1. ONCE

(Instrumental)


2. DEFACED REALITY

Memories are chasing me and I'm trapped
In my own mind, in my thoughts
The melodies I once knew taste like imprisonment
A knife stuck on my chest

I'm trying to cover my past in dust
I'm going insane

The sky is silently screaming, clouds are crying black tears
I fell in an unknown path
The fear of living in a faceless world

Like a breeze in the sea you wake my senses
Like a thunder you break my misery
Nothing counts anymore

I want to rely on you
Make me feel the warmth of your arms, (of your eyes)
You look me through and revive my soul
But you just disappear

You're calling me in the deepest night
What's your identity?
I fall in a cruel illusion

I open my eyes and see thousand of pieces of me
I live in a defaced reality

How could I ever forget?
How could I ever find you
If I can even find myself?

I want to rely on you
Make me feel the warmth of your arms, (of your eyes)
You look me through and revive my soul
But you just disappear

I want to rely on you
Make me feel the warmth
You look me through and revive my soul
You just...
You disappear!


3. FAKE ELATION

If I look back in time, freezed and paralyzed
I was idolized, moments, in my mind, crystallized
Now, colors faded, golden ages
Past awakened, everything changed, I'm forsaken

You're here again

I fed you with my dust, you took it all at once
All efforts let to naught, fame is left to rot
Fake elation, stealth obsession, fucked up questions and unseen repression

You're here again

You gave me and took everything I had
Everything and everyone
You walked away
You promised to be bright then shot me in the eyes and I plead with tears on my knees

You're here again


4. SELFISH FRIEND

The bruises I have are part of me
Scars, that won't ever go away
I ramble around looking for the answers but all I have is...
An empty living room, a pointless routine, an infinite isolation between...
Walls, that are so cold

I used to see hope and bright colors
Now I see the city's sadness and people's darkness
Love is a great useless concept
It's supposed to save, it just grew my desolation, my desperation

What have I become? A spirit with no destination? Everything turned in regrets?
I'm living at bottom of the universe, I'm living at the bottom of hell

Life is such a selfish friend
It gives you air to breath, but then it just gives you reasons to hate it, and to hate yourself
To remind you all the failures, all the mistakes, all the pain, the sorrow, and all the struggles to survive

What have I become? A spirit with no destination? Everything turned in regrets?
I'm living at bottom of the universe, I'm living at the bottom of hell

What have I become? A spirit with no destination? Everything turned in regrets?
I'm living at bottom of the universe, I'm living at the bottom of hell


5. DROWN INTO YOU

Day and night, the same
Life and death, in love
Shoot me through the mind
Sell me your soul

Small black holes
In my head
Filling up this mess, I see storms

Wake me up this reality is taking over me

Drown into you and I'm breathless
You're the peace in me stop this war n' come
Close to me, hold me
Whispering your name to the wind and earth will I ever get to forget?
I'm hopeless, down into your sea

I'm sorry I...
I don't why
It makes me blind, fire is burning

Wake me up, this reality is taking over me

Drown into you and I'm breathless
You're the peace in me stop this war n' come
Close to me, hold me

Holding my hand, I was holding yours
I've always known who you are
You're the window of the truth and my eyes
Broken notes, broken tears
Day and night
Life and death


6. SHELL OF LIES

I am alive but why everything is so cold
You, you burned all the pages, the shadows and my heart
You forced me into the end
And I'm falling apart
Full glass, empty glass and again I'm down

I am lost
Find me, find me
I am lost
Falling, it's your fault

You gave me gold and diamonds, the perfect shell of lies
You gave me dust and ashes, a pain you can't deny
You killed me inside

You murdered the hope you built
The blood is still on the floor
A dreadful crime you buried with indifference
The hiss of this wound is weeping hard at night
Full glass, empty glass and again I'm down

I am lost
Find me, find me
I am lost
Falling, it's your fault

You gave me gold and diamonds, the perfect shell of lies
You gave me dust and ashes, a pain you can't deny
You killed me inside


7. RESURFACE

Run and hide you may try
Under the moon she starts to cry
Wailing in my veins

The reaper's gracious and frail
Her tears are pouring like rain
She screams and screams

No sounds escape me, the voice in my head is so loud
The forest is calling my name
Floating with leaves

I can hear your chant, I hear you, I sense you
I will sing it too, I die now, I live now

I'm the wood, I'm the sky
I'm the ground, I'm the sea
I am every belief

I'm a hunter
I enshrined all my sins for the light
I am fearless and free
Floating with leaves

I can hear your chant, I hear you, I sense you
I will sing it too, I die now, I live now


8. M.P.D.

Can't you hear me?
Can't you hear me calling you?
Another day
Another rain behind these walls
Looking for you, looking for the other me
Remembering all
The dreams in which I saw you

A mother's crying for her lost child

Bind on a bed a white dressed man
Gazing at my naked face
Finding out who's the mad
I found out who I am

Where am i now? What is this place?
What is my name? What is this nightmare?

A mother's crying for her lost child
Have you seen it before you were gone?

Open your eyes you're safe at home like that night long time ago
Can't you remember the fire, the snow
Too young, too weak
Then the unknown one born from you
He's risen and you're drowning down
You are lost in the cold
In the shadow

When feels embrace your soul
I'm the light that warms and guides you
Look in the mirror, what do you see?
I'm you, he's us and you are me
I open my eyes and see nothing
Wake me up from this insanity
I'll get my life back, break the chains, set me free

Now I see the only solution
Now I feel cold on my temple
Now I fight, now I rise now I see you disappear
Finally I'll breath again, I've killed my demons inside
Now I fight, now I rise, now you die
I'm free

Leave alone the mad man
Leave me in my world of memories
Leave in this world of joy
Leave me staring at the mirror
Finally I won't here, but in me i find you, in you I find you my way out