Beyond The Structure : Nauseating Truth

Death Metal / Estonia
(2014 - Self-Released)
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Lyrics


1. Beyond the Structure




There‘s no turning back
Spirits flying high
You have crossed the border

Past life left behind
There’s no need for you to fear
They will never notice THAT YOU ARE

Still somewhere close
Unbeknown to them
Quietly observing

Senseless affairs
Of the place that you once loved
As your home are BOTHERING NO MORE


Once you felt protected by rules set by those in power
Hoping that the future was bright, filled with sense of purpose NO MORE

Designated place for each man fixed inside the structure
Perfectly arranged to perform as an accessory NO MORE

Programmed for life
Eat shit buy die
Programmed for life
A perfect sight

Nameless
Codeless
Out of reach of the
Structure
Disappear


Now take your time
Hatred is the key
Knowledge is your power

Identify
Weaknesses you can exploit
To destroy the structure FROM WITHIN

Then penetrate
Like a cancer cell
You’ll corrupt its body

Watch it collapse
As the chains the held so firm
Start to tremble AS IT FALLS APART




2. Resent Your Pain




It drills your flesh from inside
No place to run or to hide
Future perspectives denied

Recalling in drunken trance
When there still was a chance
To heal a few of your scars

You needed time to discover the strength within
To measure depth of the hole that you were rotting in
You looked through everyone waiting for advice
It never came and you were left to suffer and fanaticise

Of things you should have foreseen

Of ways that you’d never seen

Tomorrow changes nothing you have overlooked another day
Once again defeated, everything will stay the same
Your illusions will recede, time to embrace reality
All you were.. all you had…you’re left with empty hands

Now you need some time to rediscover hidden strength within
Just to neglect the depth of the hole you’re rotting in
Stop looking through everyone expecting some advice
It will not come, you’re on your own no time to fanaticise

Of things you should have foreseen
Of ways that you’d never seen
Of things you should have foreseen
Of ways that you’d never seen

EAT! SHIT! BUY! DIE

Now you need some time to rediscover hidden strength within
Just to neglect the depth of the hole you’re rotting in
Stop looking through everyone expecting some advice
It will not come, you’re on your own no time to fanaticise

It drills your flesh from inside
No place to run or to hide
Future perspectives denied

Recalling in drunken trance
When there still was a chance
To heal a few of your scars

You needed time to discover the strength within
To measure depth of the hole you were rotting in
You looked through everyone waiting for advice
It never came, while you were left to suffer and fanaticise

Of things you should have foreseen

Of ways that you’d never seen




3. Intoxication




Rapid pulse heavy breath
Excitement overwhelms
Feeling out of your senses
Driven by the instincts so strong

Stare with astonishment
Mere steps separate you and them
Join the feast of intoxication
Revel in a stale smell and smoke

They’re here for you to see impressive as can be
They’re here for you to hear preaching insanity
They’re here for you to worship


Out of your face
Rampage and disgrace
Restless minds unite
Preparing for the fight
Head on at full speed
Satisfy your needs





Someone knocks you out you‘re lying,
bleeding on the dirty floor
Light concussion, twisted ankle
do you really want some more
Stagger to the bar to get
another well-deserved refill
Barely conscious but excited –
there’s more blood you to spill

What’s that piss they poured you
You don’t even want to know
Bottoms up, the stage is waiting
Let’s resume the show

What you’ve borrowed from your body
It will not forget
Fuck the horrors of tomorrow
You’ll return the debt

Rapid pulse heavy breath
Excitement overwhelms
Feeling out of your senses
Driven by the instincts so strong

Stare with astonishment
Mere steps separate you and them
Join the feast of intoxication
Revel in a stale smell and smoke




4. Hatred at First Sight




Oh how much dirt I’ve left behind
That story someone called my life
You hopes are hanging by a thread
I took a plunge and buried mine instead

What a relief to feel I’m bound no more
My own kind just makes me sick to the core
Spit on the warning signs and slowly walk further
Towards the gates

For way too long I have been suppressed by fear
Of losing memories that I ceased to hold dear
It seemed so hard just to start turning pages
Until one day when I just ripped them all out

No matter how hard I have tried
To come to terms with all their lies
You life’s now hanging by a thread
I’ll take a plunge and murder you instead

Take a few steps back, turn around
She’s no longer there
Old memories are gone
Enemies everywhere
Still standing your ground
You’re losing control
Just another step back
And you are gone

I remember why I refused to die
Had to make my mind hatred at first sight
I remember why I refused to die
Had to make my mind hatred at first sight
At first sight
At first sight
At first sight
At first sight




5. In Despair




In Despair

Lost on the endless way towards your childhood’s sacred dreams
Your life today is overshadowed by failures and fears

Despair is your fate, the only air that you breathe
The questions will remain unanswered
Where is your release?

And in the end, all you’d leave behind
Are just some bits of sorrow… give it a fucking try!

The need to fit in has fucked up you mind for good
You’d rather slowly rot in suffering – than leave misunderstood

Your yesterday is nothing
But bitterness and shame
Tomorrow grins at your
So inventible
Today will be your shelter
Or so you to need to feel
Desire to let go
Will overwhelm you once AGAIN

Throughout theses years of struggle you have never learnt
The peace of mind that you once had will never be restored

And in the end, all you’d leave behind
Are just some bits of sorrow… give it a try!




6. Abomination




We are machines of vengeance
you won’t survive under our rush
your time is over, it’s too late for you to pray for amnesty
this tumour’s been growing for a long time, so it is time to cut it out
Beneath the ashes your bloodless body is gonna rot
the new era is coming and my sermon will be reality
I am the reaper, I’m the executioner
and you are just a fucking slave!
I will clean this abomination from you with this battle axe
it’s a pleasure to see you suffering, cause I’m feeling the taste of blood in my mouth
it makes me sick and gives me power to bring you down
so rip off your skin and flesh, this is the only way to survive
black birds will bury your weak body
it will be your fucking doom
We are machines of vengeance
you won’t survive under our rush
your time is over, it’s too late for you to pray for amnesty




7. Tyrant's Farewell




The surge of liberation
Rampaging through the country
There is no place to hide
The time is now to join the crowd

The filthy throne is empty
Abandoned by the tyrant
Ecstatic mob has gathered
Time to reap what you have sown

Now march in triumph
Enjoy the breath of freedom
The noble cause has been (fulfilled blood’s been spilled)

Your country lies in ruins
But there’s no place for regrets
The hope in a new beginning (suicide in disguise),

But you have won nothing at all!

Former allies are ready to remind
You victory has got its price
Time to repay the debt

Stripped of your pride, land and resources
Down on your knees you’ll beg for mercy
Just like the tyrant had foretold

Murdered by you
He’s smiling from beyond his grave
He’d seen it all
He’d warned you all

You still deny the reality
You still strife towards freedom
While the new and stronger chains
Are already being forged

Once allies
Now undisguised
They are dividing your land right before your eyes
Bow down before new masters

You were bought
Now you’re being sold
Into a worse slavery
Just like the tyrant had foretold

As you turn around you see his evil smile again
Killed by his own people he still had the final say




8. Obey to Remain




The state has hit you hard, devoted from the start
One little lapse of reason and you are locked in prison
You prospects start to fade, but you don’t feel betrayed
Designed to serve the structure you will embrace your fate

Yay, you’ll never march the streets again
Shoulder to shoulder with your comrades
No shields and guns to back you up now

Yay, Privilege to kill taken away
You no longer have the final say
The wheels of justice will grind you slowly

No human life stands above the law
No failure to obey may be ignored
You’re just a tool and you’ve learnt the drill
You are a traitor once you refuse to kill

Show your loyalty, die for your beliefs
Show your loyalty, die for your beliefs

While you’re left to die you still wonder why
They still stand their ground, what’s there to be found?
All you want to see is the enemy
All you want to hear is his dying scream

The state has hit you hard, devoted from the start
One little lapse of reason and you are locked in prison
Your life now starts to fade, but you don’t feel betrayed
Destroyed to serve the structure you have embraced your fate

Show your loyalty, die for your beliefs
Show your loyalty, die for your beliefs




9. Behind Green Walls




You were brought here still alive, what a tragic coincidence
You gave it your best shot but somehow failed again
Gathered all your strength to end it all once and for all
Instead of the other side, you’re behind my green walls

Who the fuck do you think you are to reject
The gift that has no price
You can try to escape living with your kind
But I won’t let you die

Won’t let you die
Keep you alive

You’ve rejected those who loved you
Snubbed their care and attention
Now accept sadistic care
Of a heartless institution

I’ll make sure you survive my elaborate experiments
Spend long years in bitter misery and pain
You were just a useless piece of shit, now you’ll serve a purpose
As a laboratory rat behind my green walls

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