sleepless in Phoenix
Tell me a lie, make me believe it
You got me right where you haunt me
You got me right where you haunt me
Night after night, need you to know this
Tears me apart, I hope that you're hopeless too
You got me right where you haunt me
You got me right where you haunt me

And I know we can kiss the past goodbye
And I know we can kiss the past goodbye
And I know we can kiss the past goodbye


8. KEEP ME CLOSE

Remember me
She whispered heaven's so far out of reach
And keep me close
Like a moment you're afraid to leave

So now this is how it feels when you're all alone
This is how it feels when your heart starts racing
You can ask but you'll never know
The way it feels, the way it feels

Lost and terrible
Hollow in ways you'll never know
If it's all in my head, all in my head
It's heavier now than it's ever been
So fake a memory
Keeping me quiet underneath
And if this is the end, if this is the end
Destroy everything and make it new again

You're letting your fears stand in your way
The hardest of demons that you'll ever face

How does it feel when you're all alone?
How does it feel when your heart starts racing?
You're out of time, you're out of faith
The hardest of demons that you'll ever face

Lost and terrible
Hollow in ways you'll never know
If it's all in my head, all in my head
It's heavier now than it's ever been
So fake a memory
Keeping me quiet underneath
And if this is the end, if this is the end
Destroy everything and make it new again

Pull out my eyes, show me my flaws
So I can see what I've become
Can we pretend I'm in a dream?
Can't take apart what's incomplete
So pull out my eyes, show me my flaws
So I can see what I've become
Can we pretend I'm in a dream?
Can't take apart what's incomplete
I'm underneath

I'm underneath

So remember me
Heaven's so far out of reach
And keep me close
Like a moment you're afraid to leave


9. SAKURA BLUES

It starts inside my head
Let it course into my bones
I breathe recycled air
Just to feel like I'm not alone
So does it kill you now?
Call it insincere
You took the worst way out
And I'm still here

It's too late, it's too late
The ground's breaking under me
I can't breathe, I'm underneath
So go ahead and wish me hell
Cause you're the one who dragged me there, yeah
It's too late to save today

I took the right one at the wrong time
It's like a dry scrape that you know can never heal
So give me something I can feel

So let it kill me now
I took the worst way out
And I'm still here

It's too late, it's too late
The ground's breaking under me
I can't breathe, I'm underneath
So go ahead and wish me hell
Cause you're the one who dragged me there, yeah
It's too late to save today

And I still feel her in my bones
Feel her in my bones
I'm not alone

It's too late, it's too late
The ground's breaking under me
I can't breathe, I'm underneath
So go ahead and wish me hell
Cause you're the one who dragged me there, yeah
It's too late to save today


10. WELCOME HOME

I'm out the door, I left a note
With all the words that made me choke
It says I know you feel alone
You're scared to death of letting go
Sometimes you have to lose it all
To find yourself. I'd cross the world
For no one else. Save for you
But one more word before I go
I'm scared to death
You're scared you'll die alone

I'm out the door to chase
What I've been searching for, the spaces
In between us grow, you'll never know
I'm scared to death of letting go
So take me out of the dark
Are we seconds apart
My heart needs a break
It's an honest mistake
Until I find my way back
Help me find my way back

And bring me home
I'm not ready to believe
That we were made for this collision
And it's just not what I need
So bring me home, if I make it back
Home, if I make it back
Maybe you can be the reason
And fix this part of me
Cause it's just not what I need

(Can you fix this part of me?)

It's not living if I'm not living with you
It's not living if I'm not living with you
It's not living if I'm not living with you
It's not living if I'm not living with you

And bring me home
I'm not ready to believe
That we were made for this collision
And it's just not what I need
So bring me home, if I make it back
Home, if I make it back
Maybe you can be the reason
And fix this part of me
Cause it's just not what I need
So bring me home