1. REVEAL

What is delight ? Dreams you hold tight
Making their way outside.
Why do you still continue to fight,
Knowing everything is set and predefined ?

What if I am wrong ?

Blasphemy's staying intact,
Sonorous voice is dumb.
We are food for the creepers –
A scourge for all that we have done !

Every day you break away from the lies
Wasting effort all in vain,
Cross the hate, the pain you can't eradicate
Will suffocate you till the end.

Revelation reasoning us to come by
Desperation worth more than value of life.

Ought to be right, brawl yourself out,
Share the knowledge that solely exists in your mind.
Brave to comply, but too faint to rely
On mirage you'll neither accept nor deny !

Will you ever grow strong ?

Blasphemy's staying intact,
Sonorous voice is dumb.
We are food for the creepers –
A scourge for all that we have done !


2. DREARY CONVOLUTION

Simulating life – spellbinding stage,
Virgin naked lies – they never age,
Prominent unlikeness – an eyesore,
'Till the end never learned that lesson.

A biotic slave demanding wisdom
In psychopathic rave, with paranoia imprisoned,
When a thought is born, it makes him afflicted.
Seeking nothing more – he's just another victim.

Burden of mind was just left behind,
Honest, upright, but there is no light.
Everything already tried, promises complied
Out of own sight, still, there is no light.

Indoctrinated petty soul
Drugged to state of disintegrating atom.
Bitter taste of newborn flesh is sole
Purpose, 'cause everything else is phantom !

Trying to hide
Nature of disguise, truth unseparated from the lies,
Form without content made without asking for consent.

Oh, I've awakened from
The dream that has disintegrated my heart, emptied my soul.
Somebody tell me that I'm wrong !
You've learned the nature of the things
Possessing mindless human beings,
Too tired to object, too tired to reject all this.

Just accept this defeat,
You are bounded to deplete.
Going off – nothing to say.

Simulating life – spellbinding stage,
Virgin naked lies – they never age,
Prominent unlikeness – an eyesore.
'Till the end never learned that lesson.

Left behind own
Burdened mind ! No !

An abandoned petty soul
Poisoning everyone with it's venom,
Phantom taste of revenge took it's toll -
Empty flesh finally found a home.
Consolation hides in the void
You will never avoid !


3. VEGETATIVE DYSTONIA

Tell me, what have I done to feel this misery ?
I want to scream and run, but it won't go away
Not sad, not happy, don't feel joy and don't feel pain,
Am I sane ?

Irritated, hypo-manic, slowly waiting for own time,
But when I'm attacked with panic, understand these thoughts were dime.

Endless search for strength to confront retention
Is only leading to intolerable tension.

Lost in new dimension, was it really there ?
Valueless invention – nobody will care !
Self-induced dementia, storm I can't withstand
Takes the only fraction – last resort to understand.

I ignite my fusel vessels,
Between the time, and ephemeral essence,
Before I die I saved the game,
Load and play a gain.

Tell me, where I've been gone, when I refused to tell
What am I doing now imprisoned in this hell ?
May be I'm judged for everything that I can't stand,
I don't understand.

Schizoid manic chased by spirits whispering that I should try
Giving myself up to wind, regain the ease and stop the time.

Endless search for strength to confront retention
Is only leading to intolerable tension.


4. CRASH

Excessive felicity fills all empty space,
Disrupting the consciousness for the price of test.
Distorted comedown comprehension
Sentiocentric mind sensed
Acute shortage of attention
Aroused burning hate to rest.

Hear the name that I'm calling,
One to blame's one who's running.

Dream awake with myolisis at stake.

No confide, heresy spilled over.
Oath sworn but it slipped my mind.
Fantasy suffering time standing still,
Histrionically dramatic.

Rain is slowly dripping over me,
Lost in the haze in the middle of nowhere.

And this is the last chance to amend.
Stay away from me.

Eradicate the case – insincere embrace.
Cut in half releasing space, don't forget, try to erase.

Clatter, pour your soul out.
Matter – feigned, transient.

Excessive felicity fills all empty space,
Disrupting the consciousness for the price of test.
Distorted comedown comprehension
Sentiocentric mind sensed,
Acute shortage of attention
Aroused burning hate to rest.


5. LUNACY

Contrasting colors,
Glaring through sour
Waves trying to conceal
Blaze filled with sorrow,
Absent tomorrow,
Hollowness we won't feel.

Hunting scarecrow to disembowel,
Sadistic tendency enrolled.
Aqueous humour
Feeding malignant tumor,
Pericardium torn.

Major fracture, unadapted shall be gone,
Venture your fortune on crippled outcome.

Contrasting colors,
Glaring through sour
Waves trying to conceal
Blaze filled with sorrow,
Absent tomorrow,
Hollowness we won't feel.

Tidal wave flowing out, numbing feeling in limbs
Fight, refrain the asylum cutting wings

Reduced to ashes...
Pain meant to decipher enigma of life
Pierces through the warm and soft skin like the bluntest knife.

Prophet made a promise,
Profit – only motive,
Bliss is spread of time ahead,
Roundabout – a path of disrespect.

Pounding heart will never strike again,
As conservative man falls into pits of own plans
Broken ribs will not disturb your sleep,
Hamper wakening at most.


6. MYOGENIC FICTION

Nothing, Nowhere, over and over again,
Walking same path, someone told me I'm insane.
Fearful, Soothing, I don't even care.
Shaking, loosing what I have and never had.

Anaesthetic. Estranged,
Connections rearranged,
Motions setting off without no thought.
The reflection and percept
I am unable to accept
Driving out what's left of me.

Alternate the flow, forming bond with notion.
Shadow tossed control in the depth of ocean.
Stranger facing contradiction,
Sensory destroyed myogenic fiction.

Craves – the only thing left,
Foundation of depraved,
Changed what you once were in what you are.
Does it really matter ?
The stasis is engraved
In the heart that is enslaved.

Alternate the flow, forming bond with notion.
Shadow tossed control in the depth of ocean.
Stranger facing contradiction,
Sensory destroyed myogenic fiction.


7. PERSUASION

Faith propelling the urgency,
Profound in oblivion,
The legacy lost within.
Bring the silence to where we live,
We have found salvation
From the misery.

We have found salvation from the misery.

Amuse your pry till you find out it's a lie,
Wake up and walk away, wake up and lose the pain.
Through days and nights breeding strains to sacrifice
Whisper of hopefulness – blisters of burning past.

Faithfully delightful conscious totally engaged,
Hypocrite disciples stumbling across own rage.

Kill and buy absolution to refine
Bloodshed and death, madness that was not repressed.
Lent abode, sacrificial convention,
Convincing delirium.

There's deceptive prosperity,
Substantial insanity
The legacy lost forever.
Those able to fulfill the prophecy
Where slaughtered without the
Hesitation.


8. KHERT NETER

On the night of Remembrance
Wherein the years are counted up
And the number of the months is told
Let my name be given to me !
On the night of Remembrance
Let my name be given to me !

A coming forth by day...

In the House of Per Neser
And in the House of Per-Ur
Let me, oh, remember my name
Let my name be given to me !
In the House of Per Neser
Let me, oh, remember my name !

And in the house of Per-Ur
Reu nu pert em hru

Homage to Thee !
The mighty one in Sekhem
Lord of Eternity
Name of Thee is established in the mouths of men

On the night of Remembrance
I am dwelling with the Divine One
Take my sit on the eastern side
If any God cometh after me
I declare his name forthwith
I declare his name forthwith !

Reu nu pert em hru !