1. 1000 STITCHES 2000 CUTS

Forged in the fire
Born on the funeral pyre
Limb from limb from limb
Held together by one thousand stitches

One thousand stitches
Two thousand cuts
Can you see god with your eyes sewn shut?

Eyes sewn shut

One thousand stitches
Two thousand cuts

Violence fixation
Therapy by laceration
Nothing but a lifeless husk
Splintered by two thousand cuts

My god was a knife
And I worshipped it’s blade
I am a bastard queen
3000 scars that won’t fade

One thousand stitches
Two thousand cuts


2. ABSOLUTE TERROR

How many times do I have to try?
How many times have I failed?
To prove I deserve my place in life
To myself and everyone else
Suffering is the solace I found
My pain has kept me spellbound
But death won’t take me
God can’t erase me
And you won’t break me down

You won’t
Bend or break me
You won’t
Bend or break me down

Absolute terror
My ultimate fear
Exposing my weakness to those I hold dear

6 million ways to die choose one
Swarming inside my head
Cloaked in darkness, blinded by death
Kissing the scars I kept
How am I supposed to feel human?
How am I supposed to relate?
When I can’t even look you in the eyes
Walls I build obscure your face

The Angel of the death
The goddess of unhappiness

Can’t scratch the phantom itch
Can’t run from life the bitch
Do I deserve your love?
Am I even good enough?

Absolute terror
My ultimate fear