1. I SWEAR I'LL WATCH YOU FALL

You say that this is complicated
"My life is too fucked up for you"
Imagine all the time that I've waited
I guess my life is fucked up too

Take your time, I'll just rewind
The memories in my mind
to the end of my...

In the end it's not enough

The biggest mistake of your whole life
Was to not let me do mine

In the end it's not enough

I think I've been here before
I swear I'll watch you fall

It's time for me to face the reality
Cause in the end you lack of empathy

You say that this is complicated
"My life is too fucked up for you"
Imagine all the time that I've waited
I guess my life is fucked up too


2. FOR ALL I CARE

Last night a thought occured to me
I've never taken a moment to feel
What is fiction, what is real, who do i want to be?
Do you know what it takes to be free?

My greatest fear is to see
What I'll become this time

For all I care
You should go back for a while
And see what made me into this

Always tried to sort the good from the bad
But all the sorting just made me mad
And even though I always thought that I got it right
We didn't end up together that night

For all I care
You should go back for a while
And see what made me into this


3. THEY SAY THAT HATE IS A STRONG WORD

There's never been a reason
For all those attributes
Why do they bother now?

They will not succeed and bring us down
We've always made that clear
So why won't it stop, this mindless charade
They just can't outsmart me

I've always seen it through
They bend and twist morality

So shallow, so empty
Rotten to the core

We wanted, we needed
This outlet of raw emotion
They see it, they fear it
The battle is won

I've always seen it through
They bend and twist their morality

We wanted, we needed
They see it, they fear it

So shallow, so empty
Rotten to the core


4. ALWAYS TOLD MYSELF

Always told myself "you gotta fix your life"
I made a plan to make things right
Always told myself "you gotta fix your life"
Fuck that, I'm gettin' pissed tonight

Making my escape from the decisions i have to make

So take me somewhere else, I just can't forget
Please take me somewhere else, I'm full of regret

I'm on my way home alone again
I can't walk straight
Through the darkest times of my life

Making my way through pessimistic times
I won't give in without a fight
Making my way through pessimistic times
Hoping to someday see the light

Making my escape from the decisions i have to make

I'm on my way home alone again
I can't walk straight
Through the darkest times of my life

Take me somewhere else I just can't forget
Please take me somewhere else I'm full of regret