1. FEEL MY PAIN

Truth, lies, pain, death, greed, insane
Blood on hands, war torn lands

They starve to death, our eyes are blind
They scream in pain, we cannot hear
I feel their fear for they've lost
Who is going to count the cost

Feel my pain, see their blood
It's time to call upon you Gods

Bullets fly, say your prayers
Who gives a fuck, you're lying there
This weeping sore humanity
Full blown world insanity

Tyrants rule, the fathers die
The widows pray, the children cry
The world gone mad,the day will come
And soon the pain in me belongs to you


2. C.O.M. '98

Keep to the shadows, darkness is ours
We turn away from the light
Touching the bloodstone, the toll of the bell
We blaze a red trail of flame

We are the children of madness, our destiny lies with you
We give you suffering and sadness

Greed is your nature, we breathe this disease
Our order is black as the night
Chaos we guide you, under our spell
Dragging you into the flames

We are the children of madness, our destiny lies with you
We give you suffering and sadness

Into the fire, oh can't you tell
Souls damned forever
Suffer

We are your nightmare, we suck on your fear
Exposing your darkest desire
Darkeness desert you, cold is our kiss
We slither and strike like the viper


3. VICTIM

You chew me up then spit me out, I'm running everywhere
Can't get away from your grip
You tear me up then kick me down, destroy me with your lies
But now it's me who cracks the whip

I'm going for the kill, make you feel the pain
I'll beat you black and blue, then do it once again
You'll be the
Victim, of my blackened rage
Victim, I'm burning up with hate
Victim, I'll kick you in the face
Victim.

Through all those years you pushed me
Further up against the wall
Until I had no will to live
And all my faith, my hope, my pride
You crushed beneath your heel
But now it's me who cracks the whip

I'm giving out the punches. bring you to your knees
I'll leave you lying in the stench of your disease


4. THE FORGOTTEN ONES

There are no flowers on our graves
There are no stones to tell the world whose lying there
So now we know nobody came
We lived and died alone, the sun has bleached our bones

But who will care, we were no ones
But who will care, daughters and sons
We're the forgotten ones

We never did nobody harm
We tried so hard to find a way that we'd survive
We had to leave our family's homes
A faded photograph was all that they found with us
Nobody saw us walk alone, no one will mourn away
No one is gathered here today, and so the lowly church bell tolls
We watch from up above, the rain falls to wash away

But who will care, we were no ones
But who will care, daughters and sons
We're the forgotten ones

Reaching out, don't let us be forgotten ones memories


5. PUSH

Treading through the debris
Of a broken mind
Seeing everything in darkness
Hiding from the light

I'm crazy, you're crazy, tell me who is right
You push me closer to the edge, until I find...

Head like a fractured shell
Almost ready to crack
Try to get myself together
Can I pull myself back

You always put me down, you're driving me insane
I wish that you could feel pain, won't be so quick to blame

Don't push me

Minds eye in chaos
I'm balanced on a high wire
Prozac triggered happiness
Oit only last for a while

I've always felt like this, bit I've always tried
I'll put a bullet thrugh my head, it's time to say goodbye

Don't push me


6. SNAKE EYES

Snake eyes, black hearted mother f**k
Your lies, you had the nerve to call me friend
Despise your very breath that gives you life
You'll die a thousand deaths for treachery

I'll live to see you burn, I'll put a bullet through your head
I'll be the one to pick your bones, I'll rip your spine out

Your life was built on others misery
You tried to crush my kingdom into dust
A war of nerces that crucified my mind
I'll rise above your senseless ego

My friend, each day another f**king lie
Sucked dry, another knife into my back
Now I have cut the thread you used to bind
Snake eyes, the pain for you will never end


7. SMACK

Whispered words of the dying, see the death in my eyes
When my time is finally here, ut's just one slick black lie
Who am I supposed to be, each day I feel like shit
I stumble through the cold wet streets
I'm desperate for the next hit

You call it smack, but it's a savior to me
My body's racked, I need to feed my disease

Feel the heat flowing through me
The sweat it runs down my back
My hands begin to spasm and shake
My veins are hardening fast
Eyes begin to glaze with fear
My lips begin to crack
If I should live another day
My life of hell will be back


8. THE BLACK

And when the dark comes down
When the storm breaks in my mind
I feel the anger rise,
You see turmoil in my eyes
It's such a deadly space,
There's no room for you inside
I've learned to feed my hate,
I've left my soul torn open

I feed the fire of insanity,
The black it sucks me under
It's fingers choking out the life in me,
Succumb to call it master

I feel my will to live slip away,
It's further from my eyes
The nervous snap of mind,
The presure always stronger
It beats me to the ground,
It kicks it's way out from my head
The black is all around,
Maybe it's hell and I'm dead

No need to analyse, this raging fury in my soul
A product of my life, this grief goes on for longer
I scream aloud in pain, can't keep the demons coming back
It's making me insane, as I fall deeper in the black


9. FEAR PART 1

The nightmare it returns, it's sucking you under
Taking you back to the time
There in the darkness, releasing your demons
Remember your fear as a child

Twisting and turning, screaming aloud
Feel the cold sweat down your spine
Crushing all the reason, insanity calls
The face of your fear fills your mind

Lying in wait, he steps up beside you
His hands reaching out as he smiles
Brutal and cruel, another hard beating
The pleasure of hearing you cry

Fear part 1

Killing the beast who calls himself father
For years you had blacked out the sight
Justice and torture, they walk side by side
Which one will be yours tonight ?

Fear part 1