1. I DRINK, THEREFORE I AM

Existing on the fringes of the civilized world,
Hating every fucking minute of existence.
The only way to dull the monotonous pain
Can be found at the bottom of few more drinks.
Death is Grace.
Grace is Pain.
Pain is Freedom.
Freedom is one more drink


2. FLAMES OF LIBERTY

Judas’ kiss on the hand of life,
You are an embarrassment to all breathing in the world.
You speak of god but you sound of the devil.
Do the world a favor and drink the fucking kool-aid now
You’re right, if there was a god,
He’d hate this nation,
But not for the same reason.
He’d hate us for not draining your blood,
For hearing your words.
In Flame you’ll burn.
Its better than you deserve, you piece of shit.
And when the bullets sing,
Where will your fucking angels be?
The images of those murdered comes back to me
When you stand on those streets and scream.
For their memories I will stand strong,
For those lives lost I will endeavor to end yours.
In the spirit of 92
I dedicate this flame but with better reason.
When your charred bones are found in the rubble
Then the message has been heard


3. YOUTH IS WASTED ON THE STUPID

This was never meant for the cool kids,
Just the weirdos and the fuck ups.
That’s why I’m here with you all.
That’s why I waste my time on these stupid songs.
Trust me, if I could do anything else I would.
I’d never offend your precious fucking ears.
When you have nothing else, you grasp tighter
To what matters to you.
I hope you come to terms with the fact
I’m not going away.
Sometimes, it’s just like a fucking high school.
And you’d think that grown ass men would resent that.
I’d like to say I’m so sorry.
I didn’t just play Funeral Fog part two.
To go along with that,
I’m sorry that I haven’t said that I want to kill the Jews
Maybe one day I’ll learn to play the guitar.
Maybe on that same day, you could fucking kill yourself
The hypocrisy is just offensive for a scene
That prides itself on individuality.
Fuck you, fuck all your stupid rules.
I remain defiant


4. FALSE FLAG

What use is life when its fucking wasted?
What use is a mind when its shot to shit?
Aggression, superior nation.
Kill or be killed:
The one rule of war.
Survival of the fittest, loss of the brightest
Conformation for a dimmer nation.
Like flies to flame, like lemmings to cliff,
Like pigs to slaughter, like horses to pasture the best
And brightest of this nation throw down their lives,
For a flag waved in their faces and a lack of better chances


5. NOW OR THEN

Broken and bruised, cast my body to the waves.
I’ve fought enough for one lifetime;
I’ve failed enough for one hundred more.
Sleep is calling.
Rest is waiting.
The journey is ending.
Death is greeting.
Twenty six fucking years wasted
With only useless scars to show.
I don’t want to be the sad old man forever trying
To recapture his youth.
When they ask you what you want
To be when you grow up, please say,
“Anything but mediocre.”


6. PHAGOCYTOSIS

Chronic pain in body and in brain,
Every thought a horror in the agony.
Would this bullet end all of this?
Is it better to die or lose your mind?
My heads on fire, my extremities numb.
I can’t live like this.
Wake up drenched in sweat,
Thoughts of eating children run through me.
In the mirror, my facial pores are leaking blood.
What is fucking happening?
Its eating me, of that much, I’m sure.
And I’d rather leave on my own terms
Then watch my own mind become devoured.


7. VETERAN'S DAY

I saw you at the corner of St.
John and Park, you looked like hell had come down on you
A sign in your hand asked for food first,
Help second, cash third.
And although the time was running low,
No one fucking stopped.
They drove by in their brand new suvs.
Gluttons with enough for you, but no conscience.
I’d rob them all, and give every cent to you.
If I could, I’d give all I had so you could live.
And they say you did it to your self,
You made this choice,
As if anyone would choose to be forgotten
By those they loved.
And I’d love to see those lily white hands
Of theirs dirtied with need,
While you’d enjoy a warm place to sleep
And something to eat.
Now I know why its called the American dream:
You have to be asleep to fucking believe it


8. 100 MPH

Its been a long time coming,
I’ve wanted to leave for so damn long.
I just needed this chance to escape, and here it is.
I’m taking it.
Filled her with premium, checked all her fluids.
Now I’m ready to roll.
The trunks packed full, the tires are where they should be
Cash in hand, gun in waist band.
Goodbye to the shit jobs we had,
Goodbye to the shitty lives we lead.
I have no fucking clue where this road leads,
I’ll just keep driving til she’s on E,
Then see how far we go.
Where road meets rubber; that’s our ticket out,
A ticket to a better life.
Aim for the far horizon,
The sky’s our limit.
Just keep driving.


9. BLACK DENIM

Come my queen, my succubus.
Lets enjoy the sensuality of the night.
The rhythms of a primal nature inspiring us
To erotic dark worship.
Black Night, Black leather.
I enjoy the plain and pleasure.
Black Night, Black Metal.
Heed the calling of the dark.
Sinners not to our own nature, black denim.
Fucking is no crime against nature, black denim.
No satanic mass will accompany
What is done best with no devil or god.
Let the riffs guide your hips,
Taste the bourbon on your lips.
Feel the climax as one


10. NO FRIEND OF MINE (SLAPSHOT COVER)

I've seen your face and I don't like you
You're no friend of mine
I don't like any of the things you do
You're no friend of mine
You're no good it's easy to see
You're no friend of mine
I've told you before stay away from me
You're no friend of mine

You think that you can come around
And act like on of us
Just because you're in the scene
Doesn't mean that you can hang around
I see you everywhere I go
Talking to the boys
Don't you realize you're dirt
In everyone's eyes?

If I've told you one I've told you twice
You're no friend of mine
But you never listen to my advice
You're no friend of mine
What the fuck do you what from me
You're no friend of mine
I've told you before stay way from me
You're no friend of mine

You think that you can come around
And act like on of us
Just because you're in the scene
Doesn't mean that you can hang around
I see you everywhere I go
Talking to the boys
Don't you realize you're dirt
In everyone's eyes?

You're no friend of mine
You're no friend of mine
You're no friend of mine
You're no friend of mine

You think that you can come around
And act like on of us
Just because you're in the scene
Doesn't mean that you can hang around
I see you everywhere I go
Talking to the boys
Don't you realize you're dirt
In everyone's eyes?


11. HOPE

Why can't you see
You torture me
You're already thinking about someone else
When he comes home you'll be in his arms
And I'll be gone

But I know
My day will come
I know someday
I'll be the only one

So now you wait for his spark
You know it'll turn you on
He's gonna make you feel
The way you want to feel
When he starts to lie
When he makes you cry

You know I'll be there
My day will come
I know someday
I'll be the only one

Call me selfish
Call me what you like
I think it's right
To want someone for all your own
And not to share her love
But I'll have my way
You won't have a say anyway
Cuz I've got you
You don't stand a chance

So now you wait for his cock
You know it'll turn you on
He's gonna make you feel
The way you want to feel
When he starts to lie
When he makes you cry

You know I'll be there
My day will come
I know someday
I'll be the only one

My day will come
I know someday I'll be the only one

So now you want perfection
I see your self destruction
You don't know what you want
It's gonna take you years to find out
I'm not giving up
And when you've had enough
You'll take your bruised little head
And you'll come running back to me
You know that I'm gonna be the only one


12. WE ARE ALL CODE

Its four in the morning and I’m alone,
This bottle of whisky is all I have, it’s my better half
Its too dark to see the street outside,
The lights never stay on after 3.
This city is suffocating me, even in the predawn light,
I cant see the fucking stars.
But I think I’m ok with that,
I think I’ve come to peace with it.
Call it submission, call it giving in, call it giving up
I’ll survive as best I can, the only way I can.
The dead lights of the stars pour out of my eyes
They create images in pearlant white on the black sky
Symbols that I’ll never know, but I’ll always remember
Watch it as it pours from the wounds in my skin.
Your days are growing cold,
How unfair to be so young but feel so old.
We are all code.
A toast to the times of youth we shared,
Its faded now, but don’t despair.
We are all code.
The algorithms of our life
Were shaped in the darkness beyond time.
We are all code.
And at death we become the food of new life,
So we are never really gone.
We are all code.