1. ITS ONLY LIFE

Walls fall apart inside my mind
Insanity has left me blind
Lost all lust for this thing called life
End it all with this fucking knife

Walls soround me
Can't find no door
Forever lost in this private war
Gotta find a key
So i can get out
Had enough of this self doubt

Today is so grey you can't see the sky
Living for the day, the day i will die
Had enough of this so-called life
And it all with this fucking knife

Live a life full of regrets
Try so hard but i still can't forget
Truth's too heavy to carry in my heart
Insanity tears my soul apart


2. EMBRACE THE CALM

Crave for silence
I lay me down
End the future
Block out the sound
It's becoming clear now
I can feel no pain
The life it drains from me
Block out the sound

Life which one's led
Has turned to the colour red
End this life i now despise
No salty tears fill my eyes

Nothing will hurt me,
Not like this
The fear willing, dissapear
Reach for death kiss
The blood it flows
From my arms
No time to look back
Embrace the calm

No responsibility
From life i run
Good times long run run out
Feel myself drift
From life to death
I'm giving it away
My last breath


3. TASTE NO MORE

I'm planted deep inside your mind
Hatred of a different kind
Suck the life from your soul
Leave you in a stinking hole

Stick me in! And i'll please you
Stick me in! And i'll free you
Drain you of anything of value
Stain your life, there's no rescue

Spend all that you've got
Give it to me, i'll take the lot
Nothing sacred to my cause

Leave you in a world of darkness
Shallow life, misery, emptiness
Sold your soul to relive the past
Your dedication to me at last

Now it's time for you to die
Never again to see the sky
Nothing left of painful life
But it's better than living on the edge of a knife


4. I HUMAN

I need a drink; what don't I need?
I need a smoke; what don't I need?
I need some food; what don't I need?
I need a car; what don't I need?
I need a job; what don't I need?

I Human!

Shit! I'm leaning too
Much to the left!
Shit! I'm leaning too
Much to the right!

I need a break; what don't I need?
I need a brain; what don't I need?
I need a life; what don't I need?
I need to live; what don't I need?
I don't need death; that I don't need

I Human!

I need a drink; I need a smoke
I need some food, I need a car
I need money, I need a break
I need a brain, I need a life
I need to live, I don't need death

I Human!


5. ALWAYS YOU LIE

Unholy are your cries
Don't believe in your lies
Lie about what you've done
Speak with your forked tongue

Always you lie...

Your not offering
Anything new
Same old bullshit
Chocolate covered spew

Always you lie...

Eevery day we follow those fools
In a fuckin' line
Wallow in our own shit
As they waste our fucking time
Sometimes i cry for you
You and your kind
Say your victimized
Turn a blind eye


6. HOLY STAIN

Protection from things which your scared
Reflection, your soul is bared
In your ignorance you will wallow
Perfection is the one who you follow

Profit from god, give unto thee
Ensure your future when life has been
I'll keep my job, protecting the flock
Bow down before me, it's me you won't mock

State of martyr, hearts never falter
Demon speweth lies from the altar
Empty eyes thrive, words that are spoken
Taken on trust, words that are broken


7. PEAKIN'

(Instrumental)


8. YOUR GROTESQUENESS

Locked in a world you can't define
Emotion trapped inward
Yourself in decline
Been fucked from the ones you adore
your lifes over, won't live it no more

What do you think of your life now?
Was it worth all of this?
you're starting to feel guilty

Your Grotesqueness

You drool like your mad
You smile like a fool
Searching for attention,
You know the golden rule
Searching for affection,
Your love it turns to hate
Unable to recognize your undignified fate

Walking abomination
Cancer of the world
Mass extermination
Walks hand in hand
Sad and sorry sight
Creator of all muck
You're stuck inside yourself,
And I couldn't give a fuck


9. SWEET

When sweet turns to sour
Things lost must devour
A foggy haze fills your brain
False hope filled with pain

It must have been putrid
It must have been putrid to cut you down
Putrid, get out of here
Putrid cut you down

When sweet turns to sour
In the corner forced to cower
Cut yourself from life outside
Under the covers try to hide

They will operate

When life turns to dust
When life turns to rust
Don't despair, just give up
Turn into a fucking yup


10. FAULT

I started the day
With a bottle of whiskey
At noon or ‘round bout that time
I thought ‘What the hell,
You only live once,
So fuck up as much as you can before you die'

If there was somethin'
If there was something, I said
If there was something, I said

I said,
Not my
Not my fault

Spirits and me don't mix to well,
So whatever shit I blabbed the
The other night I don't know
If I meant any of it, if it cut
There ain't much I can do ‘bout it

Fault fault fault fault fault fault fault
Fold


11. TIME OF REGRET

Got something special inside,
Got no reason to hide
The future is there to see
The destruction of you and me

Falling down this never ending hole
There's no one around me and there's nowhere to go
Their faces full of hate and their bellies full of beer
Won't someone please get me out of here?

Time of hate
Time of regret

Running from an uncertain future
Not sure how long we'll exist
And doesn't make it any better
Having to run from your fucking fist


12. FORCED ENTRY

Free my life
Free my soul
Free my dreams
Fill my bowl

Free my screaming
Free my mates
Free my soul
Before it's too late

False ideas planted in my head
Forced entry

Strip my life
Strip my soul
Left to rot in a stinking hole

Cease my dreams
Cease my love
Doomed to live
In the push and shove


13. LAND OF DECAY

Fall to your knees
Victim of power
Friends desert you
In your final hour
Fall to your knees
Can't take the strain
Control the monster
That's inside your brain

You fucking chose
The life you've led
The countless numbers
Of people you've bled
You tried to burn
Everyone you touched
Your way of life
Has left you fucked


14. UNTITLED

(Spoken track, no music)

I killed someone, I don't even know why
I've thought about it ever since, and I finally realized,
They're already dead, they knew what they were doin'
I was trained to do what I did
I was angry, I was violent
I did the job for them
Convicted murderer kills again, screamed the headlines
And I remember this advertisement for ‘Home Security Alarms'
And this article, ‘Police Demand More Power'
They begged me to create fear, and I just did what I was supposed to do
People are scared; they're scared of each other because of people like me
That's the way they want it, coz then it always stays the same
They keep control that way
Fucking idiots, fucking fools
I was never free,
Nobody's ever free
One man released, so they can imprison the rest of the world