1. WHAT IF

I can’t find the rhyme in all my reason
I’ve lost sense of time and all seasons
I feel I’ve been beaten down
By the words of men who have no grounds

I can’t sleep beneath the trees of wisdom
When your ax has cut the roots that feed them
Forked tongues in bitter mouths
Can drive a man to bleed from inside out

What if you did?
What if you lied?
What if I avenge?
What if eye for an eye?

I’ve seen the wicked fruit of your vine
Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind
Human pride sings a vengeful song
Inspired by the times you’ve been walked on

My stage is shared by many millions
Who lift their hands up high because they feel this?
We are one, we are strong
The more you hold us down the more we press on

What if you did?
What if you lied?
What if I avenge?
What if eye for an eye?

I know I can’t hold the hate inside my mind
‘Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life

So I’ll just ask a question
An only simple question
I’ll just ask one question...

What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?
What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?
What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?
What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?

What if you did?
What if you lied?
What if I avenge?
What if eye for an eye?
What if your words could be judged like a crime?

What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?
What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?
What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?
What if? What if? What if? What if? What if I?


2. WAIT & BLEED

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can’t see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile
The light is brighter this time
Everything is 3-D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold
The hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me

I can’t control my shakes!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud
I wish I didn’t like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can’t see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Get outta my head cuz I don’t need this!
Why didn’t I see this?
I’m a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I have sinned by just makin’ my mind up
And takin’ your breath away

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can’t see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Goodbye!

You haven’t learned a thing
I haven’t changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can’t see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

...And it waits for you!


3. SUFFOCATE

Talk to me
Can you listen to me now?
Do you understand?
Can you identify?
But it’s as if you seem to make a small effort
But you bend, you’re bending my mind
And you try, and you try
(I can see you try)
To suffocate and smother me
Covered so I can’t breathe

(We) When we collapse
(Fall) Our weakened hands
(Down) Fall together at once abandoned
(We) They’ll fore you down
(Fall) And strap you in
(Down) Now we agree and understand

Speak slowly
You gotta get it all out now
What are you saying?
Just remember we will always be here
Just in case you have been waiting, waiting
To show us something or give us some sign
As if you’re gonna suffocate, smothering
Covered so you can’t breathe

(We) When we collapse
(Fall) Our weakened hands
(Down) Fall together at once abandoned
(We) They’ll fore you down
(Fall) And strap you in
(Down) Now we agree and understand

Gently lure your submission
All the while suspicion grows, grows
So be sick of listening
To senile old and staggering naive youth

Pick us up when...

(We) When we collapse
(Fall) Our weakened hands
(Down) Fall together at once abandoned
(We) They’ll fore you down
(Fall) And strap you in
(Down) Now we agree and understand


4. SPIDERS

The piercing radiant moon
The storming of poor June
All the life running through her hair

Approaching guiding light
Our shallow years in fright
Dreams are made winding through my head

Through my head
Before you know
Awake

Your lives are open wide
The V-chip gives them sight
All the life running through her hair

The spiders all in tune
The evening of the moon
Dreams are made winding through my head

Through my head
Before you know
Awake

Through my head
Through my head
Before you know
Before you know
I will be waiting all awake

Dreams are made winding through her hair
Dreams are made winding through her hair


5. AUTOMATIC

Spoke to my god today
Asked him why he’d gone away
Hitched on a rocket ride into the sun
He said: “Son, I’ve got one for ya
Down there in California
Just take a look around at all you’ve done”

“You’re automatic like a burnin’ gun
You’re a star like everyone”

Talked to my soul today
But I couldn’t keep my brain away
So I found a holiday behind the sun
Took all the friends I could
Spun out in Hollywood
Hit up on a climate everyone

You’re automatic like a burnin’ gun
You’re a star like everyone

You could save the world
Could be shinin’ on my pearl
You could save the world
Just might find your way, my pearl

You could save the world
Could be shinin’ on my pearl
You could save the world

She said “I’m automatic baby systematic speed
Through the universe my engines bleed
I’m automatic momma with automatic pace
Save me momma as I fall from grace”

You could save the world
Could be shinin’ on my pearl
You could save the world
Just might find your way, my pearl

You could save the world
Could be shinin’ on my pearl
You could save the world
Just might find your way, my pearl

Shine...


6. FALL

You hate my face but now I look you’re gonna change me
A lashing from your tongue and now you’re gonna scorn me

You taste my blood, my cut my skin, and now you want me
You hate my face but now I look I think you changed me

(Balls that pokken are whip lashed)
(Easily bitten within one ply)

Release me
Release me

My time to fall
My face lays down the ground
Where I once walked
No time to fall

My massive shield, my beating till, you try and fleck me
Cry with shame my eyes are scorn and then you dump me

(Easily bitten within one ply)

Release me
Release me

My time to fall
My face lays down the ground
Where I once walked
No time to fall
My faith lays down the ground
Where I’ve been lost

(Fall)
I stare at my life again
I’m, I’m scared of my life again
(Scared of my life again)
I, I stare at my life again
(Stare at my life again)
I’m, I’m scared of my life again

My Time to fall
My face lays down the ground that I once walked
My time to fall
My faith lays down the ground where I’ve been lost

My time to fall
My fame lies down
No time at all

(Fall)
I stare at my life again
I’m, I’m scared of my life again
(Scared of my life again)
I, I, I’m, I’m scared of my life again
(Scared of my life again)
I’m, I’m scared of my life again
(Scared of my life again)
I, I, I, I stare at my life again
(Stare at my life again)


7. TIME BOMB

I am in a living hell, makes me wonder if I’m alive
Can’t seem to bring myself to figure out why
I shove and I pull away from the things that I call you every night
I can’t seem to break you down but I know I’ll come around

“I feel your pins thru my eyes piercing me”

Lie down in all this piss, you drink it from me every night
I live in a world of shit, been left here to die
Sometimes I realize my mind is meant to go away
Never have I seen your god, so why should I believe in faith?

“I feel your pins through my eyes piercing me all the time”

Another time bomb
Another time bomb

I am in a living hell, makes me wonder if I’m alive
Can’t seem to bring myself to figure out why
I shove and I pull away from the things that I call you every night
I can’t seem to break you down but I know I’ll come around

“I feel your pins through my eyes piercing me all the time”

I never find the time to find another fucking place
I’m a bad motherfucker who lives it everyday
You never look at me now
You never look me in the face
“I’m a time bomb baby”
I can’t find the time to find the place
I’m a bad motherfucker who lives it everyday
You never look at me now
You never look me in the face
“I’m a time bomb”

What am I waiting for?
What am I waiting for?

Never find the time to find another place
I’m a bad motherfucker who lives it everyday
You never look at me now
You never look me in the face
“I’m a time bomb yeah!”


8. TYLER’S SONG

Go son!

If you get up but they strap you around
Then just remember that I will always be there
When I say to you “daddy loves you” understand
I’m out in the real world again I’m trying...

Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn

Don’t compromise your ideas for anyone else
Respect your mom and always think of her first
When I say to you “daddy loves you” understand
I’m out in the real world again and I’m trying...

Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t, they don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t, they don’t give a damn

Son, if the sun don’t shine
I’ll try like hell to make light from the dark
Son, if the sun don’t shine
I’ll try like hell to make light from the dark for you

Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn
Raise your guard again
They don’t give a damn

They don’t give a damn
They don’t give a damn
They don’t give a damn
They don’t give a damn

Go son!


9. SO REAL

All I see is all
All I see is all
All I see is all
All I see so real

The life
The dream
The reason

Feel the pieces
I let go
All my emotions
On my own


10. CROWDED ELEVATOR

15 minutes to 6 and 14 floors to go
13 suited strangers make the crowded elevator slow
And I’ve got 1,000,000 words and phrases on the tip of my tongue
For the only non-stranger next to me soon

She’ll know, know, know
So let them stare

If I cry think of what you’ll be
And how much you will how I feel me to spill
Let all of it out right now
And expose every inch in front of them

12 more floors your eyes and mine all I need to come clean
Or should I wait for the lobby, spare the lies
Some 26 nervous eyes argue by the little red numbers passing by
If I wait one minute longer, I think I will die

Die, die
It isn’t fair

If I cry think of what you’ll be
And how much you will how I feel me to spill
Let all of it out right now
And expose every inch in front of them
If I cry think of what you’ll be
And how much you will how I feel me to spill
Let all of it out right now
And expose every inch in front of them
In front of them

You help me to feel safe and know
All the while I’ve been so inquisitive
I can’t go back cuz now
I know how it feels to open up and breathe
I can’t go back cuz now I...
I can’t go back cuz now I...
I can’t go back cuz now I know...

If I cry think of what you’ll be
And how much you will how I feel me to spill
Let all of it out right now
And expose every inch in front of them
If I cry think of what you’ll be
And how much you will how I feel me to spill
Let all of it out right now
And expose every inch in front of them
In front of them, yeah
In front of them
In front of them


11. DEBONAIRE

I don’t need diamond rings or high priced suits that shine
Limousines and flashing things or ancient bottled wine

Designer names and lavish things and million dollar hair
Bonny Dames without a brain I never really cared

I don’t care nothing about it
Wow yeah!

I don’t care for glitzy things or a fancy neighborhood
Glamour games or plastic fame or the king of Hollywood

Dazzling flamboyant things or a top hat on my head
Or modeling for magazines and be a debonaire

I don’t care nothing about it
Wow yeah!


12. SUNBURN

The sky was dark this morning
Not a bird in the trees
Silence hung suspicious and anxious
Like a blanket covered scream

You were gone
You were not there for me
And I cursed the sky
And begged the sun to...
Fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If I can’t find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down

All my friends are searching
Quiet, desperately
Look into their eyes
You’ll see the faithless crying
“Save me, save me, save me!”

What are they to feel
Who are they to be
And what am I to do with
Do with me, but let the sun...
Fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If I can’t find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down

Until my eyes cry out
‘Til my head is free from doubt
‘Til my lungs sigh right out
‘Til I’m wiser

Let the sun fall all over me
This life’s not living, baby
Living ain’t free
If I can’t find my way back to me
Let the sun fall down over me
Let the sun fall down


13. GET ON, GET OFF

Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on

You only do what you gonna get
You only know what you wanna know

Not of this moment
Not without wings
Not looking at you
Not anything

Get on, get off
Get on, get off
Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on

You only do what you gonna get
You only know what you wanna know

Not from this planet
Not of this earth
Not what you’re thinking
Not of this dirt

You were not thinking, while I was thinking
You’re never thinking, I’m always thinking
You want everyone, to get the truth right
While you were stuck in line, while I was

You only do what you gonna get
You only know what you wanna know
You only do what you gonna get
You only know what you wanna know

Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on
Get on, get off, get on


14. WANNA BE MARTYR

Why are you talking to me?
I think I’ve taken too much
Tell me who told you what you think you know
If I am changing, maybe I’m growing
Into a version of the sewer Christ picture show

Maybe it’s stupid, maybe it’s nothing
Maybe this something just won’t go away
I’m not a liar and I’m not a martyr
I’m just trying not to get thrown away

How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so cold

Maybe it’s stupid, maybe it’s nothing
Maybe this something just won’t go away

How does it feel?
I feel so alone

How does it feel to be part of your world?
How does it feel to be part of this world?

How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so cold

How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?


15. DISSENTION

Found out your really something
They talk about you
Then turn your confidence
Against you now into nothing

Grinning from the daze
Petrified and blazed
Feels good to know they care
Special friends simply two-faced

You couldn’t let go
Your talking got you here
Tearing up everyone
Respect you don’t know

They say I’m jaded
‘Cause they know it’s true
With all those silly people
On the wonder wheel

Glisten from the daze
Purified and crazed
Feels good to hear them share
Hateful friends simply two-faced

You couldn’t let go
Your talking got you here
Tearing up everyone
Respect you don’t know

Don’t waste your precious time
Let live
Let go
Don’t waste your precious time
Let live
Let go

Don’t waste your precious time
Let live
Let go
Don’t waste your precious time
Let live
Let go


16. CRAWL

I’m so lonely
You’re so beautiful
Not the only
One that’s pitiful

Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces
Craving all of your deadly vices
Like to think that I’m not addicted
But I guess I wear it well

And I crawl while you spit
And I crawl through you

Here I am now
Not a lot has changed
Nothing’ better
Everything’s the same

Late at night I can hear your voices
Talking shit about all my choices
You would think you’ve known me forever
Just because you know my name

And I crawl while you spit
And I crawl through you

Everything falls apart
Everything
Everything falls apart
Everything
Everything falls apart
Everything

Everything falls apart
Everything
Everything falls apart
Everything
Everything falls apart
Everything

And I crawl while you spit
And I crawl through you


17. CLICK CLICK

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18. IS THIS THE END

The rage in my eyes
Could have compared to the eye of a sun
Then rain
Took its course through the hands of the son
Repent for all time
The world is at war leaving all fault behind

So is this the end for us my friend?
So is this the end for us my friend?

The stains in the sky
Are there to remind us of man and his fight
When two worlds collide
One steals the life like a thief in the night
So look to the sky
He holds the keys for your life and mine

So is this the end for us my friend?
So is this the end for us my friend?
So is this the end for us my friend?

Well as though we rise
As the day breaks the dawn
And as the moon hides the sun
Oh, the sun

No more sorrow
All those crying days are gone
No more sorrow, now it’s gone
Now it’s gone
Now it’s gone

So is this the end for us my friend?

So is this the end for us my friend?
So is this the end for us my friend?
So is this the end for us my friend?

So is this the end for us my friend?